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ShSm

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Sep 16, 2025
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I am sorry, I feel that this site does not help me in giving me a real way to commit suicide because all my attempts before entering this site failed and now I do not know there is nothing real. Please help.
 
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MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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No particular method is foolproof and the ones that have the highest effectiveness take planning and preparation. I feel your frustration. Maybe it's a sign that maybe there's something guiding you toward a better future. Regardless, I hope you find answers and peace.
 
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Sinful

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Sep 16, 2025
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In all fairness, this site is more like a support group for people who are either considering or decided. Nobody will tell you what method to use (it's not exactly ethical and its against the rules). People can only give advice for your chosen method, rest is up to you.

All of this is ultimately your choice.
 
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ShSm

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Sep 16, 2025
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No particular method is foolproof and the ones that have the highest effectiveness take planning and preparation. I feel your frustration. Maybe it's a sign that maybe there's something guiding you toward a better future. Regardless, I hope you find answers and peace.
Where is the future and opportunity after I was subjected to domestic violence, neglect, lack of hugs, assault, harassment, assault, and a broken nose. My nose is deformed. I look at it every day and feel ashamed even though I had surgery that didn't completely remove the defect. Someone hit me and broke my nose. I was slandered by an unjust teacher. She said I was harassed, that I'm dishonorable, that I take antidepressants, and that I'm sick. She tried to pull me out of school, and my girlfriend left me. I was also bullied because my nose is broken and I'm left without dignity and a nose, that I'm shameful and worthless. Death and shame cannot bear to live after all that has happened. My nose is broken. The nose is a symbol of dignity and I have lost it. I tried to commit suicide several times and failed. I hope someone can give me a way so I can die before the end of this month. I'm fed up. This is what I want now. Please.
 
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Wrath

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Dec 12, 2024
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It may be a bit difficult to find the first time, it was for me to when I first joined the site, but you should check the threads at the top of the forum. Here's one. Never do anything impulsively.
 
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ShSm

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Sep 16, 2025
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It may be a bit difficult to find the first time, it was for me to when I first joined the site, but you should check the threads at the top of the forum. Here's one. Never do anything impulsively.
I have read it all. What do you think about putting a bag in it and closing it? Does this kill and for how long? Because I read that people died because of it.
 
Wrath

Wrath

Long live my dead dreams.
Dec 12, 2024
93
I have read it all. What do you think about putting a bag in it and closing it? Does this kill and for how long? Because I read that people died because of it.
I'm not familiar with that method. There may be people that died from it, but I think that you would get a feeling of suffocation from that, SI would probably kick in too. I can't personally recommend it from what I know.
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
Where is the future and opportunity after I was subjected to domestic violence, neglect, lack of hugs, assault, harassment, assault, and a broken nose. My nose is deformed. I look at it every day and feel ashamed even though I had surgery that didn't completely remove the defect. Someone hit me and broke my nose. I was slandered by an unjust teacher. She said I was harassed, that I'm dishonorable, that I take antidepressants, and that I'm sick. She tried to pull me out of school, and my girlfriend left me. I was also bullied because my nose is broken and I'm left without dignity and a nose, that I'm shameful and worthless. Death and shame cannot bear to live after all that has happened. My nose is broken. The nose is a symbol of dignity and I have lost it. I tried to commit suicide several times and failed. I hope someone can give me a way so I can die before the end of this month. I'm fed up. This is what I want now. Please.
I am in no way invalidating your experience. It sounds traumatizing and I am sorry that you had that experience.
 
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