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Suicide Discussion

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mapleboy
Venting I have stupid reasons for not wanting to CTB yet
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4
Views
500
Kikoo
Kikoo
M
realistically, what are the % odds of just dying without doing anything?
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14
Views
1K
neveragreedtothis
N
rackli77
Story Your experience with drugs and how weed still keeps me alive
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2
Views
465
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sorrowful
Venting ctb "irrational" because i am young?
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19
Views
2K
sorrowful
sorrowful
delusionalgirl
Getting close to my time
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17
Views
969
deranged
deranged
C
Discussion Anyone else trying to pay off debt before CTB?
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6
Views
565
Zulu
Zulu
roseleaf
why?
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36
Views
2K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
K
Venting frustrated on inability to find any sn
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10
Views
1K
Techef
Techef
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion Do you think having dinner table conversations about someone's CTB plans should be normalized in the society ?
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12
Views
653
Techef
Techef
PrettyKitty
I just wanna die
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7
Views
548
Dmoore3232
Dmoore3232
AlTheObviousAlien
Help What are ways to block the cardiod artery?
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27
Views
1K
AlTheObviousAlien
AlTheObviousAlien
mkitsune
SN in France Unavailable? DarkWeb?
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17
Views
1K
Whyami
Whyami
sincerely dead
Searching for SN source (US)
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0
Views
334
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
usernamerequired
Done with people leaving me
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6
Views
691
Z3RO
Z
FuneralCry
Venting Actually wishing to exist in this horrific world will always be the insane thing to me
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1
Views
447
BBY
BBY
L
Rage
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3
Views
338
BBY
BBY
soontobedone
CCS is back
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28
Views
2K
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
BBY
Venting So angry rn
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4
Views
449
BBY
BBY
RumbleMan
Easiest way to halusinate?
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19
Views
1K
Drepemegselv
D
Y
Of course my best friend sends me this the week I want to kill myself.
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5
Views
1K
jemetire
J
perpetualsomnolence
Therapy
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11
Views
515
Catastrofe
C
Unwr!tten
Being Too Idealistic
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0
Views
302
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
BBY
Soon
Replies
6
Views
462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HappyCat
I'm suffering and I need a method to ctb without my Dad finding out.
Replies
9
Views
946
HappyCat
HappyCat
J
SN on its own.
Replies
9
Views
673
Aisley
Aisley
ever so lonely
in need of a TRUE friend and a HUG maybe reassurance things will be ok 😪
Replies
5
Views
696
nessun_nome
N
terminalending
Method A question about the train method
Replies
8
Views
1K
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
XdragonsoulX
Discussion What is your biggest fear?
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32
Views
2K
deomlez
D
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Full hanging really hurts
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20
Views
2K
HerculePoirot
H
N
Advice on methods
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1
Views
528
beforeistoolate
beforeistoolate
Challu
Bye.
Replies
38
Views
3K
ge0rge
ge0rge
angel31
Discussion What do you think about the train method?
Replies
25
Views
2K
angel31
angel31
blank_slab
Venting I relapsed again
Replies
5
Views
612
nightshade00
nightshade00
D
Story My GF keeps me from CTB
Replies
10
Views
1K
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Darkover
longing for so much more than this place could ever provide
Replies
3
Views
445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
inkyabyss
Discussion Who do you take inspiration from?
Replies
4
Views
429
inkyabyss
inkyabyss
BBY
I think tonight might be the night
Replies
8
Views
552
Praestat_Mori
P
M
Anyone remember Akana?
Replies
3
Views
757
stage4johnny
S
P
Method question about attempting with pills
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3
Views
853
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
D
How do I make sure family/police don't know I used SN
Replies
7
Views
560
MusicGuy
MusicGuy
Georg
Resource online telemedicine appointment to get antiemetics?
Replies
7
Views
904
sickbeyondmeasure
S
Lostsoul333
Mental Health and CTB
Replies
11
Views
583
Lostsoul333
Lostsoul333
Ambivalent1
When did you realize that it wasn't meant to be for you?
Replies
13
Views
945
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CrazyDiamond04
It’s frustrating that nations don’t offer assisted suicide.
Replies
7
Views
559
brokeandbroken
B
phantomisgone
Discussion Did anyone become vengeful / seek revenge?
Replies
8
Views
446
offbalance
O
froggyboya
Venting I don’t think my life is worth pushing through anymore
Replies
5
Views
783
froggyboya
froggyboya
C
Should I CTB or get revenge
Replies
12
Views
554
offbalance
O
Jamesun
Hello, maybe this is one of my last threads here
Replies
8
Views
511
AntiAll
AntiAll
lokabe82
Venting Dead inside
Replies
5
Views
950
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheRainyDaysStay
Story How i got to point in life
Replies
6
Views
544
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
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