Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[animetal]

I'm sorry for everyone I failed in my life. I'm sorry to my best friend that we won't be able to go to Japan or do the things we wanted to always do and to my cousin and my sisters and the person I loved I kept making more and more mistakes . Everyone in my life made my life worth living everything was so special but I ruined it all I wish I could go back to October to when I didn't cause this much pain to myself. And the same person that I needed was the one I was running from. My memory is getting worst and worst and I can feel my self slipping away . This world is so cruel yet I have so much love for everyone. I wish my journey in this life wasn't coming to and end . I wish you would come back to me I really loved you how could fate bring us together just to take you away from me but was I the one who caused this was it my trauma was it even really I don't know anymore . I'm sorry everyone

 

[cgrtt.brns]

im a waste. i just sit in bed all day on my phone. im not even trying. the only thing i look forward to is smoking. it used to be food but ive lost my appetite. i havent showered in weeks. im just rotting. im such a waste. why cant i do anything productive. im so tired and sluggish all the time. im so bored but i cant do anything. im a waste.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

I feel completely lost and depressed I want this shit to end once and for all!!

 

[Zegers]

I need something to get me thru the summer.. i can't go for months without going out, it's overwhelming, random meetups to be outcasted? join a stupid gym? I don't know what to do anymore, i want to get the fout of here

 

[CTB Dream]

This even sml tging no able decidi sml no able do v hard live

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

Hopeless and Conflicted an obligated.

 

[charlotte_]

Bored to death. Did nothing today other than just sleeping and lazing around and wasting my life. But I guess that's better than having work.

 

[StolenLife]

I will fail my exams and I shall kill myself if I fail those exams.

 

[excelsior]

I have nothing. All I do is project my self concept on to everyone else. I'm feeling things too intensely. Everything is painful.

 

[CTB Dream]

This life all no thing nly Stay same sffr pain loop no stop

 

[Tears_From_Nirvana]

Like I've been pacing in a cage all my life

 

[ICan'tThink]

annoyed

 

[simplymiserable]

drained

 

[hdiriq]

Feeling apathetic

 

[unnormal9]

i don't know

 

[leaf23]

My attempt at optimism today is thinking that with no appetite I save money in food expenses.

 

[savoytruffle]

completely defeated can't even feel angry anymore i just feel nauseous

 

[charlotte_]

I don't understand my feelings. Why is it that even though I have few friends, I still feel so lonely and hoarded? I feel frustrated and hurt seeing people my age hanging out together. I want what they have. I want to break, to ruin, to destroy something. I can never understand what it's like to feel loved.

 

[Whistea]

I wish we'd have heavy rain daily. Or at least more often. Right now it's really pouring down and for some reason it is extremely calming.

 

[unnormal9]

i really don't know anymore. alot

 

[CTB Dream]

All day sffr lost no slf no thing, not even exst no live no deth nothing

 

[lyfsoverrated]

Exhausted. Already dead. Would love to not wake up tomorrow.

 

[Float On Okay]

Uncomfortable around everyone but don't wish to be alone.

 

[gulp]

the first thing that came to my mind is hungry
kinda silly ik

 

[gum]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.

I wish I felt wanted

 

[anxious_depressive]

I hate myself.

A depressive, stupid, useless, unemployed person.
All I do is lie in bed because I can't get up.

I have to go to great lengths to wash my hair, brush my teeth, and take a shower.

No one knows that I am deeply depressed.
I don't trust anyone and I don't tell anyone about my condition.

People I know think I'm just lazy.
They say they are tired too, but they work, unlike me.

This makes me feel even more useless.

 

[Dead Ghost]

I am trying hard to make friends online and I have downloaded an app...but I can't find anyone like you guys and that makes me feel sad, because it means that actually people like us don't really relate or don't know how to do it well...I guess I really want to be alone and just write to someone sometimes -when I feel bad...I am selfish, yes-.

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Estic esforçant-me per fer amics en línia i he baixat una aplicació... però no trobo ningú com vosaltres i això em fa sentir trist perquè vol dir que en realitat la gent com nosaltres no es relaciona o no s'en surt bé... suposo que en realitat vull estar sol i només escriure'm amb algú de vegades -quan em trobi malament.. sóc egoísta, si-.

 

[woh6]

Well, my head hurts. And my throat feels dry when I swallow. My eyes feel dry when I blink. Am feeling pretty empty. Don't know what to do.

 

[CTB Dream]

Rly tired this all time move chng no stop no able flw v hard

 

[Zegers]

Tired, distressed, lost, empty, ready to leave, i can't stand this earth much longer.