Method Wanting to Help - SN Method

[Fulminare]

Hi, everyone. This is a bit random but I've been lurking and have seen that there's still a lot of questions and misconceptions about the SN method.

If anyone is currently looking into doing it with SN or is curious in general, feel free to slide into my DMs. Or however you'd like to do it. I survived an attempt with SN and helping others with the information I got seems like a good move.

Before anyone asks - my old source is already sold out, so no, I can't share anything like that. Just here to help anyone who needs some input. I wish everyone well. <3

 

[Tsunami]

Why did you fail on the last attempt? I don't have access to any medication, my plan is to just fast for 24 hours before taking my glass of SN and just drink a second glass if I vomit. I'm so trapped, I have no other alternatives.

 

[Fulminare]

Why did you fail on the last attempt? I don't have access to any medication, my plan is to just fast for 24 hours before taking my glass of SN and just drink a second glass if I vomit. I'm so trapped, I have no other alternatives.

No access to medication? I'd recommend at least an antiemetic. I had one with diphenhydramine, which I ordered online. But fasting will help you a lot. And I mean a fuck ton. If you really have no access to medications then fasting 24h is a must (in my eyes, at least).

I failed because I was seriously drunk and I couldn't even remember where I placed the glass with the remaining SN. But I did drink a lethal amount. So I think I just got "lucky". No chance of that happening if you're sober and stick to the schedule though. It's a guaranteed, peaceful death.

 

[Justnotme]

Do I understand correctly that you drank alcohol, and after alcohol you drank 20-25 grams of nitrite? Did you throw up?

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I absolutely appreciate this @Fulminare , I think i came across your experience and I definitely have general questions in mind that I've had for sometime but never saw the right kind of person to ask.

 

[リンさん]

Do you think propranolol is worth it enough to go out of your way to acquire and test? I'm not sure just how much better it would make the overall experience. Tachycardia isn't painful, but I'd imagine it can make your last conscious moments pretty stressful.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Do you think propranolol is worth it enough to go out of your way to acquire and test? I'm not sure just how much better it would make the overall experience. Tachycardia isn't painful, but I'd imagine it can make your last conscious moments pretty stressful.

Beta-blockers, including medications like Propranolol, have the potential to exacerbate the effects of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes. By slowing down the heart rate and reducing the force of heart contractions, beta-blockers can nullify compensatory mechanisms, such as an increased heart rate, that the body relies on to maintain oxygen delivery to tissues.In the context of methemoglobinemia, where there's a reduced ability of the blood to carry oxygen, the impaired compensatory response due to beta-blockers could contribute to a faster progression of symptoms and increase the severity of potential complications. This includes a faster onset of decreased oxygen saturation and, in severe cases, life-threatening outcomes.

 

[Fulminare]

Do I understand correctly that you drank alcohol, and after alcohol you drank 20-25 grams of nitrite? Did you throw up?

Yeah, that's how it went. I am not 100% sure of the exact amount I took but I do remember measuring it to be at least 20g before I dissolved it in water. I did throw up after some time. But before that I went through all of the other symptoms.
About the rapid heartbeat that you will most likely experience when taking SN - it is no issue at all if you stay in bed (or lay down in general). Once you get up, that's when things get interesting. You cannot walk, you will collapse. So, please make sure to have everything right by your side - something to throw up in, any additional meds, your phone, etc. You will peacefully pass out in your bed.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

You will peacefully pass out in your bed.

is this is not due to having benzos being likely to be more peaceful rather than not.

About the rapid heartbeat that you will most likely experience when taking SN - it is no issue at all if you stay in bed (or lay down in general)

Any idea how high your heart rate was at all?
I've experienced heart rate as high as 170bpm whilst anything between 100-130 is easy to deal with although unnerving sometimes. Guess I'm use to it now.

 

[Fulminare]

is this is not due to having benzos being likely to be more peaceful rather than not.


Any idea how high your heart rate was at all?
I've experienced heart rate as high as 170bpm whilst anything between 100-130 is easy to deal with although unnerving sometimes. Guess I'm use to it now.

I didn't use any benzos - I had anticid, antiemetic and pain killers. All I could feel was myself drifting away. Benzos would prolly make it even more peaceful, so I say go for it :)

If you are laying down, it will definitely go faster than usual. Probably 130. If you get up from bed, then it gets into dangerous territories. If you have cardiovascular disease then it might lead to a heart attack. Wouldn't be the first time I hear of someone having one while going through SN poisoning.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

If you are laying down, it will definitely go faster than usual. Probably 130. If you get up from bed, then it gets into dangerous territories. If you have cardiovascular disease then it might lead to a heart attack. Wouldn't be the first time I hear of someone having one while going through SN poisoning.

Methomoglobinemia will most likely cause Cardiac arrest and in the case of having any pre-existing cardiovascular issue like I do with having to take Bisoprolol every day to slow my heart down, this will most likely exacerbate the toxicity of SN. I've been at those levels of heart rate so I know exactly what it feels like. Most medical articles I've read of people who do go into Cardiac arrest or circulatory shock from SN even progressing into pulseless electric activity in some instances do not make it due to how difficult it is to treat cardiac arrest caused by Methomoglobinemia.

I didn't use any benzos - I had anticid, antiemetic and pain killers. All I could feel was myself drifting away. Benzos would prolly make it even more peaceful, so I say go for it :)

No feelings of anxiety, you didn't feel like your body was slowing to halt and shutting down but just drifting off into unconscious?
And you took 20g right? Hmm, I've long suspected benzos would make things easier and this has been backed by more medical papers I've seen of benzos such as Alprazolam and Lorazepam being found upon Post-mortem testing, mostly within normal range and not at toxic levels.

 

[Fulminare]

No feelings of anxiety, you didn't feel like your body was slowing to halt and shutting down but just drifting off into unconscious?
And you took 20g right? Hmm, I've long suspected benzos would make things easier and this has been backed by more medical papers I've seen of benzos such as Alprazolam and Lorazepam being found upon Post-mortem testing, mostly within normal range and not at toxic levels.

Well, I was crying, but it was more like a relieved sort of crying. But yes, I did feel my body was slowing to a halt. I was already familiar to that feeling because it wasn't my first attempt, so that might explain why I wasn't panicked or anxious. I definitely recommend benzos, not that I've used it, but I really can only imagine it making the process even smoother. Oh, and maybe pulling an all-nighter before. The SN will make you drowsy too, so you should pass out quick enough if you're tired as hell.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

But yes, I did feel my body was slowing to a halt. I was already familiar to that feeling because it wasn't my first attempt, so that might explain why I wasn't panicked or anxious. I definitely recommend benzos, not that I've used it, but I really can only imagine it making the process even smoother.

Wait so you were already familiar with the feeling when you attempted SN the 1st time?
I agree, I also feel the same way about benzos even if I'm fully aware that few can obtain them without much fuss but if it can be had then go for it. So when you were unconscious, were you aware of any uncomfortability at all or were you completely out of it like being on anesthetic.

Well, I was crying, but it was more like a relieved sort of crying. But yes, I did feel my body was slowing to a halt

I imagine this means your limbs were getting heavier and your breathing slowing down but not suffocating, correct me if I'm wrong.

Oh, and maybe pulling an all-nighter before. The SN will make you drowsy too, so you should pass out quick enough if you're tired as hell.

Plan to take my sn at 2am so I'll probably be tired by then thanks also to the benzos. How different is the drowsiness SN causes compared to being drowsy before falling asleep?

My biggest concern with is that what if the vomiting gets in the way of taking another class, meaning, the taste of it after being vomited will prevent one from taking another glass even if I have Meto but Meto is by no means a guarantee of not vomiting.

 

[Meditation guide]

the impaired compensatory response due to beta-blockers could contribute to a faster progression of symptoms and increase the severity of potential complications. This includes a faster onset of decreased oxygen saturation and, in severe cases, life-threatening outcomes.

Is that good? I mean it's worded like thats bad but.it's confusing.

If you vomit up such a salty thing then does your throat burn from it? Enough to stop you from being able to drink the second glass? Someone said they couldn't drink the second glass due to gagging and retching so much.

 

[tato]

hello, thank you so much for posting this, may I ask if curing salt sold on amazon can be used as sodium nitrite or not?

 

[aonaran]

Hi, everyone. This is a bit random but I've been lurking and have seen that there's still a lot of questions and misconceptions about the SN method.

If anyone is currently looking into doing it with SN or is curious in general, feel free to slide into my DMs. Or however you'd like to do it. I survived an attempt with SN and helping others with the information I got seems like a good move.

Before anyone asks - my old source is already sold out, so no, I can't share anything like that. Just here to help anyone who needs some input. I wish everyone well. <3

Hi, everyone. This is a bit random but I've been lurking and have seen that there's still a lot of questions and misconceptions about the SN method.

If anyone is currently looking into doing it with SN or is curious in general, feel free to slide into my DMs. Or however you'd like to do it. I survived an attempt with SN and helping others with the information I got seems like a good move.

Before anyone asks - my old source is already sold out, so no, I can't share anything like that. Just here to help anyone who needs some input. I wish everyone well. <3

If I buy something like this-----> https://www.wpiinc.com/7357-nitrite...53ei7ixGEN46l5HrXE4au3gw1oGzjyUwv_XOfbUbidl8E

And paired it with Benadryl or Tagamet it would do the best trick into helping go in the most peaceful way?

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Is that good? I mean it's worded like thats bad but.it's confusing

Chances are your heart will not able to pump enough blood as a compensatory mechanism to keep oxygen flowing to the tissue so if that case, unconscious may follow suit even faster, wasn't this a topic when Propranolol was discussed as a potentiator on the forum for SN. Increasing the potential of severity complications means a greater chance of that you could not survive which is the end result of ctb with sn after all.

If you vomit up such a salty thing then does your throat burn from it? Enough to stop you from being able to drink the second glass? Someone said they couldn't drink the second glass due to gagging and retching so much.

See, I don't know how that'll go but I plan to take a mint or something to make it easier. Just because someone couldn't drink a 2nd glass, doesn't mean you'll struggle too and for most people, 1 glass is enough, others just vomit it due to its overwhelming taste, we do have different taste buds after all, some will gag while others will have no problem taking a 2nd glass. Just gotta plan for ways around it.

 

[Fulminare]

Oh there's a lot to cover!

Wait so you were already familiar with the feeling when you attempted SN the 1st time?

Yes, it wasn't my first attempt. My first attempt was hanging. The feeling of your body giving up is pretty much the same when you do it with SN. I think it might be scary if you're doing it for the first time or you're not in the right mind-space.

I imagine this means your limbs were getting heavier and your breathing slowing down but not suffocating, correct me if I'm wrong.

That's correct - after taking SN, your limbs feel like lead. But also like butter? It's definitely hard to use them. Crawling was the best option in that moment. Breathing does get hard. It slows down a whole lot. Suffocating might not be the fitting term, but it's close to it.

About the vomiting - @Goku Black @Meditation guide
Icky topic, but when you vomit up the contents of your stomach (if there is anything in it), paired with SN, it is horrible. You taste the SN all over again and it seems worse than before. It doesn't burn your throat or anything, but you won't be able to keep down another glass of SN. At least I highly doubt I would've been able to drink another glass. If your stomach is completely empty due fasting, then you will wretch and choke. It will come in intervals. That's a good thing though, since the SN will stay in your system.

If I buy something like this-----> [link here]

And paired it with Benadryl or Tagamet it would do the best trick into helping go in the most peaceful way?

I haven't done my attempt with the linked product, so I can't say. I had actual SN straight from a lab. Benadryl or Tagamet is always recommended. I do know that someone told me they're researching sodium chlorite as a method, so I am looking forward to more info on that.

hello, thank you so much for posting this, may I ask if curing salt sold on amazon can be used as sodium nitrite or not?

No. Please look for a more reputable source. Curing salt doesn't equal SN.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

If I buy something like this-----> https://www.wpiinc.com/7357-nitrite...53ei7ixGEN46l5HrXE4au3gw1oGzjyUwv_XOfbUbidl8E

This seems to be a solution for a specific use I guess. It clearly says 1.000g / l (one gram per liter) which will do nothing at all.

 

[DT2007]

I personally found the taste of sn not to bad. It's like a taking a heap of saltwater whilst swimming in the ocean or surfing. Iafter i took sn i had a rapid heartbeat too. But hern you're in bed it's no problem. I fell asleep or passed out don't know which. But after whole two hours i puked it all out, sweating profoundly, still a fast heartrate. Even that wasn't to bad, just like normal throwing up. I didn't have a back up glass, but I didn't feel like drinking or rather anything anyways, i went straight back to sleep and woke up eith my alarm clock six hours later and was pretty dissapointed that i did.

 

[Fulminare]

I personally found the taste of sn not to bad. It's like a taking a heap of saltwater whilst swimming in the ocean or surfing. Iafter i took sn i had a rapid heartbeat too. But hern you're in bed it's no problem. I fell asleep or passed out don't know which. But after whole two hours i puked it all out, sweating profoundly, still a fast heartrate. Even that wasn't to bad, just like normal throwing up. I didn't have a back up glass, but I didn't feel like drinking or rather anything anyways, i went straight back to sleep and woke up eith my alarm clock six hours later and was pretty dissapointed that i did.

Honestly, it's interesting how varying the experiences can be. Because for me, it was excruciating. I woke up every 15 minutes, even hours after I did it. Because my body was still trying to refuse the SN. But I agree that SN doesn't taste that bad. It's basically sea water. Drinking it won't make you nauseous.

 

[DT2007]

Honestly, it's interesting how varying the experiences can be. Because for me, it was excruciating. I woke up every 15 minutes, even hours after I did it. Because my body was still trying to refuse the SN. But I agree that SN doesn't taste that bad. It's basically sea water. Drinking it won't make you nauseous.

Yes, it is. My stomach can take almost everything without complaints. i was surprised tbh that i puked it up at all after such a long time (2hrs) i must say that i took around 10g. because i didn't want to throw up due to to much. Maybe that was a mistake.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Yes, it is. My stomach can take almost everything without complaints. i was surprised tbh that i puked it up at all after such a long time (2hrs) i must say that i took around 10g. because i didn't want to throw up due to to much. Maybe that was a mistake.

So you think perhaps maybe 15g would've been enough instead of 10g? 10g is still quite a bit but perhaps your sn was pure enough in quality but not enough to ctb in quantity.

Yes, it wasn't my first attempt. My first attempt was hanging. The feeling of your body giving up is pretty much the same when you do it with SN. I think it might be scary if you're doing it for the first time or you're not in the right mind-space

Ah right I see. So the feeling of your body giving up was the same when you hanged yourself. And this is why I got benzos too, seeing as it'll be my first attempt with SN, I want to be as calm as possible on some level, don't know how people did it without benzos but maybe the onset of symptoms came on faster.

You taste the SN all over again and it seems worse than before. It doesn't burn your throat or anything, but you won't be able to keep down another glass of SN. At least I highly doubt I would've been able to drink another glass. If your stomach is completely empty due fasting, then you will wretch and choke. It will come in intervals. That's a good thing though, since the SN will stay in your system.

Hmm, there's been a wide variety of reactions towards SN that some found it quite salty but doable but others found it too much to deal with after vomiting. Others don't even react in such a way where they wretch or choke although this sounds like your experience and I don't know what you mean by choking in this context, does it constantly coughing whilst also get stuck under your breath from this effort?.

Some people even vomited immediately because of the taste itself while others drank it but ingestion didn't settle long enough to allow symptoms to take effect so they just vomited it all out whilst a little amount of was still left so the body tries to get rid of it. Were you ever worried about vomiting whilst being unconscious and how would you describe excruciating ?

Worst pain in the world?

Worse than a dagger to the stomach or a 1000 wasps stinging you repeatedly?

Was it that bad that if you were going to ctb after that, you wouldn't have been able to handle it?

I've tried to look each experience on this forum objectively, what's been said and what hasn't been just to make sure I don't miss out on any sort of important details. With regards to vomiting, could it be more likely that those susceptible to an sensitive reaction may feel this way further aggravated by a shocked mental response which obviously gives strength to si long before reaching unconscious. I'd rather it not come in intervals as I'd rather be absolutely out of it by the time any feelings of nausea become quite more than can be handled. I will personally aim to go all out on 25g so for what it's worth, I think that should be it.

 

[Fulminare]

Does it constantly coughing whilst also get stuck under your breath from this effort?.

Yes, that sums up the choking experience.

Were you ever worried about vomiting whilst being unconscious and how would you describe excruciating ?

Worst pain in the world?

Worse than a dagger to the stomach or a 1000 wasps stinging you repeatedly?

Was it that bad that if you were going to ctb after that, you wouldn't have been able to handle it?

I wasn't worried about vomiting while unconscious. I couldn't even think straight. Also, sorry for being so unclear - I did not mean excruciating as in painful. There was no physical pain involved. It is more mental torture since you're unsure if you're going to pass away any second or not.

Something else I want to clarify; I am sure this all sounds super scary to many, but this only happens if you're being silly. As in, not following a protocol, not enough fasting, etc. If you follow Stan's Guide and have everything set up neatly, then you will pass out before you get to experience most of this. All in all, the act of drinking the SN, then laying down, passing out, is very peaceful. What happened after to me is because of my own mistakes.

I'd rather be absolutely out of it by the time any feelings of nausea become quite more than can be handled. I will personally aim to go all out on 25g so for what it's worth, I think that should be it.

25g are more than enough, but even if you go overkill, it will only double your chances. Or so I've heard. But yes, you shouldn't worry. The nausea (at least for me) hits later on and that's when you should already be out cold.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

25g are more than enough, but even if you go overkill, it will only double your chances. Or so I've heard. But yes, you shouldn't worry. The nausea (at least for me) hits later on and that's when you should already be out cold.

Do you remember how long it took to feel nauseous after taking SN, was it 5-10 mins or sooner? Well we don't know if it'll double my chances but because it's the highest max amount of sn to take for someone who isn't on the heavier side, I'd rather take that amount to just give myself even more of a chance to ctb, I've thought about going down to 20g but I don't think the feeling of the symptoms feel would any different even if I were to take 5g less than the amount I will take.

Something else I want to clarify; I am sure this all sounds super scary to many, but this only happens if you're being silly. As in, not following a protocol, not enough fasting, etc. If you follow Stan's Guide and have everything set up neatly, then you will pass out before you get to experience most of this. All in all, the act of drinking the SN, then laying down, passing out, is very peaceful. What happened after to me is because of my own mistakes.

I appreciate this, most people who come across this will get the idea that SN is absolutely horrific but your clarification may just bring light to how practical of a method this is and how it has to be approached, also when you highlighted your own mistakes that made the experience far more unpleasant than it should've been, it may explain why others pass out without the aid of some strong sedative.

They followed the regimen and pass out before getting to experience most of the things you've described here but now, how long it takes to pass out has been observed to be rather different in many cases, would you think that this more likely because the regimen wasnt followed or some other unknown factors that weren't accounted for before taking sn, I won't include health issues because everyone should be able to research and gather information as to what taking something like this will do and how it'll affect their pre-existing health problems.

Yes, that sums up the choking experience.

Yeap, I think we've all been there when it comes to drinking water.

I couldn't even think straight. Also, sorry for being so unclear - I did not mean excruciating as in painful. There was no physical pain involved. It is more mental torture since you're unsure if you're going to pass away any second or not.

Thank you for that, I just wanted to get further context on what you meant. This sounds like it was more anxiety and fear that it may not work because the possible consequences of failure are what we all worry about however considering the sheer gravity of the situation, being unsure whether you are going pass or not will certainly bother a lot of people, I suppose this is where si may become a problem although maybe at this point one may be rather too weak and dizzy to move?

 

[Fulminare]

Do you remember how long it took to feel nauseous after taking SN, was it 5-10 mins or sooner?

It was around 10 minutes.

I've thought about going down to 20g but I don't think the feeling of the symptoms feel would any different even if I were to take 5g less than the amount I will take.

If you're below 100kg (220lb) then 20g or 25g is fine, it don't matter. Either dosage would be lethal. I don't see how 5 more grams more would worsen the symptoms. But that's just my five cents.

how long it takes to pass out has been observed to be rather different in many cases, would you think that this more likely because the regimen wasnt followed or some other unknown factors that weren't accounted for before taking sn

If you really followed the regimen step-by-step then passing out won't take long. If it takes you 40 minutes or something then I'd say something has to be wrong with the regimen and/or the purity of the product you have obtained. That's why doing a test with distilled water, the purchased SN and an aquarium test strip, is the way to go. Of course, I'd also take your metabolism into account on how long you should fast prior. If it's slow, then do more than the recommended 8 hours. Heck, some even do a whole day.

Oh and something I've told others in DMs is to post your own protocol on SS and ask other members for input. Some people on here will be glad to help you out. Don't shy away from it, it really is about your life at the end of the day.

This sounds like it was more anxiety and fear that it may not work because the possible consequences of failure are what we all worry about however considering the sheer gravity of the situation, being unsure whether you are going pass or not will certainly bother a lot of people, I suppose this is where si may become a problem although maybe at this point one may be rather too weak and dizzy to move?

I, for some reason, didn't have much struggle with SI (probably connects to my previous attempt). It was more like "can we finally get to the point of me dying, or do I have to go through these symptoms for another hour?" I was getting impatient so to say. Panicking is still something that would happen, especially if you seem to be surviving an attempt, but SN will disable you in almost every way. You can barely move, so calling for help wasn't even possible at that point. But then again, near death experiences will affect everyone differently, so maybe some people will have a spurt of energy somehow.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Oh and something I've told others in DMs is to post your own protocol on SS and ask other members for input. Some people on here will be glad to help you out. Don't shy away from it, it really is about your life at the end of the day.

I did that once but I wasn't ready to ctb then, just wanted more knowledgeable users to look at it.

If you really followed the regimen step-by-step then passing out won't take long. If it takes you 40 minutes or something then I'd say something has to be wrong with the regimen and/or the purity of the product you have obtained. That's why doing a test with distilled water, the purchased SN and an aquarium test strip, is the way to go. Of course, I'd also take your metabolism into account on how long you should fast prior. If it's slow, then do more than the recommended 8 hours. Heck, some even do a whole day.

Sounds like the only thing that could get in the way of passing out quickly would be the purity of the sn more than anything else. Metabolism is accounted for due to the fast being incorporated into any regimen but I also suppose that should there be any last meals, it shouldn't be something that takes a while to digest. I am a bit more comforted that pure SN shouldn't take long to induce unconsciousness.

Panicking is still something that would happen, especially if you seem to be surviving an attempt, but SN will disable you in almost every way. You can barely move, so calling for help wasn't even possible at that point. But then again, near death experiences will affect everyone differently, so maybe some people will have a spurt of energy somehow.

I suppose this is when the Methomoglobinemia levels are approaching high levels where unconscious will set in so weakness seems to almost paralyze the person right where they are, rendering them too "out of it" to get help. This is why I've also accounted for the use of benzos since you'll most likely reach unconscious with sn anyway but to make it quicker with benzos would be more than beneficial at least since 1mg still knocks me out so I imagine anything above 2mg will keep me sedated long enough to bypass the all the effects of sn and ctb peacefully although I don't know how much of that is wishful thinking.

But then again, near death experiences will affect everyone differently, so maybe some people will have a spurt of energy somehow.

Probably especially those who have a penchant to being more fearful of what comes after death, may spur them into action to seek help.

It was around 10 minutes.

Hmm, and how did you feel mentally after this?
Is it really comparable to how your body gives way in a hanging ctb attempt?

If you're below 100kg (220lb) then 20g or 25g is fine, it don't matter. Either dosage would be lethal. I don't see how 5 more grams more would worsen the symptoms. But that's just my five cents.

Yeah, I weigh around 78-83 kg so 25g should be enough, more than enough I hope.

 

[Fulminare]

I suppose this is when the Methomoglobinemia levels are approaching high levels where unconscious will set in so weakness seems to almost paralyze the person right where they are, rendering them too "out of it" to get help. This is why I've also accounted for the use of benzos since you'll most likely reach unconscious with sn anyway but to make it quicker with benzos would be more than beneficial at least since 1mg still knocks me out so I imagine anything above 2mg will keep me sedated long enough to bypass the all the effects of sn and ctb peacefully although I don't know how much of that is wishful thinking.

I'd say you shouldn't be all too paranoid about things going wrong - your plan sounds well thought out. Way better than mine, at least (thankfully haha).

Hmm, and how did you feel mentally after this?

How I felt mentally after those 10 minutes passed? Calm, but once I hit the ground because I couldn't walk, reality hit hard. After the attempt, my mind was completely empty. You really have no more energy to do anything, other than stare at the ceiling and fall asleep every now and then. But here's one of the positives: you have no long-lasting side effects after an attempt with SN. I don't, at least.

Is it really comparable to how your body gives way in a hanging ctb attempt?

Yes, everything turns black and you're gone. Nothing magical about it. Although hanging is more exhilarating and SN is like falling into a deep slumber.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Yes, everything turns black and you're gone. Nothing magical about it. Although hanging is more exhilarating and SN is like falling into a deep slumber.

Hmm so it is similar to going into an anesthetics by the sounds of it but why does Hanging sound more exhilarating? I truly wish it will be like that, I don't think it's ever been displayed that humans have the capability to live past the decay of the body but I digress.

How I felt mentally after those 10 minutes passed? Calm, but once I hit the ground because I couldn't walk, reality hit hard. After the attempt, my mind was completely empty. You really have no more energy to do anything, other than stare at the ceiling and fall asleep every now and then. But here's one of the positives: you have no long-lasting side effects after an attempt with SN. I don't, at least.

How long ago was your attempt and how regular were medical check-ups after your attempt, did the doctor possibly look into something that could potentially cause problems long-term?. So right after the attempt, your mind was empty? Was this due to the weakness caused by Methomoglobinemia, limbs heavier as well I'm assuming from your experience.

How would you rate your experience overall out of 10 if you had to look it from the perspective of your other attempts, we're talking comfort, practicality of the method and the general thoughts towards the attempt. Also, one last thing, would you say that when you fall asleep every now and then, does that mean you were drifting in and out of consciousness because I think I've seen this when I've looked at other experiences shared by users who didn't ctb.

I'd say you shouldn't be all too paranoid about things going wrong - your plan sounds well thought out. Way better than mine, at least (thankfully haha).

You've been absolutely helpful and honest, nothing short of something I take for granted because it's never easy to share an attempt that went wrong especially with how much sn is supposed to be quite the deadly method although you have admitted that mistakes were made, something that can be learned from. My regimen is rather simple, looks something like this:

2 am stat dose:

Fasting starts at 2 pm (14:00)
Water fast at 20:30
00:30- 40mg Propranolol (crushed in water)
00:50 1g Paracetamol
01:10- 30 mg Meto
01:20-make all 3×cups of 25g of SN in 60ml water
01:35- 3.5 mg Xanax crushed in water
02:10- 25g of SN in 60ml water ×3 cups (drink SN and get the fuck outta here)

I was gonna take the Xanax sublingually but I think it'll take longer to dissolve. This is about as solid as it can get for me when I've compared to several other regimens I've come across posted on gb threads and general threads of people sharing their regimen, asking for opinions on what they could take or not take. I've helped some users with their regimens and they sadly aren't here anymore.

 

[Fulminare]

but why does Hanging sound more exhilarating?

I mean, it's a way more violent and hands-on method. Being suffocated like that is just plain exhilarating in a sense. You'd have to experience it yourself.

How long ago was your attempt and how regular were medical check-ups after your attempt, did the doctor possibly look into something that could potentially cause problems long-term?. So right after the attempt, your mind was empty? Was this due to the weakness caused by Methomoglobinemia, limbs heavier as well I'm assuming from your experience.

I think it's been around 9~10 months since my attempt. I didn't visit the hospital after, but I did get a check-up by my doc. Apparently everything was fine. But that was also after I fully recovered at home. Yes, my mind was empty afterwards. I don't think it's directly associated with methomoglobinemia, since those symptoms (except the nausea and vomiting) had already subsided at that point. I think it took two hours for the methomoglobinemia to pass, but then again - my ability to tell the time was impaired heavily, so please don't quote me on that haha.

How would you rate your experience overall out of 10 if you had to look it from the perspective of your other attempts, we're talking comfort, practicality of the method and the general thoughts towards the attempt. Also, one last thing, would you say that when you fall asleep every now and then, does that mean you were drifting in and out of consciousness because I think I've seen this when I've looked at other experiences shared by users who didn't ctb.

It is hard to rate because the beginning stage was indeed very nice, just for that I'd give it a 10/10. But since I survived it, it goes down to a 3/10. And that's a very kind rating. The accessibility of the SN and the meds was great for me personally, plus the practicality is a huge bonus. It really doesn't take a genius to figure out a suitable regimen. And it was super comfy doing it in bed. So, for that, three points. Surviving it aka the aftermath, zero. Because damn, that was rough. Makes sense, right?

You've been absolutely helpful and honest, nothing short of something I take for granted because it's never easy to share an attempt that went wrong especially with how much sn is supposed to be quite the deadly method although you have admitted that mistakes were made, something that can be learned from. My regimen is rather simple, looks something like this:

2 am stat dose:

Fasting starts at 2 pm (14:00)
Water fast at 20:30
00:30- 40mg Propranolol (crushed in water)
00:50 1g Paracetamol
01:10- 30 mg Meto
01:20-make all 3×cups of 25g of SN in 60ml water
01:35- 3.5 mg Xanax crushed in water
02:10- 25g of SN in 60ml water ×3 cups (drink SN and get the fuck outta here)

I was gonna take the Xanax sublingually but I think it'll take longer to dissolve. This is about as solid as it can get for me when I've compared to several other regimens I've come across posted on gb threads and general threads of people sharing their regimen, asking for opinions on what they could take or not take. I've helped some users with their regimens and they sadly aren't here anymore.

I don't have anything to add to your regimen. Which is good! I don't see how something could go wrong. The most important thing now is to come to terms with it, if you haven't already. I wish you well with whatever you end up doing. It takes a strong person to do it.