Discussion How do you think you'll go if you weren't planning on CTB?

[Kabalite]

Just curious how everyone thinks they'll go if they don't end up exiting on their own terms. Death has always been a topic that intrigued me since I came to the realization that I'd die one day, when I was a child. We all have it at some point.

Personally I figure some kind of heart failure or cancer will get me. I'm up to smoking about a pack of cigarettes a day and I usually accompany it with an unhealthy amount of coffee or monster energy drinks, so I figure my organs are slowly dying anyway. If that ends up ending me before I do it myself I guess that works too. I also rarely eat or sleep anymore so my body is surely not doing well. I have little regard for my own health. The sooner it fails the better. What about you?

 

[darksouls]

I am slowly and painfully rotting away,
in 2023,
I ended up in intensive care unit with sepsis,
my health is in a very bad state,
it is getting worse every day

 

[Set Real Goul]

I think it could have been because of my heart. I drink way too much coffee

 

[100memoryleaks]

i think organ damage from anemia

 

[Le temps perdu]

Maybe I will eventually die from some serious illness or an accident, and until that happens, I will forced to find a job and dragging myself through life.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I was sure I posted in this thread but my post disappeared so I'm going to post it again. What I said before was liver failure from how much alcohol I drink,

 

[Set Real Goul]

I was sure I posted in this thread but my post disappeared so I'm going to post it again. What I said before was liver failure from how much alcohol I drink,

The threads are just duplicates

 

[Lost in a Dream]

The threads are just duplicates

I noticed that afterwards haha. Now it makes sense!

 

[Kabalite]

Sorry, didn't realize there was a duplicate thread. I tried posting it once and I thought it didn't work. Deleted that one.

 

[itsgone2]

Maybe heart failure. Constant anxiety. It will never improve. My diet is awful so lots of things are possible.

Previous to all this I was taking very good care of myself. Would have been active for decades. Now I struggle with everything

 

[inandoutoflove]

I'll probably develop anorexia and keep injecting myself with glp1 until I die of starvation. Not the vsed method - becoming severely underweight until my organs give out eventually.

I have a different eating disorder now and I'm constantly torn between going this route, or keep following my dream of becoming a bodybuilder. Though, the latter is much harder and has been becoming increasingly harder as my depression is making it extremely difficult to keep working out. I just don't see a point in anything.