Are you ready?

[FreeHer77]

Are you really ready to ctb? I'm ready but I honestly don't want to die alone.

 

[mysticatedwine]

no

 

[ireallylikemangoes]

No, I'm scared

 

[Irisse]

Not yet, there are things I need to do before ctb. And I don't have SN yet or meto so I need to acquire that first, as I'm too much of a coward for any other method.

 

[Carcassus]

Not yet, but I'm working on it. I want to go over every detail and have a solid plan so I can avoid failure in execution as much as possible. I don't want to be found early nor suffer brain damage.

 

[LigottiIsRight]

Not in a 100%, although I have thought about it deeply and I have enough and powerful reasons to do it. Only a residual irrational resistance to turning the lights off is keeping me here. Same shitty situation than a lot of people in this forum, I guess.

 

[WildecoyetE]

Are you really ready to ctb? I'm ready but I honestly don't want to die alone.

im ready as it will be a end to the torture im currently living , as long as no 1 finds me till after ive passed

 

[Wrath]

In a perfect world, someone could hold my hand. In this world, they'd probably get off to it lol. I really just want a hug. But that's too many things going wrong. So I'll have to work up the courage I've never had my entire life to do it alone.

 

[Sinful]

100%, I have moments where I get tempted to go thru with it earlier than planned.
It honestly feels like being close to an upcoming vacation or a holiday; you're excited but then you remember that you still have things to do.

 

[Liebestod]

It's funny because I have the urge to order the gun I wanna use and then I'm like "no I won't do it yet" but no I'm not ready yet. Maybe I will be soon (of course I won't).

 

[MyShadow]

At the moment, no.
After months of depression and despair, I am starting to enjoy feeling the sun on my face.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

Im itching to go.

 

[heyilikeicecream]

Are you really ready to ctb? I'm ready but I honestly don't want to die alone.

yes, i am. just waiting for my SN to arrive, but other than that, everything else is already finished. i have written the important letters, cleaned my room, and spent more time with my family. i am ready for whatever lies ahead.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, all I'm ready for is the peace of non-existence where this torturous, dreadful existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake is finally all forgotten, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is to never suffer again.

I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from the abomination of existence, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result, I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured no matter what.

 

[autumn68]

i don't think i'm ready but i feel like i need to do it sooner rather than later

 

[NellyGoes]

Absolutely, 100%. I have my date (after I "missed" my last) and I'm counting down the days (which are now finally dwindling away again). I only pray that everything will go well. Last time everything well smoothly (emotionally and psychologically. But I ended up running out of time…:/).
It's a bit sad I will no longer exist sure. that's on my mind. But I'm ready for it. I'm ready to go home.

 

[Hollowman]

Been ready for a long time but I'm trying to wait for my mom to go first.

 

[shampoo sniffer]

Not yet, still gathering everything I need

 

[Traveller12724]

I am definitely ready. Letters are written, supplies are locked in and ready to go. Only thing that's left is waiting until I am almost out of money in which case I will have no other way out.

 

[AuraByte]

Do I want to?

At this moment in time, yes.

But due to certain responsibilities, I can't just yet.

I'm being held hostage to live lol.