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woh6
Student
- May 13, 2023
- 108
Well, my head hurts. And my throat feels dry when I swallow. My eyes feel dry when I blink. Am feeling pretty empty. Don't know what to do.
That makes two of us, Cloud.Tired, distressed, lost, empty, ready to leave, i can't stand this earth much longer.
I finally uninstalled the application. I could not stand the feeling of being a pure commodity valued according to the interests of others. I find it a bad system for making real friends... plus I was not at all comfortable reading people's profiles and comparing them to mine. It has made me feel very isolated from the world... I will continue to go my own way and be myself without worrying about how others value me, it's much healthier.I am trying hard to make friends online and I have downloaded an app...but I can't find anyone like you guys and that makes me feel sad, because it means that actually people like us don't really relate or don't know how to do it well...I guess I really want to be alone and just write to someone sometimes -when I feel bad...I am selfish, yes-.
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Estic esforçant-me per fer amics en línia i he baixat una aplicació... però no trobo ningú com vosaltres i això em fa sentir trist perquè vol dir que en realitat la gent com nosaltres no es relaciona o no s'en surt bé... suposo que en realitat vull estar sol i només escriure'm amb algú de vegades -quan em trobi malament.. sóc egoísta, si-.
I feel the same way I'm just in auto mode for now, the only thing that makes me feel better for a bit is chocolate but cannot eat it as often as I could.just.. another weekend without any plans, it's the usual but i can't get used to this empty npc life.