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ksp

ksp

Arcanist
Oct 1, 2022
435
I tried for several hours yesterday
you need to rest, and collect your thoughts
think of methods that are more peaceful, this way you don't fight against your survival instinct
 
Altvtysp

Altvtysp

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Nov 5, 2022
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you need to rest, and collect your thoughts
think of methods that are more peaceful, this way you don't fight against your survival instinct
That's exactly what I'm doing. Well besides having to tell officers my family called today that I'm "just fine" and they totally left me alone. I think what I'll probably settle on is finding a spot with a large drop because trying to get inert gasses or substances is extremely unlikely. I also don't really want to do the detergent or charcoal methods. I am normally adverse to doing something like jumping but I'm really done and I don't think falling into trees and shrubs would be that bad. I just have to scope out a site that's as big of a drop as possible which I think I know a spot by my house that should be at least 100 feet with many more several hundred decline in the mountain past the initial drop.
 
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ksp

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Oct 1, 2022
435
try to plan and prepare carefully, and consider your options, without rushing it

for example, i don't have a fear of heights; i used to live on the 40th floor, so i didn't have any problems with that, in fact i enjoyed the view; but the moment i started to think about jumping and imagining my last minute of life, i had weak knees and i had to sit down - no way i was going to win against my survival instinct

i always try to do a dryrun, and imagine my last minute(s) before considering any method
 
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xxxbmw

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Apr 19, 2022
84
Suicide Methods

Sorted by: 1. Peacefulness, and 2. Reliability


MethodPeacefulReliabilityAvailabilitySpeedSI*Legality
Nembutal100 %100 %0 %< 3 min0 - sleep0 %
Carfentanyl100 %100 %10 % (street)< 10 sec0 - unaware20 %
Fentanyl90 %85 %20 % (street)< 30 sec020 %
Heroine90 %70 %20 % (street)< 1 min00 %
Nitrogen80 %95 %70 %5 breaths0 - coma100 %
Helium80 %95 %70 %5 breaths0100 %
Crb Mnxide80 %95 %70 %<2 min070 %
Shooting***80 %80 %50 %0 secfighting SI50 %
SN**70 %70 %50 % (?)10 to 30 mindiscomfort50 % (?)
Hanging60 %50 %100 %1 to 5 mindiscomfort100 %
Tourniquet60 %50 %100 %1 to 5 mindiscomfort100 %
Nigh-Night60 %50 %100 %1 to 5 mindiscomfort100 %
Cyanide50 %90 %10 %1 to 3 minpainful10 %
Bleeding50 %50 %100 %> 1 hourdiscomfort100 %
Drowning10 %62 %100 %1 to 3 minfighting SI100 %
Jumping5 %34 %70 %< 1 minfighting SI70 %
Fire0 %70 %100 %1 to 3 minagony100 %
Freezing0 %50 %100 %1 dayfighting SI100 %
Dehydration0 %50 %100 %1 weekfighting SI100 %
Starvation0 %50 %100 %8 weeksfighting SI100 %
SS Resources------

* SI = Survival Instinct / Fear
** SN = Sodium Nitrite
*** Notes about shooting:
- you need a shotgun for 100% reliability; high caliber gun: 2 shots to the gut + 1 shot to brain
- you need to know how to aim for the brainstem, and finger doesn't flinch
- you need to know a lot about firearms

reliability / risks:
- requires no medical intervention until death
- failure usually implies brain and / or organ damage (long time care) after attempt
- brain damage ranges from temporary, to life time incapacity, to vegetative state
- organ damage implies tendon / nerve, limb amputation, kidney, liver, heart, disfiguration
Hello I hope that you'll reply to my comment. I have a question and you seem to be knowledgeable. I need to know at what angle should I aim the gun or shotgun, please give your opinion if you're 100% sure. If not then please say that you're not sure, I don't want to mess this up. If possible please provide sources thanks
 
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LateForTheBus

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Feb 7, 2023
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I would really love to get my hands on some N or F.
 
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ksp

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Oct 1, 2022
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I need to know at what angle should I aim the gun or shotgun, please give your opinion if you're 100% sure. If not then please say that you're not sure, I don't want to mess this up. If possible please provide sources thanks

i think you're referring to this post:

i am absolutely NOT SURE ! this area is simply what i found in my research on this forum
in fact, i didn't do a lot of search for firearms and i'm not really interested in that method - it's too brutal and implies absolute mental terror and anguish; very easy to make a mistake

you may find a lot more info on the main thread:

my preferred methods are peaceful:
 
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Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
Being of Germanic extraction I originally leaned to cyanide; thought I would go a la Hitler, Goering, and Himmler...... Just try to get cyanide in the USA. GOOD LUCK!
Cyanide is at least very quick.
Rewind a little further to the history of the Vikings)) Then people had balls to die beautifully in bloody battles, with a face covered in someone else's blood. And here we cowardly discuss the most painless methods of suicide))
 
CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
251
wow SN seemed to have a much lower rating than i thought it would.

And shooting makes me think maybe i should go that method, good rating, il need to save for a gun.

Also insulin? i didnt know you can kill yourself with insulin, i may also look into that.

Thanks for posting.
Probably because SN is so hard to come by.
 
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kadjflakflajlk

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Feb 13, 2023
49
Suicide Methods, by peacefulness (vs agony) (2022)

mix of methods from legal resources (wikipedia, this site, and other websites available on the clear net)


Nembutal100108Liquid1
Nitrogen / Sarco10101010Gas/Mask10
Fentanyl10267Injection2
Carfentanil1011010Injection1
Helium10101010Gas/Mask10
Argon10101010Gas/Mask10
Heroine104107Injection2
Drug Mix (Morphine+)95107PPeH (p 283)3
Sodium Nitrite75 (?)76Drink5 (?)
Carbon Monoxide87910Gas10
Shooting *9 *5810Shotgun *5
Nigh-Night ***810710Korean in PPeH10
Tourniquet ***81079Tourniquet10
Insulin56510Insulin5
Bleeding **51075 (?)Blade **10
Hanging5106.17Rope10
Cyanide53108Cyanide1
Detergent / Pesticides3993Japanese10
Jumping173.57Too unreliable7
Drowning0106.55Water10
Electrocution0755Electricity10
Self-immolation01071Matches, Gasoline10
Starvation01050Nothing10
Dehydration01053Nothing10
Freezing01051Hypothermia10
Train0955Too unreliable10
Seppuku + decapitation01055Honorable0
SS Resources------




* important notes about shooting
- you need a shotgun for 100% reliability
- you need to know a lot about firearms
- you need to know how to aim for the brainstem
- you need to make sure your finger doesn't flinch (use a prop)


** bleeding
- wrist cutting has a 1.2% success rate (!!!)
- better options are neck neck or groin area
—- both of these sites contain major arteries / vanes (jugular, carotid, femoral)
- even with major arteries / vanes, this takes time (not sure about agony)

*** nigh-night, tourniquet, partial
- difficulty finding carotid arteries and jugular veins (sweet spot)
- nigh-night was applied to me, by another person: no pain, and extremely fast
(i can't apply it to myself yet…)

didn't include 'train', 'jumping', 'decapitation'
- extreme violence / gruesome / gore
- inflicting trauma onto others, high risk of injury / death to others
- needs to overcome extreme survival instinct

i placed some temporary links, so the mods can update them when appropriate

ps.
- copy the table above and paste it in Excel (or something similar) to sort be different column headers
- please let me know if i should make any important updates

how am i meant to know what all the numbers mean?
 

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