C

CatLvr

Specialist
Aug 1, 2024
308
Nice one, even if you can replace a negative thought with just one positive that is a win!
Challenge 44: Draw your fear

I thought we could try another creative/drawing challenge. This week the challenge is to draw your fear. Can be whatever you want it's to you decide what that fear could be. Can be literal like spiders or abstract like fear of being alone. If you want to post your work then great but no pressure.

I think my biggest fear is claustrophobia or being trapped so I will have to try and draw something relating to that.
Oh God!! Same! (Claustrophobia) Ugh I'm gonna have to ponder what that looks like to me.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Praestat_Mori
Sir. Turnerkof

Sir. Turnerkof

Member
Mar 1, 2024
14
Nice one, even if you can replace a negative thought with just one positive that is a win!
Challenge 44: Draw your fear

I thought we could try another creative/drawing challenge. This week the challenge is to draw your fear. Can be whatever you want it's to you decide what that fear could be. Can be literal like spiders or abstract like fear of being alone. If you want to post your work then great but no pressure.

I think my biggest fear is claustrophobia or being trapped so I will have to try and draw something relating to that.
This is a good one... I will try my best!


The result was not what I expected.... I tried to make it less schizo but it was impossible lol...

But yeah this is me after losing my purpose and will to keep growing and Life and Struggle eats what's left of me which it would be only negative energy because I would end it all...

Life is my enemy after all
 

Attachments

  • IMG_20240827_002415.jpg
    IMG_20240827_002415.jpg
    805.3 KB · Views: 0
  • Hugs
Reactions: Praestat_Mori, AmIForReal, carac and 1 other person
carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
1,052
This is a good one... I will try my best!


The result was not what I expected.... I tried to make it less schizo but it was impossible lol...

But yeah this is me after losing my purpose and will to keep growing and Life and Struggle eats what's left of me which it would be only negative energy because I would end it all...

Life is my enemy after all
This is very cool that you managed to capture this and express it in the drawing. I don't think it looks schizo

I hope you can find some purpose again
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and CatLvr
Sir. Turnerkof

Sir. Turnerkof

Member
Mar 1, 2024
14
This is very cool that you managed to capture this and express it in the drawing. I don't think it looks schizo

I hope you can find some purpose again
I haven't lost it...

Instead of saying sorry I want to say thank you, and show it with actions, I hope when i make it it's not too late that's all

Even if I lost it I will find another one I am sure, but I will never forget the feeling and I hope by saying thank you this way I will not be "another one"
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Praestat_Mori, carac and CatLvr
scarlet-pixie

scarlet-pixie

1/12/2024
Apr 30, 2024
21
1000000125

This is what I drew :>
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Praestat_Mori, CatLvr, AbusedInnocent and 1 other person
AbusedInnocent

AbusedInnocent

Enemy brain ain't cooperating
Apr 5, 2024
207
Nice one, even if you can replace a negative thought with just one positive that is a win!
Challenge 44: Draw your fear

I thought we could try another creative/drawing challenge. This week the challenge is to draw your fear. Can be whatever you want it's to you decide what that fear could be. Can be literal like spiders or abstract like fear of being alone. If you want to post your work then great but no pressure.

I think my biggest fear is claustrophobia or being trapped so I will have to try and draw something relating to that.
My first post on the recovery section, I'm liking the vibes on this thread and hope to be an active participant from now on as I'm pretty bored right now.

Just wanted to send my thanks to carac for making the thread as it seems quite fun.

Anyway I'm not exactly a creative person, I feel like I've learned to think like an engineer, a mathematician, a scientist or a philosopher but I've never been able to think like an artist.

Anyway here's a quick sketch, don't think I'll be making a higher quality version, made this on an android tablet using kleki.com and didn't spend too much time on it so surely anyone can make something similar.

See if you can guess the meaning behind it before opening the spoiler, want to know if I'm getting the point across.

Final

My greatest fear is being trapped in an undesirable situation with now way to change it or escape it.

Of course since I'm depressed being alive is constantly undesirable.

The fire represents the suffering of existence and fear of the future, the empty fire extinguisher holder represents no hope of recovery or lack of a solution, the metal EXIT door with various locks represents the feeling of being trapped with no way out as you have to jump through hoops to CTB, me being a fox represents powerlessness as I couldn't use the fire extinguisher even if it was there and I couldn't open the door even if it wasn't locked.

Hope the image got the meaning across first.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Life_and_Death, carac, Praestat_Mori and 1 other person
carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
1,052
My first post on the recovery section, I'm liking the vibes on this thread and hope to be an active participant from now on as I'm pretty bored right now.

Just wanted to send my thanks to carac for making the thread as it seems quite fun.

Anyway I'm not exactly a creative person, I feel like I've learned to think like an engineer, a mathematician, a scientist or a philosopher but I've never been able to think like an artist.

Anyway here's a quick sketch, don't think I'll be making a higher quality version, made this on an android tablet using kleki.com and didn't spend too much time on it so surely anyone can make something similar.

See if you can guess the meaning behind it before opening the spoiler, want to know if I'm getting the point across.



My greatest fear is being trapped in an undesirable situation with now way to change it or escape it.

Of course since I'm depressed being alive is constantly undesirable.

The fire represents the suffering of existence and fear of the future, the empty fire extinguisher holder represents no hope of recovery or lack of a solution, the metal EXIT door with various locks represents the feeling of being trapped with no way out as you have to jump through hoops to CTB, me being a fox represents powerlessness as I couldn't use the fire extinguisher even if it was there and I couldn't open the door even if it wasn't locked.

Hope the image got the meaning across first.
Thanks for joining in, you are most welcome. It's so great to see all this participation. Your fear is very close to my own which reminds me I need to start work on mine
 
  • Like
Reactions: CatLvr
C

CatLvr

Specialist
Aug 1, 2024
308
Thanks for joining in, you are most welcome. It's so great to see all this participation. Your fear is very close to my own which reminds me I need to start work on mine
Me, too. I am in an "up" cycle after being basically bedfast for the last week or so. Which means I really overdid it today and my chronic pain from my accident has kicked into overdrive. My pain mgmt doc would shit a brick but I've taken twice as much in mg today than I usually do and it has just barely taken the edge off, but dammit I had things that needed to be done.

I have it (my artwork) at the top of my to-do list in the morning. I used to be a fairly decent artist but it has been YEARS since I put any effort into anything. Maybe I should change that.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: carac
carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
1,052
Ok I wanted to try digital work as I mostly avoid it so I am not very practised. Also I don't think I conveyed my fear very well, I actually don't mind being solitary and can do quite well in my own company.

Prison
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: AbusedInnocent, CatLvr, Sir. Turnerkof and 1 other person
C

CatLvr

Specialist
Aug 1, 2024
308
Ok I wanted to try digital work as I mostly avoid it so I am not very practised. Also I don't think I conveyed my fear very well, I actually don't mind being solitary and can do quite well in my own company.

View attachment 148923
Lol that almost looks like HEAVEN to me. 😁 All I need is a bookshelf full of books and a dozen or so cats! 😉😂
 
  • Like
  • Yay!
Reactions: carac and AbusedInnocent

Similar threads

hoppybunny
Replies
11
Views
314
Recovery
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
derpyderpins
Replies
60
Views
2K
Recovery
Plentiful_Despair
Plentiful_Despair