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Suicide Discussion

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Venting So ugly that I want to die
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10
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Undefined
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mafuyu
Discussion What do you guys mean by “train”?
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4
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684
mafuyu
mafuyu
Falseunderworld
Discussion If you failed ctb , why did you fail? And how can we avoid it in the future
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17
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1K
PlasticFace
PlasticFace
PlasticFace
Venting What do you do when you failed to CTB?
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6
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978
SamTam33
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EndlessDream
Help SN method on SSRIs? Anything to keep in mind?
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3
Views
618
EndlessDream
EndlessDream
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might try anyway
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9
Views
498
heyrabu
heyrabu
dembe
Venting I want to kill myself, but I'm scared of what's after
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23
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1K
whatcomesafter
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brokensea
Feel so empty
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18
Views
783
booplesnoot34
booplesnoot34
alivefornow
Correct Cutting Technique
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5
Views
942
Tarucest
Tarucest
BornToFail
Discussion Something I'll never understand...
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9
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477
ThatStateOfMind
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Tricondyla ledouxi
N is available in Mexico and Peru so why isn’t there a way to order it from a store and have it internationally shipped ?
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5
Views
439
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
StarrySocks77
Discussion Should you wipe your phone of everything?
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12
Views
801
Blizzard
Blizzard
JuliaOnTheNet
Discussion What happens to my debt and belongings?
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1
Views
514
Grayfield
Grayfield
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How to recommend SN to someone legally
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7
Views
479
Life is overrated
L
M
Horrible twist of fate, wanting to CTB since then.. Anyone else?
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1
Views
427
BroodingBleu
BroodingBleu
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Is sn reliable?
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6
Views
539
Dominicka
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D
Help me...
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7
Views
454
novem
novem
Joeydoe
Sleeping pills or tablets
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3
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1K
downndone2
D
G
  • Question
What can I do with these supplies?
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6
Views
386
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
trucker247
This is it.
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30
Views
2K
NHLTradeRumor
NHLTradeRumor
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tell me your experiences with getting scammed trying to buy CTB items. And tell me how much money you lost.
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0
Views
263
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
F
Alcohol with SN
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9
Views
588
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
nails
Venting my suicidal thoughts/tendencies ruined a friendship.. hbu?
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21
Views
634
user76
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Irony
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1
Views
266
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Day 3 vsed
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43
Views
3K
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Riverz
Discussion Choosing your CTB method
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6
Views
1K
Riverz
Riverz
FuneralCry
Venting The amount of suffering in this world is horrifying to me
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6
Views
530
blackwidow
blackwidow
Tricondyla ledouxi
Is jumping in the river thames in central London a decent method?
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4
Views
413
The Abyss
The Abyss
U
Venting absolutely no point in eating/drinking when your body works against you.
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2
Views
287
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
nyctophilic
Venting hellllpppkplease
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8
Views
440
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
nowaru
Discussion Manipulation
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6
Views
375
m4rius
m4rius
X
Can anyone help for fuc* sakes with researching
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7
Views
877
Himalayan
Himalayan
Zaragoza
Venting I keep failing
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8
Views
437
Forever Sleep
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Venting Preparations begin
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2
Views
368
grvsniper
grvsniper
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balding. 5'6. brain damaged. cant walk straight. erectile dysfunction.
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7
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974
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help SN Sources uk
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4
Views
334
warmstrawberries
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EndlessDream
Venting Government regulation of lethal substances (like SN) and anti-suicide corporatisation
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5
Views
441
Lost in a Dream
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CTB Dream
Venting Sudden disaster
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2
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndlessDream
Valueing things more in life as I'm constantly thinking about death
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1
Views
269
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
phantomisgone
I made my mind up. I'm CTB tomorrow.
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44
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5K
readytosleep4eva
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Tarucest
Venting Birthday
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3
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TimetoGo!
A warning about “opening up”
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35
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2K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
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Can you overdose on any of these medications?
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7
Views
771
looking_for_peace
looking_for_peace
Antiquated
Went transpotting last night
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10
Views
769
lukas19
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Volatile
What activities in life make you reluctant to ctb?
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35
Views
3K
itsallpointless
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AvenWav
  • Question
Method This is my ctb method explained to the detail
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10
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2K
lukas19
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Rational man
Earthquakes are not the will of god!.
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14
Views
539
itsallpointless
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Is it possible to orchestrate your own assassination?
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3
Views
340
MlKE
MlKE
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Resource Do we have a hotel/apartment/tent in the forest etc. Megathread?
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2
Views
657
Disaster
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Ultracheese
Venting Does anyone have doubts their trauma ever happened?
Replies
2
Views
610
lionetta12
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