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Toothless Bunny

Toothless Bunny

Can't revive the dead
Jan 19, 2024
14
it has been days since school ended and i'm feeling miserable
for context , i fell in love with someone whom i considered a good friend and was one of the first ppl to ever treat me well. i never thought that i would fall in love my whole life and i avoided everything about this topic cz i had to deal with so many bs but that didn't last cause when i was 17 closer to 18 i realized that i fell in love with my friend , i was considered an adult and i knew this isn't going to end well
so instead of dealing with my first heartbreak at the age of 13 or 14 , i am now a young adult with too many shit to handle and a severely broken heart
i was left with trauma and lost all the confidance that took me 2years to built , i couldn't blame him after all but the way he became distant was the breaking point esp with all of my friends blaming me for being an atheist and a lesbian ( m still confused about my sexuality) they also say that my bad habits (such as smoking) are very unattractive and he as a man wouldn't date what is considered a slut, i tried to deny this but him asking me to go to a quite café where no one would see us turned me into a suicidal person again , even tho ppl said he def likes me , he never said that to me or to anyone personally and since school ended he never texted me
it has been a year since i fell in love with him and i still can't move on , all of my dates have failed miserably and hooking up became a lifestyle ( i always cancel before doing any act cause he is always on my mind)
will i ever move on? i hate it , i hate myself and my stupid habits all i need is just hugging him
 
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bunnyhugs

Member
Jun 1, 2024
11
Ugh, sounds like there's a lot of complex stuff going on for you here. I'm sorry. It's so hard to get over something that didn't really fully happen.

Different situation, but it took me 2 full years and another relationship to ENTIRELY over my first love after he broke up with me.

I won't lie though - the thing that helped the most was him coming back to me a year and a half later and begging to get back together. I turned him down.

Don't rush. It's okay to feel heartbreak for a really, really long time. It'll be fucking miserable. But it ALWAYS gets better.
 
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J&L383

Specialist
Jul 18, 2023
385
In some ways you never really get over it. You can't erase memories (were it so easy!) so it becomes part of your psyche. But it will/should slowly fade into the background. Everyone is different so be patient and allow yourself to feel everything you need to. 🙂
 
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