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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
I feel completely lost and depressed I want this shit to end once and for all!!
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I need something to get me thru the summer.. i can't go for months without going out, it's overwhelming, random meetups to be outcasted? join a stupid gym? I don't know what to do anymore, i want to get the fout of here 🛸
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,782
This even sml tging no able decidi sml no able do v hard live
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
637
Hopeless and Conflicted an obligated.
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
Bored to death. Did nothing today other than just sleeping and lazing around and wasting my life. But I guess that's better than having work.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I will fail my exams and I shall kill myself if I fail those exams.
 
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excelsior

Member
Nov 11, 2022
29
I have nothing. All I do is project my self concept on to everyone else. I'm feeling things too intensely. Everything is painful.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,782
This life all no thing nly Stay same sffr pain loop no stop
 
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Tears_From_Nirvana

Tears_From_Nirvana

Seeking Fantastic Exit
May 21, 2023
21
Like I've been pacing in a cage all my life
 
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ICan'tThink

Member
Mar 8, 2023
11
annoyed
 
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simplymiserable

Hi
May 21, 2023
35
drained
 
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hdiriq

hdiriq

Member
Apr 22, 2023
15
Feeling apathetic
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,135
i don't know
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
337
My attempt at optimism today is thinking that with no appetite I save money in food expenses.
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
completely defeated can't even feel angry anymore i just feel nauseous
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
I don't understand my feelings. Why is it that even though I have few friends, I still feel so lonely and hoarded? I feel frustrated and hurt seeing people my age hanging out together. I want what they have. I want to break, to ruin, to destroy something. I can never understand what it's like to feel loved.
 
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Dbd8djddi

Member
Jul 29, 2022
75
I wish we'd have heavy rain daily. Or at least more often. Right now it's really pouring down and for some reason it is extremely calming.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,135
i really don't know anymore. alot
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,782
All day sffr lost no slf no thing, not even exst no live no deth nothing
 
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lyfsoverrated

Member
May 22, 2023
46
Exhausted. Already dead. Would love to not wake up tomorrow.
 
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Float On Okay

Float On Okay

I won’t be okay.
May 13, 2020
53
Uncomfortable around everyone but don't wish to be alone.
 
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gulp

gulp

Member
May 21, 2023
60
the first thing that came to my mind is hungry
kinda silly ik
 
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gum

gum

Forgotten
Feb 13, 2023
27
I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.
I wish I felt wanted
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
240
I hate myself.

A depressive, stupid, useless, unemployed person.
All I do is lie in bed because I can't get up.

I have to go to great lengths to wash my hair, brush my teeth, and take a shower.

No one knows that I am deeply depressed.
I don't trust anyone and I don't tell anyone about my condition.

People I know think I'm just lazy.
They say they are tired too, but they work, unlike me.

This makes me feel even more useless.
 
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Anonymus

Enlightened
May 6, 2022
1,355
I am trying hard to make friends online and I have downloaded an app...but I can't find anyone like you guys and that makes me feel sad, because it means that actually people like us don't really relate or don't know how to do it well...I guess I really want to be alone and just write to someone sometimes -when I feel bad...I am selfish, yes-.

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Estic esforçant-me per fer amics en línia i he baixat una aplicació... però no trobo ningú com vosaltres i això em fa sentir trist perquè vol dir que en realitat la gent com nosaltres no es relaciona o no s'en surt bé... suposo que en realitat vull estar sol i només escriure'm amb algú de vegades -quan em trobi malament.. sóc egoísta, si-.
 
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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
188
Well, my head hurts. And my throat feels dry when I swallow. My eyes feel dry when I blink. Am feeling pretty empty. Don't know what to do.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,782
Rly tired this all time move chng no stop no able flw v hard
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Tired, distressed, lost, empty, ready to leave, i can't stand this earth much longer.
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
feeling numb and lost. i keep getting the urge to sh. i picked at my fingers and now it hurts to hold my phone and type. it feels like im going in and out of reality, like i cant remember most of today, it feels like its been going on for ever but it also feels like i only just woke up. its 9pm now. i dont feel bad but i dont feel good. now my parents are shouting about the most trivial fucking bullshit again. why cant they just talk at a normal volume instead of shouting at eachother when theyre standing right fucking next to eachother. its like their default is shouting. it takes little to no escalation for them to shout. they arent fucking deaf bc they hear me anytime i say something under my breath. i just want everything to shut up. i want my head to explode. i want to lie in a river underwater so i dont have to hear anything but the water. fuck sake.
 
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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
Confused. Managing phone storage, and feels like I'm looking at a different person's life from my past photos
 
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