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Suicide Discussion

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I crave death so much. The thought of dying one day puts a smile to my face
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8
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535
theboy
theboy
A
Not sure how much longer I can go on but what can I do?
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16
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1K
theboy
theboy
FuneralCry
Venting There is no point to existence
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8
Views
918
Sebastian S S
Sebastian S S
vak
Venting I did a horrible thing - The dangers of saying goodbye
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4
Views
992
Endisclose
E
U
Thinking about drowning/hanging
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5
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668
unabletocope
U
B
There is no point
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4
Views
589
unabletocope
U
D
Venting Does thinking about death bring you peace?
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32
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1K
bwerner
B
Henryk
Venting It takes a lot of courage to be a "coward"
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15
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1K
kindalone
kindalone
Ambivalent1
If your problems were resolved, would you want to live?
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32
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Ash
Story Isn't it ironic, don't you think?
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1
Views
315
Soontobegoner
S
Ash
Method Natural poisons
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5
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1K
Praestat_Mori
P
E
Is having high cholesterol/junking good for ctb with SN?
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2
Views
335
Endisclose
E
D
Help How much domperidone to use for SN?
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1
Views
449
LifelessStranger
L
D
Peaceful
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3
Views
602
jacobryan
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O
Story Benadryl
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2
Views
418
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
strangelife
Method Propofol from veterinary
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9
Views
969
strangelife
strangelife
S
I wish God would let me CTB because I’m sick of the BPD cycle
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2
Views
416
grahf
G
U
Venting Arrested intellectual development
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15
Views
888
Olisop21.
O
StaringIntoAnAbyss
Help Dealing with halicunations
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8
Views
719
BojackHorseman
BojackHorseman
conveniently_dead
Venting Has anyone else accepted the fact they'll never find the courage to ctb?
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29
Views
2K
xmissellax
xmissellax
sserafim
Do you believe that life is worth living?
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83
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3K
LostInTheWoods
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pineapple-chicken
Venting I'm so tired
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8
Views
650
TiredOfAllThis
T
tbroken
Living with parents
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5
Views
544
whywere
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RuntimeError
Discussion Artificial General Intelligence
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6
Views
377
GreyCTB
GreyCTB
D
SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS METHOD
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2
Views
329
rozeske
R
Darkover
why are we being forced to tolerate this awful shit life and shithole world?
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13
Views
1K
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
S
Could anyone PM me a source for sodium NITRITE in the US?
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0
Views
242
seekingrelease22
S
Fennec123
Discussion Do handwritten suicide notes have any legal standing? (in terms of being a will)
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4
Views
396
rozeske
R
califtom
Discussion anyone considering CTB due to debt?
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15
Views
675
Lostone47
L
NormaJeane
A man lied dead in his apartment for 10 years
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36
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3K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sunshine.ca
Venting I miss my mom
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3
Views
390
uzuf86
U
thrashisland
Instagram post suicide note?
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4
Views
500
mtoro998
M
Checker130
Still trying to escape the thoughts
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0
Views
178
Checker130
Checker130
Bunni'sLullaby
OD on Prescriptions?
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1
Views
388
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
vizualbandtit
Anyone else hanging on for the hopes of a romantic interest?
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32
Views
2K
KANCEL
K
D
Help What do you think the most painful method is?
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26
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1K
Dliena
Dliena
Done_With_It_All
Venting Working hard to achieve and realizing that you still have to work to maintain.
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6
Views
456
tbroken
tbroken
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Those of you who wants to ctb, what's holding you back from doing it?
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40
Views
1K
jacobryan
J
J
Shipment
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1
Views
294
Naked Weapon
Naked Weapon
E
Weighing my options, and they might all suck...
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8
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1K
theboy
theboy
sserafim
Should I wait for my sister to graduate before I ctb?
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16
Views
706
TransientEternal
T
Silent Raindrops
Is anyone familiar with Kratom?
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0
Views
313
Silent Raindrops
Silent Raindrops
M
We live in the era of suicide prevention
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16
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1K
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
FuneralCry
Venting I cannot stand it when people pretend that suicide is easy for everyone
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11
Views
1K
Worndown
Worndown
cjs0712
  • Poll
Should I borrow money form my relative to CTB?
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13
Views
1K
Pikmin
Pikmin
E
What is better IV or Oral Nembutal?
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18
Views
1K
withouthope
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FuneralCry
Venting Preferring to not exist isn’t an mental illness
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3
Views
494
Z-A
Z-A
D
This place kinda reminds me of psych ward group time
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8
Views
453
deathslament
D
divinemistress87
Suicide pod
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24
Views
907
MBG
M
Broken wing
Method I’m a 66 year old and have failing health
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17
Views
944
Broken wing
Broken wing
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