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Suicide Discussion

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maidens
Venting why not just die
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1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PropaneOctane
Venting how can i stop this?
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3
Views
526
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life so cruel
Replies
12
Views
768
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
preoppostmortem
brainstorming!!!
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2
Views
419
february in alaska
february in alaska
L
It doesn't get better
Replies
1
Views
530
PrisonPlanetBreak
PrisonPlanetBreak
Saxenomorph
Venting I wish i had siblings
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0
Views
332
Saxenomorph
Saxenomorph
peachchildtenshi
Venting why even live? why even go through all the suffering?
Replies
1
Views
352
R_N
R_N
ClaudeCTTE
Story "If you're going to CTB, I'll go with you"
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17
Views
1K
ClaudeCTTE
ClaudeCTTE
mmj
who’s the person selling drugs to CTB
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2
Views
582
MichaelSandBL
M
felony
  • Poll
Do you feel happier alone or with other people? If so why.
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32
Views
1K
february in alaska
february in alaska
dogemn
  • Question
Discussion Does isolation and loneliness make you want to CTB?
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6
Views
629
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
Cryptonite
Are people generally happy before they CTB?
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4
Views
902
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
R
I watched gore and it made me feel better.
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7
Views
662
eian
eian
J
Any gay guys here?
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4
Views
1K
SafferGuy
S
ddn.ctb
Would you trade your CTB for one good friend?
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40
Views
2K
almostovernow
A
ddn.ctb
Have you watched gore sites to educate yourself about your method?
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29
Views
3K
endless-void
endless-void
iheartreb
Venting venting
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2
Views
379
iheartreb
iheartreb
LonelyKitten
Help Is it possible to order Zofran/Ondansetron online in Germany?
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0
Views
332
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
maidens
i don't understand why people completely demonize this site so much
Replies
13
Views
694
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Uninteresting.
Discussion What will you throw away or delete before ctb
Replies
20
Views
805
ABSOLUTION
ABSOLUTION
smokingfish99
Anybody not want to die but feel forced to do so?
Replies
28
Views
1K
SovietSuicide
SovietSuicide
TAW122
[Article] The first step in the right direction would be the rollback of the paternalistic intervention towards CTB
Replies
4
Views
618
TAW122
TAW122
FuneralCry
Venting I see nothing admirable about continuing to suffer
Replies
4
Views
490
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
TAW122
Resource An empowering quote for pro-choicers from a British food blogger.
Replies
4
Views
935
TAW122
TAW122
maidens
Venting why why why why why
Replies
15
Views
1K
maidens
maidens
B
I want to die but I’m scared
Replies
11
Views
660
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
morendo
Venting .
Replies
1
Views
406
Enlighten
Enlighten
avaruus
Venting SN order fucked once again
Replies
11
Views
910
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
N
Wish me good luck!
Replies
14
Views
879
supergip
supergip
water bunny
Venting I want a future
Replies
4
Views
441
water bunny
water bunny
iDontKnowWhat
Suicidal Song Lyrics
Replies
0
Views
653
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
A
Help Hanging
Replies
10
Views
1K
Amyend88
Amyend88
V
Preserving using SN
Replies
7
Views
468
Val12345
V
zanshu
Venting I wish I would’ve died back then
Replies
1
Views
350
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Method At Peace with my decisions
Replies
6
Views
602
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Decayed
back to hospital
Replies
4
Views
410
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SerypSurpy
I did not do it
Replies
3
Views
535
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SovietSuicide
Help Which SN should I get?
Replies
7
Views
881
supergip
supergip
V
Method SN grade
Replies
1
Views
533
supergip
supergip
ggetout33
Method What method will help?
Replies
1
Views
672
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Help Why didn’t it work?!
Replies
2
Views
623
Praestat_Mori
P
Cress
Venting I just lost nearly all of my Mental health treatment providers
Replies
1
Views
420
RosySunsets
RosySunsets
E
Venting I Lost Her
Replies
1
Views
457
RosySunsets
RosySunsets
ClaudeCTTE
Venting My relative is 80 years old and has a more active social life than me.
Replies
6
Views
677
figurehead
figurehead
kazuto72057
  • Question
5 hour energy
Replies
3
Views
446
zanshu
zanshu
sombie
I feel empty
Replies
22
Views
536
sombie
sombie
J
Resource Possible SN Source?
Replies
12
Views
2K
cosnidering_ctb
C
wildflowers1996
what is your view on post traumatic growth?
Replies
11
Views
637
F Sea
F Sea
Darkover
capitalism killing us, war killing us
Replies
7
Views
571
ManByTheRiver
ManByTheRiver
LucifersIntrovert
Method Train at 60+ MPH
Replies
6
Views
1K
Enlighten
Enlighten
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