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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I'd like to compile a list of members who have attempted (succeeded or failed) using "N".
The ones that immediately come to mind are :

member : @Ark
source : A
status : success (assumed)
other info :

member : @Meant2Die
source : A
status : success (assumed)
other info :


Please reply with any others you know of, using this template :

member : @xyz
source : <eg A / D / B / C etc>
status : <success or failed>
other info : <anything noteworthy>


(Paging : @RainAndSadness @Berlin76 @Mud. @calendulo @Soul @Fragile @a_strange_day
I was thinking you folks might have information to contribute)
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Can we not use "success" please? That term can upset families and be misconstrued. Fatal/Nonfatal maybe?
 
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HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
Member: @MexicanTravels
Source: A
Status: Fatal

1583404521778
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Member : Berlín

Fucking failed because domperidon isn't strong enough and doesn't cross the bloodstream to the brain so it doesn't turn of the receptor
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
I'd like to compile a list of members who have attempted (succeeded or failed) using "N".
The ones that immediately come to mind are :

member : @Ark
source : A
status : success (assumed)
other info :

member : @Meant2Die
source : A
status : success (assumed)
other info :


Please reply with any others you know of, using this template :

member : @xyz
source : <eg A / D / B / C etc>
status : <success or failed>
other info : <anything noteworthy>


(Paging : @RainAndSadness @Berlin76 @Mud. @calendulo @Soul @Fragile @a_strange_day
I was thinking you folks might have information to contribute)

Ok, I give up. You are stronger than me. You want to do Science, but not Fiction Science, A good science.
I am going to buy this method. Mea culpa.

Ok, I accept @Ark to do/include the official list, but I do not accept @Meant2Die because I can not to see his or her profile, although that member is known for me.

I just could to contribute, seriously of course, to do your list, claiming (this verb, I do not know if it will be accurate) one single person, @Kjo, source A and Success assumed too. We had a couple MP each other. he or she was looking for meto in U.S.A.o and him or her received N from A, there is a post of him or her where that is confirmed.

Admitting your requirements. You could add him or her to the list.

I hope to have been helpful.

I do not know what means paging and I do not feel like use word reference, right now................but as there are another members and some are english native..........won't be bad..................since fearmongering.....I have semantic issues,
 
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Onlyborrowedtime

Realising the golden age never existed
Feb 11, 2020
100
I'm not sure we should be including the sources...it's hard enough already let's not directly link suppliers to deaths.

At this point A,B,C,D does very little to protect their identity
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
so it has to meto?

Yes at that time the online dealer of meto was not operating anymore. And meto is mandatory and the only that you really have to use. The euthanasia team are giving me also the meto. Because they know domperidon is not strong enough and thereby only can use meto by regulation of protocol of euthanasia
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
ok thanks, please tell the team, they should send me some N

Hahahaah yeah will send you the leftover.
Can you please delete the comment on my comment because the source is in it..
 
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Death.

Death.

Student
Jan 5, 2019
140
I have taken N and tested it as a sleeping aid. Obviously I'm still alive but good to know I'll never suffer from insomnia again lol
 
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Idorus

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2018
426
I'm bad at names but the one to never forget is our good old @schopenhaur.. the only thing I could find from him via the search box: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye.7820/

And yes let's burn a candle for @MexicanTravels as well! Loved that guy...
And @Jupiter... with his almost unnoticeable announcement ...
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Member : tidus
Died in January 2019 in Germany in a hotel
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
I'm bad at names but the one to never forget is our good old @schopenhaur.. the only thing I could find from him via the search box: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye.7820/

And yes let's burn a candle for @MexicanTravels as well! Loved that guy...
And @Jupiter... with his almost unnoticeable announcement ...

Good one, Sir.
About @Schopenhauer..............I did read the post, very interesting and it looks like that he was an smart guy.
Drinking Brandy seems to me a fabulous idea, It has a taste similar to N, especially at the bottom of the throat and I take a couple of days drinking a cup of brandy or cognac and it is curious now to read that post.

A tribute to @Schopenhauer. Requiescat In Pacem.

Add: Thanks,...Almost I forget it.
 
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Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
Member @Dazedandconfused32
Source A
Fatal
 
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throwaway_2620

Specialist
Nov 1, 2018
370
Member @Blackjack
Source: A
Status: Fatal
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
Bumping this thread.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
@RowdyH999
@Schevan
Fatal

@Chockles
Source: claimed he had an EU source for N, not sure if that's believable
Fatal
 
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canna2

Student
Nov 20, 2021
146
Whats the point of this , seriously?
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
Sometimes I like to read other peoples experiences. The posts on SN have been really helpful.
 
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canna2

Student
Nov 20, 2021
146
Sometimes I like to read other peoples experiences. The posts on SN have been really helpful.
Experiences? Once you drink it you're dead.
You're asleep as soon as you take it.

It's not like with SN where you have a large time window where you experience how your body slowly shuts down.
 
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bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
Experiences? Once you drink it you're dead.
You're asleep as soon as you take it.

It's not like with SN where you have a large time window where you experience how your body slowly shuts down.
Not sure what your problem is but the information is not hurtful.
You don't magically die as soon as you drink N nor pass out. There are a few minutes in between the stage of drinking it and losing consciousness.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
Experiences? Once you drink it you're dead.
You're asleep as soon as you take it.

It's not like with SN where you have a large time window where you experience how your body slowly shuts down.
I love to read anything about N, so any experiences, even if they are extremely short lived, can be interesting/helpful to me
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
@HopelessFight
Fatal
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,468
Not sure what your problem is but the information is not hurtful.
You don't magically die as soon as you drink N nor pass out. There are a few minutes in between the stage of drinking it and losing consciousness.
This thread doesn't supply any information, it's a speculative roll-call of assumed death, reduces anyone who genuinely ctb from this site to be some kind of lab experiment, and is frankly ghoulish as fuck.
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
This thread doesn't supply any information, it's a speculative roll-call of assumed death, reduces anyone who genuinely ctb from this site to be some kind of lab experiment, and is frankly ghoulish as fuck.
You're entitled to your opinion as it is with Bed. You can say the same with the SN success/failure megathread. This thread and other goodbye threads have been helpful in my opinion and has helped me delaying Ctb. It has helped me reconsider my options. If you take a look at Arks goodbye thread, he gives good advice before he passes. Ironically, these threads have given me peace and prolonged my life.

It is also disrespectful to say that these are speculative deaths when it has been confirmed by members via obituaries and witnesses.

You're on a suicide forum. What do you expect? Flowers and roses on every thread posted?
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,468
You're entitled to your opinion as it is with Bed. You can say the same with the SN success/failure megathread. This thread and other goodbye threads have been helpful in my opinion and has helped me delaying Ctb. It has helped me reconsider my options. If you take a look at Arks goodbye thread, he gives good advice before he passes. Ironically, these threads have given me peace and prolonged my life.

It is also disrespectful to say that these are speculative deaths when it has been confirmed by members via obituaries and witnesses.

You're on a suicide forum. What do you expect? Flowers and roses on every thread posted?
Being on a suicide forum does not mean one's respect for death should be diminished and trivialised in the way it is routinely done on here. I find myself stating very frequently that goodbye threads are of absolutely zero value in terms of research and the death of an individual should not be pored over in such a way, considering how much emphasis users of this forum place on empathy and understanding they sure do treat the passing of others with an absurd disrespect.
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
Being on a suicide forum does not mean one's respect for death should be diminished and trivialised in the way it is routinely done on here. I find myself stating very frequently that goodbye threads are of absolutely zero value in terms of research and the death of an individual should not be pored over in such a way, considering how much emphasis users of this forum place on empathy and understanding they sure do treat the passing of others with an absurd disrespect.
Where in my post does it say that is okay to diminish one's death? In fact, I feel like your earlier post has done that very effect - thinking other peoples death has been speculative.

My last sentence in my post was a response to you thinking these posts are ghoulish.

You are underestimating the value of the goodbye threads. People that post goodbye threads are not for you to judge. They are here to help others and in return, we give them a sense of comfort in their last moments. If they are of zero value of research, then they're wouldn't be many of us reviewing the SN failure/success threads - preparing us for our peaceful departure.
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,468
Goodbye threads on here, in themselves, evidence nothing other than somebody typed a post and hit send. An actual N scammer liveblogged his supposed N death on here once, I've seen several people fake it and then rejoin under a new account. It's not disrespectful to have a degree of caution when it comes to reading this website - however if users on here have ctb it's poor form to be keeping a pointless tally and then poring over it in this ghoulish way. There's nothing anyone can learn further about N death than what is already out there.
You are underestimating the value of the goodbye threads. People that post goodbye threads are not for you to judge. They are here to help others and in return, we give them a sense of comfort in their last moments. If they are of zero value of research, then they're wouldn't be many of us reviewing the SN failure/success threads - preparing us for our peaceful departure.
It's bizarre that here you describe how a goodbye thread should be, yet there is rarely such a thread without some dickhead popping up to ask research questions - and if their value is sacred they should be left as such, as a memory to the person passed, and not be reviewed for research later on. Tbh your argument is confused, you're here defending the poring over a ctb by stating the sentimental, as opposed to research, value of a goodbye thread - it's also not a controversial statement here to say that all goodbye threads are evidence of a ctb, in the same way many folk will ctb without leaving any such thread.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
I have to agree. This thread is in poor taste. Let the deceased rest in peace. They shouldn't be used as notches on someone's clipboard.
 
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CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
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Being on a suicide forum does not mean one's respect for death should be diminished and trivialised in the way it is routinely done on here. I find myself stating very frequently that goodbye threads are of absolutely zero value in terms of research and the death of an individual should not be pored over in such a way, considering how much emphasis users of this forum place on empathy and understanding they sure do treat the passing of others with an absurd disrespect.
Excellent fucking post.
 

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