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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
lyles
Discussion Would you still ctb if it led to someone else ctb?
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22
Views
936
Dead Already
Dead Already
brainwormz
Discussion Ever been in a suicide pact?
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11
Views
732
Idon'tknow828
Idon'tknow828
F
Discussion What emotion are you most looking forward to being rid of?
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75
Views
3K
guinea-pig
guinea-pig
meatfleshprison
Venting i keep letting false hope in.
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6
Views
597
ANONYMOUSM
ANONYMOUSM
Zebulon
Could you travel to the US and buy a gun?
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5
Views
533
NeedSomething
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sirenangelbby
Help What am I doing wrong? Please help
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2
Views
444
Crono
C
Already Gone6
Partial hanging question (worried about being found soon)
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1
Views
421
Failure21
F
TDF
Venting What was your experience with therapy and drugs?
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18
Views
1K
bluesoapyskies
bluesoapyskies
Walilamdzii
How much do you think finding the body traumatises...
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15
Views
833
bluesoapyskies
bluesoapyskies
Wyldfyre4948
Venting Just realized I’m being abused
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9
Views
919
jacrispy
jacrispy
justwant2sleep
Venting I cannot get a single moment of peace
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12
Views
613
FindingHome
F
B
People
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3
Views
295
brokeandbroken
B
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It's not a "dark place".
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8
Views
819
FindingHome
F
thebookofdisquiet
Discussion Detaching from life before ctb?
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2
Views
502
FindingHome
F
meeks
  • Question
Discussion What was that moment in your life that triggered everything to go downfall as it could lead you to CTB?
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50
Views
2K
irie
irie
guinea-pig
Venting watching my grandpa wait for death makes me angry again
Replies
2
Views
357
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
CTB Dream
Discussion Fake life
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3
Views
512
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
H
My hygiene is impeccable and I don't know why
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6
Views
601
FindingHome
F
sadloner
Method thoughts on just getting super drunk and drowning?
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17
Views
2K
neonzebra
neonzebra
silentcicada
Method Question - CTB by gun
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10
Views
904
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
spiderwebz
Discussion did anyone ever call one of those helplines?
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25
Views
1K
vitbar
vitbar
Petrichor45
I'm So Comforted By Thoughts of CTB
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7
Views
439
enough of this
enough of this
F
Why continue for other people
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5
Views
446
020x
020x
4SHLEY
planning on drowning... maybe
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6
Views
471
FindingHome
F
404
i wish i killed myself already when i still had the chance
Replies
8
Views
657
Loooray
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TheBroken
Lucked Out - I have Metastatic Cancer
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30
Views
2K
TheBroken
TheBroken
Gloomislost
I want to isolate myself again.
Replies
12
Views
502
Gloomislost
Gloomislost
eternal_peace
Venting selfishness
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1
Views
291
carac
carac
S
what method has the smallest chance of inducing brain damage when you fail?
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1
Views
375
regal20
regal20
MiraiShisen
Sometimes CTB is comforting Sometimes It scares me
Replies
7
Views
416
MiraiShisen
MiraiShisen
Daxter_87
Venting The insanity of it all
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1
Views
356
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
FuneralCry
Venting Cannot stand pro-lifers who are incapable of minding their own business
Replies
2
Views
385
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
R
Method I want CTB in a few days
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11
Views
1K
ready19
R
Ambivalent1
Ctb means not being on this site anymore...
Replies
25
Views
954
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
TimetoGo!
Amazing how easy some CTB!!
Replies
6
Views
1K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
Ambivalent1
Is it true that those who want us to live healthily in actuality want us to suffer more?
Replies
22
Views
774
Hollowman
H
Versailles
Venting I HATE BEING AUTISTIC
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13
Views
2K
fxndi
fxndi
Kosin
Could you knock yourself out to kill yourself without having to experience death?
Replies
2
Views
351
befree
befree
gantaigarashi
Discussion How to endure wageslaving for another 5-7 years before i CTB?
Replies
15
Views
831
gantaigarashi
gantaigarashi
Toxinebulaic
Toxinlog 5: Ego Death
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0
Views
278
Toxinebulaic
Toxinebulaic
HopefulSleep
Discussion I really don't understand why no one cares for things like bullying or abuse but if a victim tries to kill themself they get the blame
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10
Views
787
brokeandbroken
B
KAZ-2Y5
Help Inert gases: do you need a mask or could you just release it through the regulator in a car?
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2
Views
368
befree
befree
kindalone
My story
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6
Views
1K
Starry✧･ﾟDaze
Starry✧･ﾟDaze
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Help.
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9
Views
948
Wheresthe exit
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Druggy423
Im trans, what should i do
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10
Views
576
underscore_nine
underscore_nine
venin
Try making this life liveable for everyone instead of trying to prevent us from CTB
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2
Views
383
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
NoLoveNoHope
Venting I hate being trans.
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8
Views
1K
HAKMKS
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beetlejab
Venting I'm trans and i feel hopeless
Replies
3
Views
657
HAKMKS
H
T
Venting Everything is worse at night
Replies
17
Views
694
ThatStateOfMind
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EndJstifiesTheMeans
Love mistaken as obsession
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12
Views
1K
EndJstifiesTheMeans
EndJstifiesTheMeans
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