silly space cadet
- Apr 27, 2023
god jesus fuck im so fucking disgusting. i hate every word out of my ugly mouth. all of it is repulsive. i cant believe i think it's ever okay to fucking speak or voice my thoughts. my words are like fucking slugs on pavement, disgusting, writhing attempts at going anywhere at all. i wanna die. i hate the anxiety of thinking all my friends hate me because i feel like anytime i say anything i sound so fucking stupid. im so fucking stupid. im so fucking stupid.