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Suicide Discussion

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Suicidal Ideation
Discussion Emotional numbness after being physically abused
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1
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370
glendaaa
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platypusfan
Venting Anhedonia
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3
Views
666
dumpsterfire
dumpsterfire
R
Question about hanging
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2
Views
663
Reiter
R
Walilamdzii
Are there any methods
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2
Views
475
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
phersper
Scared of surviving SN with lasting damage
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6
Views
616
snowman626
snowman626
L
Is partial hanging a good method?
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24
Views
3K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
zeldalover
What about Benadryl with alcohol?
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7
Views
1K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
Ambivalent1
How do I stop viewing suicide as failure?
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9
Views
869
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
isthisit?
Method What is the most painless method to ctb that you can buy for 100 euros?
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2
Views
706
alonely
alonely
LesbianCarpetPython
Method Seriously, why can't I get partial hanging right?
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20
Views
5K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
T
  • Question
Whats the Most effective gun your able to buy at 18 on the west coast US for suicide (more specifically California) and how to avoid being a redflag
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3
Views
835
MBG
M
shantyizlit
My quality of life has drastically improved coming across this site
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5
Views
452
OutOfTheVoid
O
derpcel
Venting Why am I so selfish?
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2
Views
349
OutOfTheVoid
O
TAW122
[Article] Regarding Keith Emerson’s death (my take)
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13
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1K
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
S
disable account
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1
Views
660
Sapphire
Sapphire
S
Help How to aquire SN in Germany? And is it currently save to obtain?
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1
Views
453
befree
befree
GirlNoor
Venting Can i?
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10
Views
1K
platypusfan
platypusfan
D
Best antiemetic?
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3
Views
576
Kera
Kera
Lulzacruel
Method Why not just use an IV for SN or other Nitrites?
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5
Views
1K
John Ryder
John Ryder
C
Help Please, anyone near Moscow
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2
Views
513
Justnotme
Justnotme
lifeispain0216
update:
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0
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283
lifeispain0216
lifeispain0216
P
Help partial without finding carotid artery
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7
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2K
grace.michaels.2
grace.michaels.2
Walilamdzii
Partial kneeling position?
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0
Views
371
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
E
Method carotid artery
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4
Views
2K
grace.michaels.2
grace.michaels.2
D
How do people manage to lose consciousness with incomplete hanging? I don't understand.
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4
Views
630
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Professor K
Help Few questions for train method
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0
Views
567
Professor K
Professor K
tora
researching the afterlife
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9
Views
614
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
U
Venting There's no one who can relate to me, not even here
Replies
6
Views
495
iloverilakkuma
iloverilakkuma
Haruka
Help I need a method, please help
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18
Views
1K
gomikasu
gomikasu
E
Discussion Can't CTB because of mother
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15
Views
2K
_Alfarooq_
_Alfarooq_
Walilamdzii
It makes no difference...
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1
Views
314
Hollowman
H
T
I asked myself what would it take
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2
Views
360
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
Walilamdzii
I've lost my looks
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3
Views
444
020x
020x
black.dahlia
Help where do i get SN?
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3
Views
528
Arihman
Arihman
M
Venting My happy memories are genuinely worse to me than my traumatic ones
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7
Views
510
ringo99
ringo99
sirenangelbby
am i the only one who thinks like this?
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3
Views
449
Hollowman
H
D
Help Please help for a method, hanging or Benzodiazepines + drowning
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13
Views
1K
despair88
D
A
Dying inside before actually dying
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11
Views
963
SeenMoreThanEnough
S
artistinagony
going to CTB very soon
Replies
6
Views
618
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Life is selfish not CTB
Replies
4
Views
448
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Arachnid_Antichrist
Venting Cheesy vent
Replies
2
Views
383
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Partial determining length of material
Replies
5
Views
600
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
scar
desperate
Replies
2
Views
591
taiberjames
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SolomonKado
Venting I wish it would rain
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3
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
New here... joining the club
Replies
10
Views
497
SVEN
SVEN
Darkover
life is a gift
Replies
10
Views
820
aGoodDayToDie
A
Ambivalent1
If our brain subtly manipulates our every move, how does anyone succeed at ctb?
Replies
8
Views
892
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dominatememommy
fastest way without ODing?
Replies
3
Views
451
befree
befree
mob
Venting getting admitted to the mental ward
Replies
5
Views
477
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
huftydumdum
Venting just listening to music while trying to push away the strong suicidal thoughts
Replies
1
Views
299
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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