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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
melancholymallory03
I think I have adhd
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2
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414
vadim
vadim
M
Help How to overcome the guilt for the decision of CTB?
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5
Views
513
LunarLight
LunarLight
aura.
translated version of the complete manual of suicide?
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1
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1K
falling_snow
falling_snow
A
Method This evening
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0
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479
another_user
A
D
Method Is there a method that would make my CTB seem like a natural or "unexplainable" dead?
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18
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2K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
Dark Window
"I'm 28 and dying in may" - Young student doing assisted suicide because of Depression.
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6
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1K
verrobasd
verrobasd
jawdropped123
Will this kill me?
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1
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526
Ash
Ash
K
I Literally Laugh At "Encouraging" Talk
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7
Views
441
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
yoygnthil
where to find strength to kms?
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5
Views
593
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ijustwishtodie
Venting I can't relate to those who have something in life that they enjoy
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1
Views
283
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Method DIY SN?
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3
Views
676
SorrowSolution_25
S
noalarms
Shallow-water blackout.
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30
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10K
Yoyo_honeybee
Y
FireFox
No matter how hard I try Nothing ever works out- ctb
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7
Views
709
Forever Sleep
F
J
Venting An emotional burn victim
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0
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293
Jorms_McGander
J
smileycryptid
Buying a tie and trying partial today
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2
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
denjiwillsaveme
Discussion In love with the idea of death
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4
Views
394
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
2messdup
Benadryl (nytol) (diphenhydramine)
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5
Views
836
Jorms_McGander
J
ohmydays
Help desire to CTB after university graduation
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3
Views
533
Praestat_Mori
P
Alex Fermentopathy
Phenobarbital as a painkiller?
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0
Views
351
Alex Fermentopathy
Alex Fermentopathy
D
Medical knowledge about sedative injections
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2
Views
322
deadinsidex2
D
goodoldnoname923
Should be CTB’ing soon
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15
Views
647
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
B
Method Insect killing spray
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7
Views
626
Linda
Linda
Pipsqueak!
Thinking about not eating
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3
Views
312
kanna
kanna
MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Upcoming hanging attempt due to trauma making mental illness && chronic pain worse?
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0
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358
MeowTheFlemishCat
MeowTheFlemishCat
Ambivalent1
If you got your biggest earthly desire, would it really make a difference?
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25
Views
515
bipbapbop
B
AnonymousL
Venting Nothing to live for
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19
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1K
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
U
Resource Do you know how to get any...?
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0
Views
518
Username1359751
U
anon789
I have everything I need to ctb with sn, but now I'm stalling. Will it ever feel like the "right time"?
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18
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1K
Username1359751
U
I
my plan for ctb with propranolol
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5
Views
797
inutil
I
H
Discussion Did anyone get treated like shit or a criminal their entire life?
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21
Views
730
Abyssal
Abyssal
L
Venting Stabbing
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10
Views
723
lostintheloop
L
dragonofenvy
Help Anyone with experience on what NOT to do when ODing?
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5
Views
674
Username1359751
U
melancholymallory03
Do you think you could make someone happy?
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12
Views
551
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
existtoexit
Discussion How do you know when the time is right?
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3
Views
358
ilovemydog
I
Lam1dz
Venting They saw my SH
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7
Views
542
RW__Asher23
R
cocoseal
Discussion How can you tell the difference between love and obsession?
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11
Views
865
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
D
Discussion I’ve Looked at Every Method That Exists & Don’t Like Any of Them
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8
Views
872
iloverachel
I
SuicidalTiger
Infinity in a moment
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6
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661
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
Sageiois
Just realized
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6
Views
430
Lifeaffirmingchoice
L
C
Songs for the last moments
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4
Views
778
IndigoVibe
I
Sageiois
The last few days leading up to CTB
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18
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1K
iloverachel
I
P
I think I have become a better person cause of suicidal thoughts
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2
Views
456
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
kanna
Venting its all pointless
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2
Views
452
iloverachel
I
I
Feeling embarrassed
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3
Views
390
ilovemydog
I
B
Stressful job
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1
Views
273
anxiousmess0471
anxiousmess0471
deadisbetter
changeable circumstances
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5
Views
362
anxiousmess0471
anxiousmess0471
BlackRoseBaran
Venting May be a Farewell
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40
Views
2K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
thorsve
About to CTB, but...
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12
Views
691
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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karmaisabitch
Karma is real!!
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1
Views
316
Lifeaffirmingchoice
L
I
  • Poll
Anyone else never have any good or even okay days? Compared to bad days?
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22
Views
900
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
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