I'm so thankful to be back here

[murkylake]

I joined a few years ago under a different username and left because I wanted to focus solely on recovery. but the fact I could never truly express everything I was thinking took a toll. not being able to be honest as a suicidal person makes me feel worse. this is the only place in the world I can talk about my suicidal ideation without the fear of being hospitalized, or the cops showing up to my door. I am so passionate about having the right to die, no one I know gets it except you guys. I am so so thankful to be back. this is where I feel safe

 

[Unattainable666]

I understand exactly how you feel This is the only place where you can voice how you honestly feel without judgment or fear.

 

[SVEN]

Vent here as much as you want, no one here is judging or trying to make your mind up for you.

 

[FormerlyFe(IV)]

I'm very new here, but reading your post makes me happy.

It's hard to talk about death without worrying about being taken away or worse. I know because it happened to me.

We need a place to talk about this stuff. People try to sweep the problem under the rug as we simply cannot exist. It breaks their world view

I agree, right to die is 100% warranted because we should have total bodily autonomy. We should be able to help, both ways, people on the edge. With frank and honest discussion. Better than do something stupid out of misinformation and end up crippling your life cuz you survived but also suffer huge side effects of a failure.

Welcome back. Hugs!

 

[The anhedonic one]

Welcome back.
I rejoined not long ago.
I didn't realise how much I missed this place.
Lots of old faces have sadly gone, but hey fuck, this is a suicide forum after all.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

This place is really a great refuge for so many people who want to talk about their true desires and thoughts without being judged. It's such a great relief to be here!

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how we exist in this world where suicidal people end up being punished simply for making a decision in which they have every right to make, it's so horrible the way that suicidal people are treated, it's certainly inhumane expecting people to suffer against their wishes in this dreadful world. But anyway I'm pleased to you that you see some benefit to this place.

 

[murkylake]

I understand exactly how you feel This is the only place where you can voice how you honestly feel without judgment or fear.

exactly!! Especially because suicidal people are seen as incapable of making our own decisions, we always need to be supervised apparently. I heard about the video that youtuber did and It's crazy to me he attacked sanctioned suicide and not the mental health system that causes people like us to need spaces like this. i honestly think it was just virtue signaling because wanting this website to be shut down is just a loose bandaid on a societal and systematic issue. it will help no one and suicides will remain the same or even more because this website is such a safe haven. such awful accusations were made.

I certainly hate how we exist in this world where suicidal people end up being punished simply for making a decision in which they have every right to make, it's so horrible the way that suicidal people are treated, it's certainly inhumane expecting people to suffer against their wishes in this dreadful world. But anyway I'm pleased to you that you see some benefit to this place.

the suicide hotline gets plastered everywhere like it's helpful or makes a difference and then people pat themselves on the back for doing less than the bare minimum. people don't care about us, but they'll do anything to keep us from killing ourselves. then after were forced to survive, were nothing to them. it's sick that we don't have control over our lives. and the fact painless suicide methods are becoming harder to acquire is cruel. they want us alive so we'll have to contribute to the economy and keep working