gravesfrommiami
##b4sisters
- Mar 8, 2023
- 23
Hatsune Miku won't say no...well unless you're British.I want to spend my time with a person that doesn't exist.
I've managed to determine during the course of my life that I'm not really a healthy person to spend time with. I don't mean that in a "poor me" way, I just have objectively seen the end to my relationships and it really isn't fair to people. I'm not entirely sure what my malfunction is in that regard and honestly it doesn't really matter to slap a label on it at this point.Hatsune Miku won't say no...well unless you're British.
Joking aside - why not??
I've got different "masks" or modes I put on for people. I've got my fun guy friends and I'm always the joker, always remembering about them and their lives. Hell I was the best man at two of their weddings. They're good guys but there's a huge part of me that stays shut off. When I get home I'm exhausted from it.PR,
I don't get a sense of "poor me" from that, rather a deep sense of consideration for yourself and others.
I understand that - I think that's what leads to so many people masking. Nobody wants to be the downer.Sometimes with others, like after crying my eyes out I just wanna talk to someone about things to move away from the negative emotions. Sometimes those same people make me feel like I'm a nuisance and they don't want me around, even though I know they're not doing it intentionally.
What's happiness?Would love to see everybody's choices, wish you all the best.