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Dead by Daylight

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May 31, 2024
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I tried partially hanging today and it was working. My body went numb and I almost lost my sight. Then I stopped and I became clear again. Its actually pretty nice feeling it.
 
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Student
Apr 25, 2024
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Hope you find peace.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I imagine it must be a relief having access to a method you feel confident in, I wish you the best of luck.
 
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Dead by Daylight

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May 31, 2024
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I imagine it must be a relief having access to a method you feel confident in, I wish you the best of luck.
It does actually. I want SN but it's so hard to get.
 
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Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
Sounds promising and not as painful as other attempters make it out to be.
 
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fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
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I'm glad it went well, good luck with everythingđź«‚
 
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Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
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What kind of rope do you have? Was the knot on the front of the neck or on the back of the neck? What position were you in?
 
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Dead by Daylight

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May 31, 2024
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What kind of rope do you have? Was the knot on the front of the neck or on the back of the neck? What position were you in?
My cord of my shorts. And it was at the back. I sat on my knees on a chair leaning forward with all my weight.
 
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stamper9122

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Jun 2, 2024
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Do you think you will be able to get over the SI? I've done what you did and felt the same, it's almost pleasant. But that's because I knew I wasn't going to go through with it. I don't know what will happen when I'm unconscious though, so I need to find a way which makes me unable to go back
 
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Jul 29, 2023
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Good luck on your journey. May you find whatever you're searching for.
 
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