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Suicide Discussion

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_Alfarooq_
Venting This world is full of false hope, it's just easier to forget about life and make the decision to CTB.
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2
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463
lnlybnny
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S
Suicide
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8
Views
602
Worndown
Worndown
alexlynn74
where to Ctb with the H2S method
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1
Views
440
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
ctbcat
Venting just want someone as sick as me...
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4
Views
453
oneirataxia
oneirataxia
TiredTurtle
What to look for in a SN source
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3
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2K
homesoon.
homesoon.
homesoon.
Help Vomiting, Weight, and SN
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3
Views
636
lnlybnny
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goodoldnoname923
I need to talk
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2
Views
314
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
embrace_release
Lying about your depression is the only way to receive love. (my experience)
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0
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437
embrace_release
embrace_release
H
Discussion Life of hell
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0
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240
Hunter2005
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E
City suggestions for N in Peru, or Mexico
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3
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859
Esokabat
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D
Discussion Is There an Exact Reason You’re in This Situation?
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30
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1K
Forveleth
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H
Post or leave my letter in room- will it be kept as evidence
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0
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249
Heidi48
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Do you feel sad for the ones you leave behind?
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15
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980
diviosd
diviosd
Defenestration
Life is a prison without bars
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10
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826
Defenestration
Defenestration
E
Can you fly with N? Peru to Europe flight?
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7
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1K
Esokabat
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2915Jade
Help Can EEBD cause seizures?
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4
Views
475
outrider567
O
U
Story UK
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50
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3K
sash
sash
halleyscomet
Venting I don't think I have any other choice but to ctb anymore.
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0
Views
247
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
U
I will always be awkward
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7
Views
528
hollywhite13
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FuneralCry
Venting Death is beautiful and is the only peace, there’s no sadness in ceasing to exist
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5
Views
586
Coffeandamug
C
Hades_de
  • Question
Help netherlands "middel X"
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31
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1K
Hades_de
Hades_de
SmallKoy
Venting I want to die before my dad dies
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13
Views
1K
Username1359751
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miseryh8scompany
Legit source N (not exactly N though)
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6
Views
684
miseryh8scompany
miseryh8scompany
Smelly_ballz
I have everything i need to ctb now.
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5
Views
453
Smelly_ballz
Smelly_ballz
FuneralCry
Venting Just let me fall asleep
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14
Views
967
Immensevoid
I
Sylveon
Venting The thought of leaving behind your loved ones is so damn painful
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1
Views
329
Jiyuurakka
Jiyuurakka
SmallKoy
Venting Feeling
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3
Views
342
inutil
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T
Help Hanging location- tv mount- drilling into studs
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4
Views
649
rozeske
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M
Venting Trying to be patient
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0
Views
282
mors.mihi.lucrum
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Bells
Venting My self harm is escalating and I'm exhausted.
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5
Views
812
Bells
Bells
isthisit?
Venting Depression came back
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5
Views
431
Jorms_McGander
J
Fear and Hunger
Discussion For people who are thinking of using Benadryl/diphenhydramine.
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14
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2K
Jorms_McGander
J
INTJme
Venting The path to ctb is filled with boredom and loneliness
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5
Views
630
Captainfalconcrou
C
S
Ready to end it
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1
Views
529
Forveleth
F
vitalism
Venting All i want for my birthday tomorrow is a SN source that will ship US
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4
Views
596
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
Fading flower
Story Suicide using the Dutch powder called 'Substance X' ..
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8
Views
3K
verrobasd
verrobasd
notevenhere
Help How much is a bottle of SN?
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6
Views
472
nexus2049
nexus2049
throwaway9901
Planned hanging setup. Will this work?
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8
Views
1K
rozeske
R
Bunni'sLullaby
Help SN Questions
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3
Views
875
Endisclose
E
tercermundista
No entiendo que me mantiene vivo
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2
Views
397
tercermundista
tercermundista
darkenmydoorstep
I raised euthanasia on social media and it was very disappointing
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19
Views
890
DeadButDreaming
DeadButDreaming
FuneralCry
Venting Saying “you’re so young” to suicidal people who have literally existed for many years is so patronising
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3
Views
450
Jorms_McGander
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FuneralCry
Venting wish they’d stop acting like people are “ill” for wanting death
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2
Views
536
sussshiroll
sussshiroll
princexhhn
Forced to change.
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14
Views
632
LunarLight
LunarLight
divinemistress87
Venting F the government
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2
Views
435
sussshiroll
sussshiroll
ostoyv
Help it is possible?
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3
Views
453
ostoyv
ostoyv
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Charcoal method in california
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4
Views
589
leadhoncho
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R
Discussion Anyone here a member of Exitinternational?
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4
Views
510
Deleted member 65988
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M
Help Did anyone document the death of Letzte Ausfahrt?
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7
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
dödsängel
Discussion Anyone else just not care if you starve?
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11
Views
675
vadim
vadim
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