Heading to Darkness

Heading to Darkness

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Oct 29, 2023
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Good to see people here its good to chat
 
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tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
When I post something on a forum and nobody responds, I feel ignored. When I see the red alert icon pop up because someone responded, I feel apprehensive. When I don't post at all, I feel isolated. Basically, my brain just will not let me win.
I'm sure I'll find some way of killing the thread to save you from stress.

I've an important announcement:

I just spilt oats everywhere.

Applause required.

I'm now going CTB (Clean The Bench)
 
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Fimbulvetr

Fimbulvetr

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Nov 7, 2023
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I misread spilt as split and was about to ask what that meant before I reread it 😭
 
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tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
Split oats - like splitting the atom?

There'd be a giant carbohydrate cloud...
 
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delta.sigma

delta.sigma

Spiritual Warrior
Jun 17, 2023
33
Welcome to the SS-lounge!

We have an open bar and a 3-star Michelin buffet for our first class members, and we offer coke and peanuts for economy users.

We hope you enjoy your stay.
What kind of peanuts? :heh:
 
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Turmeric

Turmeric

Member
Nov 13, 2023
13
Chat revive time. Tell me what you did today.
 
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trashhologram

trashhologram

⚰ Baby, let me decompose ⚰
Dec 15, 2023
308
I need to vent and I think this might be the most appropriate place to do it. People on Reddit are on a witch hunt again and I'm the witch. Last night I made a post on a depression related sub complaining about being sick and that my girlfriend had been gone all day and the cats didn't have any food and I didn't have any tobacco. On one comment I said something like "I hope she gets her lazy ass home soon" and boom - I'm an asshole, a bitch, no wonder she didn't come home sooner.

This morning I made a meme about that post and posted it on a depression meme sub. One asshole from yesterdays post came by to tell me that I'm a manipulative bitch and playing the victim instead of taking accountability. For what? Being annoyed? Getting mad because people treat me like shit?

And now as I was eating a cookie (and had had other treats before that) some other asshole sends me a chat; "do u ever shut up slut? u fat fucking shit oh my days". I've been on a brink of a relapse back to anorexia nervosa so I guess I'll start counting calories again and won't eat over 1,200 calories a day. Fuck it. I hope I relapse bad. I'm going to let this illness kill me because that's what everyone wants.
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
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Sometimes I wonder how nice it would be to talk to various chatbots like ChatGPT without censorship and therefore also about suicide methods, who knows what ideas the AI would come up with.
 
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lqpbxeuh

Member
Feb 28, 2024
38
Why yall so... normal? I found this site through Tantacrul or whatever his name is. From the way he described you guys, I thought this would be some 4chan esque place with sexism, racism, all the isms, telling people to go kill themselves, but no. I've been lurking for a week straight and I have not encountered one person being rude or mean. Not a single one. I'm glad to say this site is the one thing giving me peace rn... I wish anyone reading the best, whether it's to have a happier life or pass peacefully.
 
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butterball

interior crocodile alligator
Jan 28, 2024
25
last night i found my old camcorder and a bunch of SD cards. i was taken back to 2009-2013 and it made me realise how much i miss that portion of my life. i wasn't necessarily happier, however things about my life were better and i was young. i had so much opportunity and potential. not to say a person loses that, however when you do inevitably get older you get ground down with the 9-5 and making ends meet while trying not to lose yourself anymore. bc if you do then that's that..

man, idk. i feel like such a waste now. i just rot and have no motivation to do anything. where i used to live we had the beach on our doorstep and beautiful walks. i hate where i am now; all the nature being torn down and replaced with more grim housing estates. for me to do something relatively commonplace, ie go for a walk, i have to drive somewhere nice. granted, i /do/ feel better for it, but still.
 
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druggedonsurvival

druggedonsurvival

Student
Feb 8, 2024
193
Why yall so... normal? I found this site through Tantacrul or whatever his name is. From the way he described you guys, I thought this would be some 4chan esque place with sexism, racism, all the isms, telling people to go kill themselves, but no. I've been lurking for a week straight and I have not encountered one person being rude or mean. Not a single one. I'm glad to say this site is the one thing giving me peace rn... I wish anyone reading the best, whether it's to have a happier life or pass peacefully.
Given that we have such a radical viewpoint (pro-choice about suicide) I think there is a certain need for solidarity in the forum. Also it functions as a safe place for people to discuss this topic without fear of stigmatization. To some level maybe we are all trying to escape that stigma, which causes it to be a largely non-judgemental space. I mean all of us are pretty fucked up here in one way or another, so I feel like none of us are really in a place to judge anyway! And of course no one will (or should) encourage anyone to ctb, it's a pro-choice forum after all.
 
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AkibaKyun

AkibaKyun

♡ Your Friend・Call Me If You Get Lost・I Love BTS ♡
Apr 10, 2024
17
Good Morning/Good Afternoon/Good Evening/Goodnight, everyone. (๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝*

I hope you're all doing well. ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

So, what did you guys eat today? ( ≧ᗜ≦) ( I'm very sorry for the random question. )
lucky star art GIF
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
Apr 8, 2024
153
Hi, I feel off because I don't understand why my posts need moderator approval now. My first two posts didn't have to be approved, so it can't be because I'm a new member. I can't see anything wrong with what I posted, I literally only said hi and asked about my setup.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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Hi, I feel off because I don't understand why my posts need moderator approval now. My first two posts didn't have to be approved, so it can't be because I'm a new member. I can't see anything wrong with what I posted, I literally only said hi and asked about my setup.
Not sure what that is about. Could be something new? 🤗🤗🤗🤗
 
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cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
Apr 8, 2024
153
@cait_sith This can happen for a few reasons. One that I know of is if you're using a VPN on a new account then it tends to do this for some or all posts for a while.

Thanks for the info. Yes, I do use vpn, I remember reading that it's ok to use one once you are registered. Kinda weird you get an extra treatment for using vpn without being told so anywhere.
 
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pinkhellokitty

pinkhellokitty

eternal sunshine
Mar 16, 2024
31
Ah I was wondering why I got this on my posts too! Makes sense now thank you
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
423
Hey guys I don't know where else to put this, but take a gander at my freakin BUDDIES! These demented little guys... Do you SSers have any plushies at your bedside? Some wonderfully wicked fellows... and perhaps... even friends? Untitled2085 20240427001741
 
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dogbreath

dogbreath

Youre not even in the hole, are you?
Feb 13, 2023
118
Hey guys I don't know where else to put this, but take a gander at my freakin BUDDIES! These demented little guys... Do you SSers have any plushies at your bedside? Some wonderfully wicked fellows... and perhaps... even friends?View attachment 136961
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OMG, never expected someone else on this site to also own peepys,,, I love my buddies so much they stay on my shelf
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
721
I preferred Jesus Christ to his father, even though I don't want them both at the funeral.
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,019
Chat revive time. Tell me what you did today.
AHHH THE COFFIN OF ANDY AND LEYLEY PFP!!! WTF ARE NORMAL HUMAN RIGHTS LMAOOOOO
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my favorite scene its the funniest lmao
context: he doesn't like being called andy so his sister does that to annoy him
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Sometimes I wonder how nice it would be to talk to various chatbots like ChatGPT without censorship and therefore also about suicide methods, who knows what ideas the AI would come up with.
i use random ai chatbots online since they are smart but also have loopholes so as long as you can convince the AI whatever your doing is ethical it'll tell you ANYTHING you want. I was testing how far it went and it had no limits, one of them even told me how to make a bomb with ingredients and step by step directions💀
 
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mikgazer6

college student
Jul 1, 2024
42
i use random ai chatbots online since they are smart but also have loopholes so as long as you can convince the AI whatever your doing is ethical it'll tell you ANYTHING you want. I was testing how far it went and it had no limits, one of them even told me how to make a bomb with ingredients and step by step directions💀
you got instructions on this? I've tried this in the past without luck
 
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damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,019
you got instructions on this? I've tried this in the past without luck
i wasn't planning on making it so i dont think i saved the directions for a bomb, but i did save the directions for other stuff like gunpowder💀
 
Saturn_

Saturn_

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
423
This guy is seriously messed up. He won't stop ordering Doordash, watching TikToks all day, and spending copious amounts of money on gacha games. He really needs to move out of the house and get a job already. Anyone know how I can get rid of him?

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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
721
My grandfather told me this – he didn't exactly tell me that but he told my grandmother and I know she never lied. So he told my grandmother that he was standing ... in World War 1 he was standing on a dead body ... and he ... he ... he's seen a bible in this guy's pocket and he ... down and he got that bible out of this guy's pocket. And he opened up the bible and there was the man's picture with his wife and his two or three children.
And he had a chain with a cross on it and he looked at the man's bible and he looked at the man's children and he looked at the cross and he looked down to see himself. He said, 'wow, man, what am I doing fighting my brother? I'm down here fighting my brother and I don't even know why I'm fighting this guy!' Why have we been fighting each other? Why are we divided? Why is our house all split up into little pieces? Why are we divided within ourselves?
We worship the same God, we have the same books, the same words – different translations but the same principles! We live by the same codes of honour! Why in hell are we fighting each other? Why did my grandfather kill himself? He comes back and tells my grandmother; 'I was fighting my brothers and I don't even know why! ... And they didn't know why!' Do you want me to tell you why?
 
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