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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Sometimes I fantasize about an extremely violent death.
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14
Views
1K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
AbsurdAbyss
Discussion What does death mean to you?
Replies
19
Views
668
tbroken
tbroken
N
Venting Just needed to get it out
Replies
0
Views
385
nicbaby
N
DiglySilly
Venting I hate being myself
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0
Views
296
DiglySilly
DiglySilly
distintivocorazon
Help Am I even suicidal?
Replies
2
Views
563
distintivocorazon
distintivocorazon
Spades
Venting Struggling with eating disorder and can't breathe properly, I feel very alone and want to ctb
Replies
13
Views
902
Spades
Spades
annxietty
People
Replies
1
Views
399
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
D
Got SN and protonitazepyne. ( Drinking beer after a year right now)
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0
Views
294
doughmixer1982
D
Bad-luck
Help Everytime I want to CTB, i start to get scared
Replies
7
Views
439
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
U
Venting Humans love yelling
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10
Views
550
tbroken
tbroken
sincerely dead
illicit diaries - entry four - golden hour
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0
Views
348
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
drownll
Did anyone took DMT
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2
Views
340
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
sserafim
Why do I feel better after going outside?
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31
Views
986
murmur
murmur
sserafim
Why do you have to contribute?
Replies
33
Views
2K
Morte
Morte
sserafim
How do normies think that life is worth living?
Replies
26
Views
1K
davidtorez
davidtorez
L
  • Locked
What's the easiest and painless way to CBT?
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3
Views
382
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
FuneralCry
Venting The fact that existence is so evil makes me want to not exist much more
Replies
9
Views
758
BardBarrie
B
S
Method Still searching for a holy grail method
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3
Views
1K
UKscotty
U
Eternal Despair
Venting fun and enjoyment
Replies
0
Views
288
Eternal Despair
Eternal Despair
kvheeo
Venting Lost
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3
Views
368
jellie
jellie
N
  • Poll
Poll: How many of you wait until one or more loved ones have passed?
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5
Views
403
sserafim
sserafim
F
Opened my SN package from MDS
Replies
22
Views
2K
Polonium220
P
AnonymousL
Help Sleeping pills = benzo?
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4
Views
506
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
SanctionedSkittles
Am I just faking it?
Replies
5
Views
713
Olisop21.
O
dinosavr
Venting once suicidal = always suicidal?
Replies
8
Views
674
Relic
Relic
0000000000000
Venting Lonely because people with a similar personality are very rare.
Replies
8
Views
775
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
animism
I wrote my first goodbye letter
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3
Views
525
bajanpescadorabioso
B
B
Discussion How to say goodbye?
Replies
8
Views
545
bajanpescadorabioso
B
L
Resource Fentanyl acquisition in Michigan/USA
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7
Views
1K
rotciv
rotciv
return.
Discussion What’s the point of living?
Replies
22
Views
1K
BardBarrie
B
S
I just took 6000mg hydoxyzine mixed with 36000 trileptal
Replies
11
Views
620
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
tragiclove1932
is it okay to miss one dose of metaclopramide?
Replies
3
Views
262
tragiclove1932
tragiclove1932
F
Organ donation
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5
Views
370
Praestat_Mori
P
wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like their life is a punishment?
Replies
22
Views
563
Aim
Aim
Black Rose Bunny
Venting i don’t belong here
Replies
3
Views
439
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
GreyCTB
Help Oramorph / liquid morphine
Replies
1
Views
360
[..redacted..]
R
weakandscared
would this work?
Replies
4
Views
448
weakandscared
weakandscared
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Help are there any substances that make you feel less?
  • ⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Replies
20
Views
1K
sserafim
sserafim
Bad-luck
it's hard to find a easily available ctb method
Replies
1
Views
376
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting How commiting CTB affects the people arround me; and how I wish it didn't.
Replies
2
Views
443
StarryEyed
S
Done_With_It_All
Help How uncomfortable is CO suicide?
Replies
3
Views
383
rozeske
R
Synodic912
Any way I can get Pentobarbital?
Replies
2
Views
463
Synodic912
Synodic912
a flurry of knives
Venting Constant agony
Replies
6
Views
461
theboy
theboy
HaveYouEverThought
I think im CTB
Replies
6
Views
1K
Username1359751
U
Coconteppi
Just talking I guess :)
Replies
17
Views
774
Coconteppi
Coconteppi
CS~
Venting Drinking doesn’t help
Replies
15
Views
835
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
A
Good bye guys!
Replies
12
Views
849
theboy
theboy
bonniebell
Not being loved is a valid reason to want be dead?
Replies
2
Views
314
Next
Next
thorsve
I don't wanna do this anymore
Replies
2
Views
361
theboy
theboy
destinationlosangel
Who is making you reconsider things? For me its my mum
Replies
31
Views
2K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
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