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animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
81
I'm sorry for everyone I failed in my life. I'm sorry to my best friend that we won't be able to go to Japan or do the things we wanted to always do and to my cousin and my sisters and the person I loved I kept making more and more mistakes . Everyone in my life made my life worth living everything was so special but I ruined it all I wish I could go back to October to when I didn't cause this much pain to myself. And the same person that I needed was the one I was running from. My memory is getting worst and worst and I can feel my self slipping away . This world is so cruel yet I have so much love for everyone. I wish my journey in this life wasn't coming to and end . I wish you would come back to me I really loved you how could fate bring us together just to take you away from me but was I the one who caused this was it my trauma was it even really I don't know anymore . I'm sorry everyone
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
832
im a waste. i just sit in bed all day on my phone. im not even trying. the only thing i look forward to is smoking. it used to be food but ive lost my appetite. i havent showered in weeks. im just rotting. im such a waste. why cant i do anything productive. im so tired and sluggish all the time. im so bored but i cant do anything. im a waste.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
767
I feel completely lost and depressed I want this shit to end once and for all!!
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,763
I need something to get me thru the summer.. i can't go for months without going out, it's overwhelming, random meetups to be outcasted? join a stupid gym? I don't know what to do anymore, i want to get the fout of here 🛸
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
Sep 17, 2022
2,163
This even sml tging no able decidi sml no able do v hard live
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
224
Hopeless and Conflicted an obligated.
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

-
Mar 12, 2023
435
Bored to death. Did nothing today other than just sleeping and lazing around and wasting my life. But I guess that's better than having work.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

-
Sep 19, 2022
740
I will fail my exams and I shall kill myself if I fail those exams.
 
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excelsior

Member
Nov 11, 2022
29
I have nothing. All I do is project my self concept on to everyone else. I'm feeling things too intensely. Everything is painful.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
Sep 17, 2022
2,163
This life all no thing nly Stay same sffr pain loop no stop
 
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Tears_From_Nirvana

Tears_From_Nirvana

Seeking Fantastic Exit
May 21, 2023
21
Like I've been pacing in a cage all my life
 
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ICan'tThink

Member
Mar 8, 2023
11
annoyed
 
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simplymiserable

Hi
May 21, 2023
35
drained
 
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hdiriq

hdiriq

Member
Apr 22, 2023
12
Feeling apathetic
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
i don't know
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
335
My attempt at optimism today is thinking that with no appetite I save money in food expenses.
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
completely defeated can't even feel angry anymore i just feel nauseous
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

-
Mar 12, 2023
435
I don't understand my feelings. Why is it that even though I have few friends, I still feel so lonely and hoarded? I feel frustrated and hurt seeing people my age hanging out together. I want what they have. I want to break, to ruin, to destroy something. I can never understand what it's like to feel loved.
 
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Whistea

Member
Jul 29, 2022
75
I wish we'd have heavy rain daily. Or at least more often. Right now it's really pouring down and for some reason it is extremely calming.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
i really don't know anymore. alot
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
Sep 17, 2022
2,163
All day sffr lost no slf no thing, not even exst no live no deth nothing
 
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lyfsoverrated

Member
May 22, 2023
36
Exhausted. Already dead. Would love to not wake up tomorrow.
 
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Float On Okay

Float On Okay

I won’t be okay.
May 13, 2020
53
Uncomfortable around everyone but don't wish to be alone.
 
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garbagepunk

garbagepunk

Member
May 21, 2023
55
the first thing that came to my mind is hungry
kinda silly ik
 
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gum

gum

Forgotten
Feb 13, 2023
22
I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.
I wish I felt wanted
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
220
I hate myself.

A depressive, stupid, useless, unemployed person.
All I do is lie in bed because I can't get up.

I have to go to great lengths to wash my hair, brush my teeth, and take a shower.

No one knows that I am deeply depressed.
I don't trust anyone and I don't tell anyone about my condition.

People I know think I'm just lazy.
They say they are tired too, but they work, unlike me.

This makes me feel even more useless.
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,339
I am trying hard to make friends online and I have downloaded an app...but I can't find anyone like you guys and that makes me feel sad, because it means that actually people like us don't really relate or don't know how to do it well...I guess I really want to be alone and just write to someone sometimes -when I feel bad...I am selfish, yes-.

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Estic esforçant-me per fer amics en línia i he baixat una aplicació... però no trobo ningú com vosaltres i això em fa sentir trist perquè vol dir que en realitat la gent com nosaltres no es relaciona o no s'en surt bé... suposo que en realitat vull estar sol i només escriure'm amb algú de vegades -quan em trobi malament.. sóc egoísta, si-.
 
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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
189
Well, my head hurts. And my throat feels dry when I swallow. My eyes feel dry when I blink. Am feeling pretty empty. Don't know what to do.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
Sep 17, 2022
2,163
Rly tired this all time move chng no stop no able flw v hard
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,763
Tired, distressed, lost, empty, ready to leave, i can't stand this earth much longer.
 
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