Today's the day, guys

[blueming]

Like everyone else I have been thinking of you and wishing that everything has gone smoothly. I really hope you are at peace.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I hope Dani was able to pull it off. He was so upbeat and determined.

 

[Anon1337]

I wonder if he passed.

 

[Voldmort]

I hope a new chance comes and you get it.

 

[Clover_]

Hope everything worked out for the best.

 

[deathoverlife]

Dani i believe you are in a good place now... RIP

 

[Jovaras]

I liked this guy

 

[Dr. Z]

Dani was the reason I created my account here. Wished to pm him, but... well, hope youre ok Dani.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Hey guys. I just lit my charcoal a little while ago. My tent is all prepared. It should only be another hour or so until it's ready. Right now I'm having a drink in honor of Zanexx. If all goes according to plan then I will be dead by morning. It's just a matter of time. Sorry, I disappeared for a little while. I went on a huge drinking binge, but I ran out of money, and I'm on my last bit of alcohol. It's just enough to do the deed. So basically I'm out of time. If I don't ctb tonight I'm going to run into a bunch of problems. I love you all. You've helped to give me so much strength and courage, and it was a pleasure to be here these past few months.

 

[LifeSick]

Hey guys. I just lit my charcoal a little while ago. My tent is all prepared. It should only be another hour or so until it's ready. Right now I'm having a drink in honor of Zanexx. If all goes according to plan then I will be dead by morning. It's just a matter of time. Sorry, I disappeared for a little while. I went on a huge drinking binge, but I ran out of money, and I'm on my last bit of alcohol. It's just enough to do the deed. So basically I'm out of time. If I don't ctb tonight I'm going to run into a bunch of problems. I love you all. You've helped to give me so much strength and courage, and it was a pleasure to be here these past few months.

I wish you a safe travel.

 

[Dani Paradox]

I wish you a safe travel.

Thank you :) I just hope it all doesn't all go black, and that's it. I hope it's an interesting journey. But I suppose it won't matter either way.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hey guys. I just lit my charcoal a little while ago. My tent is all prepared. It should only be another hour or so until it's ready. Right now I'm having a drink in honor of Zanexx. If all goes according to plan then I will be dead by morning. It's just a matter of time. Sorry, I disappeared for a little while. I went on a huge drinking binge, but I ran out of money, and I'm on my last bit of alcohol. It's just enough to do the deed. So basically I'm out of time. If I don't ctb tonight I'm going to run into a bunch of problems. I love you all. You've helped to give me so much strength and courage, and it was a pleasure to be here these past few months.

Hugs <3 i know we have our differences but I still love you and I wish you a safe journey to everlasting peace

 

[onewayroad]

Thank you :) I just hope it all doesn't all go black, and that's it. I hope it's an interesting journey. But I suppose it won't matter either way.

I wish you zero complications and all the peace you deserve brother. See you in a little while.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Thank you everyone <3

 

[Dani Paradox]

I'm going to get roasted in this tent. I went through half the bag of charcoal. This chimney starter was able to hold 5-6 lbs. You only need 1 xD

 

[Dani Paradox]

Shit, my time is up. I'm getting kind of scared. I decided that I'm going to burn the other half of the bag of charcoal just to make goddamn sure that this works. You've got to be careful with this. That last batch burned down a bit faster than expected. Yes, it took about an hour. But there was a lot of ash. It burns from the bottom to the top. So here I am waiting for the smoke to go away and then I noticed it was only the ones at the top. By the time I finished my cigarette it went from half a bucket down to a quarter. I'm gonna light another one and then actually use a poking stick for a chimney to stir them up throughout. But I'm glad I got my phone. I wanted to take pictures to show you guys exactly what I was doing just in case anyone wanted to do it.

 

[Dani Paradox]

I have the bucket of charcoal now. I can't decide whether I want to leave it outside and wait until I actually go in the tent, or whether I want to put it in there now and wait... That way it would already be full of CO. But the shit is definitely done producing smoke. And it's damn cold out. I'll cuddle right up next to that bucket. I'm gonna take some pictures to show you guys and walk you through the process.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Well, this will be fucked up if somehow I don't die in time and I manage to get "saved." I'm using ten lbs of charcoal so I should be dead in about two hours. My dad never goes in that shed. I suppose I'm taking a bit of a risk. But I'll have 4 hours. Only 45 more minutes to go. My heart is kind of pounding. I'm scared. It's not that it's gonna be hard to do. I'm just scared :(

 

[Made4TV]

Well... that's understandable to be scared. I hope that things go how you want them to.

 

[Dani Paradox]

I went a little overboard just to ensure I wouldn't fail and wrapped the tent in all kinds of shit. It's all taped up with garbage bags and duct tape. But hey, I know I won't fail. But, I suppose unnecessary.

 

[Dani Paradox]

You need to take a large pot like that and fill it with just a bit of water to catch downward heat. Then take the steel bucket of charcoal and place it in the pot. Then put it in the tent. I have mine sitting in there right now. I have another 30 minutes before this other batch of charcoal is done and I'm going to add it to the bucket. But the tent is already full of CO.

 

[Dani Paradox]

You need to get a large chimney starter. They only cost around $10-$15. They sell them at hardware type of stores. If you're in the US...Lowe's or Home Depot.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Take a pot like this, or something similar...and put just a bit of water to catch downward heat, and then place the bucket inside.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Place the charcoal in the steel bucket.

 

[deathoverlife]

Hey guys. Just an update. This is the second time I've run into an issue. I've taken a lot of precautions with this and gone out of my way with unnecessary things because I don't want to fuck up. This is not going to just be an attempt. It's going to simply be done. So I get worried about things going wrong. For some reason my father didn't go to sleep like he normally does. He fell asleep on his bed with the door open....like all fucking night. He only just got up a bit ago, was up for a minute, and then went in and shut the door. It's almost 6:30 am now. I want to go outside and light the charcoal, but now I'm getting concerned about interruptions. He's off today, so I know he'll be sleeping in a bit later, but it varies. He won't be up before 10, I know that for sure. But it could be 11 or 12. In rare occasions he sleeps until 1. It's making me nervous though. The charcoal won't be ready until after 7:30. Supposedly I should be dead BY 10:00. But I feel like I'm cutting it too close. My plan was to be in the tent by 3 am which was three and a half hours ago... And another issue is I don't know what to do with this gas chamber now. I'm getting worried. He's off today and tomorrow.... I know he already saw it in there this morning, but expecting it to just stay there for days is a little much... I know how he gets... If he goes in there and sees it a second time, at some point he's gonna get pissed and say something... So I don't know what to do right now.. I want to just light this charcoal and get it over with, but..... I feel like there isn't enough time to make sure I'm being safe >_< I'm pretty annoyed.

wish you luck and smooth transit...love and peace to you

 

[Dani Paradox]

Well...time to decide whether or not I want my last meal. I'd like to have a sausage and cheese sandwich.

 

[invisiblycrippled]

May you find peace, my friend. And may I soon be following you. I can't wait!

 

[invisiblycrippled]

Well...time to decide whether or not I want my last meal. I'd like to have a sausage and cheese sandwich.

Definitely have that last meal!

 

[Miss clefable]

May you find peace, my friend. And may I soon be following you. I can't wait!

Calling him friend when you hardly know him

 

[fuckthis]

I never really replied or liked all of your comments and posts but I read them. All I can say now is that I hope everything goes to plan and you can rest peacefully. Good luck.