Cryptonite
In the state of shock of what happened
- Apr 30, 2022
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It is a well known fact that suicidal people tend to get much better before their planned suicide, to the point of looking very happy and being productive at work. I would be interested to know if this is true for a majority of people? Personally, my happiest moments since I let my life fall apart due to Scheuermann's disease (realized I would live with chronic back pain for the rest of my life and then lost my lovely girlfriend), were just before my suicide attempts. I was drinking alcohol, listening to some great music, took benzos too, felt very happy and then stepped over the handrails on the balcony.