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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
M
hobo suicide ?
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10
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895
Meatballhead
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camswithincams
Venting Surviving my trauma isn’t worth it anymore.
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3
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451
mya_
mya_
autumn68
Venting i wish the process of dying wasn't so scary to me
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3
Views
340
nonliv
nonliv
magicdeathbutton
Motivation to ctb
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1
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297
nonliv
nonliv
magicdeathbutton
Websites that sell SN
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3
Views
304
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
B
Ruminating about reactions to CTB
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0
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225
brokenreceptor
B
bellaisdonewithlife
Just laying awake thinking about how badly I don’t want to be here.
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4
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332
bellaisdonewithlife
bellaisdonewithlife
heiwa2
How do you even get these drugs
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1
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451
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
silenteternity4
Is a night without interruption enough?
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4
Views
383
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
fishperson
PARTIAL HANGING IS A FUCKING SCAM
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6
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778
fishperson
fishperson
montanatype
Help Can SN be treated without methylene blue?
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8
Views
390
montanatype
montanatype
B
Anybody else stopped caring about their physical health & weight after being 100% certain about CTB?
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12
Views
693
Defenestration
Defenestration
tired_fishnoodle
Depersonalization?
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7
Views
466
synchroscope
S
moldyara2002
I could shoot myself right now
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0
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272
moldyara2002
moldyara2002
fishperson
Does anyone feel this way , just a sort of a stepping stone
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0
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140
fishperson
fishperson
A
Method Think I’m done fighting to recover!
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2
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535
SpeedDemon
SpeedDemon
burninghill
short life update
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0
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230
burninghill
burninghill
plast1c_sk1n
Venting I am going to relapse this weekend
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3
Views
432
plast1c_sk1n
plast1c_sk1n
X
i have a great secret method to finding very informative and useful suicide information, usually censored online... check out this "trick"
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7
Views
1K
Kopfsalat
Kopfsalat
catbunny
Venting How do i know if i have mental illness or not?
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4
Views
450
Endisclose
E
B
Brasil
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8
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1K
inviável
inviável
magicdeathbutton
Method involving gas cylinder?
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0
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196
magicdeathbutton
magicdeathbutton
W
Pure CO/carbon monoxide gas cylinder seems ideal
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1
Views
401
weewillywoo
W
DYLLPYCKLE
Discussion Bag Over The Head Method
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17
Views
1K
Topaz111
Topaz111
squillykilly
Venting I wish I was traumatized (TW mentions of SA and Rape)
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5
Views
551
shtangley01
shtangley01
moldyara2002
Venting Lost my friends
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0
Views
236
moldyara2002
moldyara2002
W
Method Strangling myself to death with rubber bands. Bye
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10
Views
879
TheTwelthRootOfTwo
TheTwelthRootOfTwo
Kopfsalat
A benzodiazepine overdose and a bag over my head. What could possibly go wrong?
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3
Views
351
Kopfsalat
Kopfsalat
purebliss
Method Tried "blood choke". Actually not bad at all!
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2
Views
965
Anthropos
Anthropos
morbidinsanityy
Help how to hang ctb w/o seizures?
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3
Views
426
purebliss
purebliss
apassingmoment
  • Question
Help alternative methods?
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2
Views
381
geepeedee
geepeedee
K
Story Just ordered.
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5
Views
582
letmegetout
L
B
Venting I need it to stop
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4
Views
376
mold
mold
S
Finalized my helium setup. what are your thoughts on this?
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19
Views
2K
Kai64
Kai64
RedFruit
Chest pain
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0
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215
RedFruit
RedFruit
RedFruit
Venting Cheating leading to CTB
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10
Views
901
RedFruit
RedFruit
Defenestration
When I have a health problem (not a mental one), I am less suicidal.
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7
Views
358
Defenestration
Defenestration
A
Help Anyone know how to find train schedules
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3
Views
450
xterii
xterii
xterii
Venting alive, only because of pets
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0
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225
xterii
xterii
scentoflavender
Venting i am such a failure and im so tired
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8
Views
790
Jadeith
J
D
Low Hemoglobin and SN
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7
Views
542
Kayla
Kayla
magicdeathbutton
The easiest way to go?
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1
Views
360
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LavĂ­nia
Venting How I destroyed my life
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2
Views
468
Forever Sleep
F
B
My idea to CTB: dissaparence then body discovery
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6
Views
482
botanist_dude
B
plast1c_sk1n
Discussion Anyone else have mixed feelings on having scars?
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11
Views
548
purebliss
purebliss
S
Had my first ECT session this morning
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15
Views
706
Le temps perdu
Le temps perdu
S
Getting my first ECT appointment in 12 mins
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26
Views
769
fadedghost
fadedghost
M
  • Question
Method Gun to my face?
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2
Views
445
Zenova_
Zenova_
Red.one
Too tried - too much keeping me here
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1
Views
249
kinoki
kinoki
sodalover
Venting i feel so stupid for feeling like this
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4
Views
324
Insomniac Butterfly
Insomniac Butterfly
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