Discussion How do you think you'll go if you weren't planning on CTB?

[Kabalite]

Just curious how everyone thinks they'll go if they don't end up exiting on their own terms. Death has always been a topic that intrigued me since I came to the realization that I'd die one day, when I was a child. We all have it at some point.

Personally I figure some kind of heart failure or cancer will get me. I'm up to smoking about a pack of cigarettes a day and I usually accompany it with an unhealthy amount of coffee or monster energy drinks, so I figure my organs are slowly dying anyway. If that ends up ending me before I do it myself I guess that works too. I also rarely eat or sleep anymore so my body is surely not doing well. I have little regard for my own health. The sooner it fails the better. What about you?

 

[darksouls]

I am slowly and painfully rotting away,
in 2023,
I ended up in intensive care unit with sepsis,
my health is in a very bad state,
it is getting worse every day

 

[Set Real Goul]

I think it could have been because of my heart. I drink way too much coffee

 

[100memoryleaks]

i think organ damage from anemia

 

[Le temps perdu]

Maybe I will eventually die from some serious illness or an accident, and until that happens, I will forced to find a job and dragging myself through life.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I was sure I posted in this thread but my post disappeared so I'm going to post it again. What I said before was liver failure from how much alcohol I drink,

 

[Set Real Goul]

I was sure I posted in this thread but my post disappeared so I'm going to post it again. What I said before was liver failure from how much alcohol I drink,

The threads are just duplicates

 

[Lost in a Dream]

The threads are just duplicates

I noticed that afterwards haha. Now it makes sense!

 

[Kabalite]

Sorry, didn't realize there was a duplicate thread. I tried posting it once and I thought it didn't work. Deleted that one.

 

[itsgone2]

Maybe heart failure. Constant anxiety. It will never improve. My diet is awful so lots of things are possible.

Previous to all this I was taking very good care of myself. Would have been active for decades. Now I struggle with everything

 

[inandoutoflove]

I'll probably develop anorexia and keep injecting myself with glp1 until I die of starvation. Not the vsed method - becoming severely underweight until my organs give out eventually.

I have a different eating disorder now and I'm constantly torn between going this route, or keep following my dream of becoming a bodybuilder. Though, the latter is much harder and has been becoming increasingly harder as my depression is making it extremely difficult to keep working out. I just don't see a point in anything.

 

[aspenjrojas]

I probably could die in so many ways that aren't suicide atp.

First off my eating disorders, my weight fluctuates so much now and I'm always stuck in a loop of anorexia, omad, or even to points of fasting/starvation, and then i'll start eating again but only junk food, until my bmi becomes above 20 again and then i'll panic and go back to not eating. so whatever stresses and medical issues that cycle puts on my body, heart attacks, organ failure, or digestive problems, there is probably many ways in which i could die from that.

Overdosing is possible as well, I don't get high too often, and when I do it's with other people, but there is always a chance i take something laced or take too much.

Also possible is a genuine death from dangerous things I might do. I often times will do dangerous things with a certain group of friends where we are all kind of insane and depressed and adrenaline seeking. like on large heights (in the city, on bridges), or say mountains (such as skiing or hiking), or just in every day scenarios (ex. speeding for the adrenaline, choking eachother till we pass out, crossing our train tracks as fast as possible), we might do risky challenges or dares that could kill any one of us any day. And all of us are fine with it tbh, but I don't really know what would happen if any of us did die.

 

[FoxSauce]

Killed in an accident or just being robbed and it got wrong.