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Jaqen H'ghar

Jaqen H'ghar

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Mar 31, 2023
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I'm too exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally. I don't even know what I'm doing or typing. I've just been posting so I can maybe open my PMs/DMs. I doubt I'll remember any of these posts tomorrow. Yay memory loss lol.
How many do you need to open DM?
I respect your frankness.
 
OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
I was at peace, I didn't exist.. and then two idiots f##ked.

Have the worst life, pro-natalists.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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I was at peace, I didn't exist.. and then two idiots f##ked.

Have the worst life, pro-natalists.
It may not mean much but you made me laugh. We are in the same situation. I got stuck with pronatalists and jesus freaks. Also conservatives.... The prolife trifecta.:angry:
 
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I know. I'm sure many of us are stuck here because of that.
 
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WonderfulWeatherDIE

Got all my sources lined up.
Apr 2, 2023
84
It may not mean much but you made me laugh. We are in the same situation. I got stuck with pronatalists and jesus freaks. Also conservatives.... The prolife trifecta.:angry:

Rip those people are the absolute worst i despise them so fucking much
Man pro-lifers can eat it
I was at peace, I didn't exist.. and then two idiots f##ked.

Have the worst life, pro-natalists.
I was at peace, I didn't exist.. and then two idiots f##ked.

Have the worst life, pro-natalists.
Lol this is so insanenly relatable
Were all suffering because a pair of two selfish idiots just had to have their few minutes of fun
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Rip those people are the absolute worst i despise them so fucking much
Man pro-lifers can eat it


Lol this is so insanenly relatable
Were all suffering because a pair of two selfish idiots just had to have their few minutes of fun
Is it wrong to want to have a national "Punch A Prolifer Day" :devil::wink::hihi::pfff:
 
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WonderfulWeatherDIE

Got all my sources lined up.
Apr 2, 2023
84
Is it wrong to want to have a national "Punch A Prolifer Day" :devil::wink::hihi::pfff:

Nah dont punch them, Just give them the same exact suffering we all experience, let them try it out for like, a Week. Or a year. Then once its over lets see if theyre still oh-so pro-life.
 
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Nah dont punch them, Just give them the same exact suffering we all experience, let them try it out for like, a Week. Or a year. Then once its over lets see if theyre still oh-so pro-life.
I think they need decades of misery. Why should it be over? It's not over for us.
 
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WonderfulWeatherDIE

Got all my sources lined up.
Apr 2, 2023
84
Nah i think thats a little too cruel. Pro lifers arent monsters, well most of them, theyre just Idiots without perspective. Im pretty sure they would change their mind if we gave them some perspective on just how shit existing is for most of us here.
I think they need decades of misery. Why should it be over? It's not over for us.
The goal is to give them perspective so they shut up and leave us alone, not to produce more people like us. That would just mean more unnecessary suffering.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Nah i think thats a little too cruel. Pro lifers arent monsters, well most of them, theyre just Idiots without perspective. Im pretty sure they would change their mind if we gave them some perspective on just how shit existing is for most of us here.
I still think it needs to be more than a year. If it was only a year for me I wouldn't even be on SS and may be prolife.
 
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Yes, no tolerance for violence they espouse, it's self-defence. :smiling: Until they start dreading saying it out loud.
If there is ever a Purge for real, Imma jump up and down waving my hands... Pick Me Pick Me!!!!
 
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OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
People who CTB are so brave, remember to pour one out for them 🖤

pour one out minnie mouse GIF by Sarah Schmidt
 
OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
I'm so frustrated with people.. firstly, they deny that we live in hell despite neverending atocities in the news and gaslight those who figure it out.
Secondly, they couldn't care less about what happens to strangers, yet won't let them die peacefully.

It's just so incredibly frustrating. I can't believe I developed consciousness just to witness this nonsense. Nothing here is normal.
 
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Idkanon

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Apr 29, 2023
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Realizing how abusive my father actually is made me want to CTB even more. I wish I didn't care about my mother and sister I would've already done it.
 
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awaitinglove

awaitinglove

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Apr 30, 2023
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sick and tired of looking for love and validation in the wrong places. i will never be ok with myself. i am never satisfied. honestly just really tired of being me.
 
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notwhereIbelong

I'm so tired
Feb 12, 2023
44
My weight has been stuck for almost a year, I've only been going up and down the same kilos, fml
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
Funeral Cry needs a ko-fi account ☕. This website would be much emptier without her.
 
OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
I wasn't in time to reply to the thread where Sharons had a gathering. So wrong, so infuriating, like a set up.

I hate these situations:
Ccccc
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

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Apr 12, 2023
1,139
White knights and pity-parties.
Whoo-hoo!
 
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minx

praying machine
May 20, 2023
19
I am so tired of trying. It's like i am being forced to hold out my hand while holdibg a heavy basket with something very important in it. If i drop it everything falls apart and it will be my fault. It's just a basket, everyone says, you van even hold it with one hand, they say. But as i hold onto the basket, my hand stretched out, my muscles get more and more tired. I can hold out my hand, it's physically possible, but the pain keeps growing stronger and stronger. But i have to keep holding onto it. Everybody wants me to.
 
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cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
840
i dont know which neighbours dog keeps whining everyday but i want to strangle them. that poor dog whines every fucking day and it makes me want to cry everytime i hear it. i want to find out whos it is and try and help the dog but im too scared of talking to people, especially neighbours. im a failure. no one else seems to give a shit. everytime i tell my parents they just say theres nothing they can do, BUT THERE IS and i want to do something to help the dog bc im scared its in pain or suffering from a mental problem or neglected. i want to murder every fucking human that buys a pet and doesnt care for it properly why would you get a dog if youre just going to leave it outside to cry all the fucking time i hate humans so much why is there so much pain in the world why do humans cause so much pain humans are so fucking evil
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
When teens get banned for revealing their age it feel like we didn't protect them from pro-living sadists' evil, like we allowed it to get through the cracks to reach the most vulnerable. Sad and unfair in so many ways.
 
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notwhereIbelong

I'm so tired
Feb 12, 2023
44
my BMR is too fucking low to lose weight meanwhile my 'friend' is rubbing in my face how much weight he's lost and how good his life is looking. I'm pretty sure he's not even doing it on purpose, but I still want to strangle him
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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my BMR is too fucking low to lose weight meanwhile my 'friend' is rubbing in my face how much weight he's lost and how good his life is looking. I'm pretty sure he's not even doing it on purpose, but I still want to strangle him
That is so not cool. :angry: I will help you strangle him. :wink: It sucks not being able to lose weight. I can't seem to either.
 
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hhmmmm

Member
Apr 27, 2023
27
I'm the most flawed. Sometimes I feel so anxious that I wish I was gone so I don't have to deal with those feelings.
 
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suicidalloser

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Jun 30, 2023
365
I'm the most flawed. Sometimes I feel so anxious that I wish I was gone so I don't have to deal with those feelings.
more flawed than another? Pain doesn't have a rank; it does not denote itself on any hierarchy.
 

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