SN questions

[PrincessMeow]

I'm thinking of doing it by SN method as SN is legal in my country, but I'm curious on how much pain does SN give you. Is it unbearable? I would like to minimise my suffering as much as possible when I am going out. I'm a 18 year old btw would SN even work on my body?

Also, how strong is the SI for SN? Is it stronger or weaker than methods like hanging, train decapitation and night night? Also if say I'm found by someone, would SN make me permanently crippled? Lol I would've gone by train if the threat of disability wasn't there.

 

[Goku Black]

Man there's like a ton of threads of this by now that you can go search if you including but attempts that werent successful but here you go anyway. It's not a lot but it's a start considering the variety in opinions that have changed over the years about SN.

How long/painful is sn

how long does SN take to kill you, and how painful is it? Could it be compared to CO poisoning?

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Where do you all stand with the “SN being painful” thing?

I personally haven’t seen anyone on here who claims it’s super painful who has any actual proof- it’s all either people who attempted and then didn’t finish (aka took enough to cause a headache but not enough to die/pass out quickly) or didn’t do the method properly, or people who are...

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I failed SN (No, Sn didn't disappoint)

Tried to ctb with SN on wednesday (week ago), but aborted the "attempt". Turns out I'm the moronic poster child of rhetoric "suicidal person doesn't really want to die" maybe, (feel free to laugh at me), but from the begining. I wish I had smashed my phone with hammer. In psych ward rn. For...

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The SN mindfuck

So I just read a thread on here talking about how SN is not a humane way to die. My first thought was "great I just ordered some and the aquarium test". I read some comments and it seems like every one has their own way of looking at it that has been shaped by something they read or researched...

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Can we talk about pain from SN?

So, this is the last thing holding me back. I know that one falls unconscious after about 10-15 minutes. It's just that I'm worried about the pain before that. I don't really care about heart palpitations. That is fine. I am talking about the literal burning pain in the stomach. I'm worried...

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Members attempting with SN success failure

I'm listing member handles of those who attempted with SN to help others in deciding on its reliability by reading their postings. All of them were hurting and I wish no disrespect. They shared their stories for the benefit of other members. Being successful requires some hours of privacy and...

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SN ctb consequences

if one fails an sn attempt and just wakes up hours later, will there be any damage to the brain or kidneys ?

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SN poisoning consequences

I found two articles about SN poisoning consequences on Russian. Google translated them. In severe cases of intoxication due to degenerative changes in erythrocytes and a decrease in their resistance, hemolysis and secondary hemolytic anemia occur (on the 3-5th day after poisoning). In this...

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sn and brain damage

I have failed an sn attempt about a couple weeks ago now. I didn’t get treated at a hospital I just woke up the next day. I noticed problems with my bladder and found out I had a uti. Now I am noticing that I am becoming more nauseated than usual. When I move too much, actually it’s not even...

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FIRST EVER SN DOCUMENTATION

Yes thank you, I did get to the post where she mentioned she was taking a break.Very understandable.Not to impose with my curiosity, it killed the cat for sure. No it's fine. She was breathing very heavily. So I saw and heard her last breath. Def being unconscious

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SN fear

I see that a lot of people here have the SN kit but are still worried/fearful. What is your biggest concern regarding this method? I hope that talking about it with others might make us feel more confortable and calm using it. For me, it is not so much the pain but something going wrong with the...

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Smart watch SN

I recently got a smart watch which is samsung, I think it would be cool to take sn and have my o2 heart rate tracked and uploaded so that users of this site could track it as I ctb, sort of a morbid curiosity thing

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Have fun. This is all just to give you an idea.

 

[cupcakesandmilk]

May I ask how you are planning on receiving the package? Assuming that you live with your parents.

 

[Goku Black]

Lol I would've gone by train if the threat of disability wasn't there.

when it comes to ctb, there are risks that will always be present, even permanent damage like disability should things go completely wrong during an attempt. You cant expect to attempt to ctb but come out unscathed espeically if its a violent method like train. Also, i have to ask at 18, that's rather young to be at a point of ctb even if i do not know what you are going through in life, i hope you realize the gravity of such a decision so is there no other way except ctb being a considerable option at this point in time?

 

[PrincessMeow]

May I ask how you are planning on receiving the package? Assuming that you live with your parents.

My parents aren't that knowledgeable about chemistry, so I can just tell them that I want to make some slime or lipstick or something (I have a diy hobby). The only issue is money because it's 800 something which is expensive for me. Let's see if my mom agrees to let me buy.

Or else I'll go to some lab chemicals shop near me who don't really ask the reason for buying salts. I can pay using some saved up prize money.

Tbh I'm even considering the ctb thing, I still have a pathetic hope and a love for life so I'm not yet ready to do it. But yeah I'd like to stock up on it.

when it comes to ctb, there are risks that will always be present, even permanent damage like disability should things go completely wrong during an attempt. You cant expect to attempt to ctb but come out unscathed espeically if its a violent method like train. Also, i have to ask at 18, that's rather young to be at a point of ctb even if i do not know what you are going through in life, i hope you realize the gravity of such a decision so is there no other way except ctb being a considerable option at this point in time?

You're right, I'm too young to do it and I have opportunities in future. But the pain in my life currently is too unbearable. I don't want my life to end, I just want the pain and loneliness to go away. I got treatment for depression but it didn't help. It doesn't help that I'm being treated like a leper as my country is very conservative

Man there's like a ton of threads of this by now that you can go search if you including but attempts that werent successful but here you go anyway. It's not a lot but it's a start considering the variety in opinions that have changed over the years about SN.

How long/painful is sn

how long does SN take to kill you, and how painful is it? Could it be compared to CO poisoning?

sanctioned-suicide.net

Where do you all stand with the “SN being painful” thing?

I personally haven’t seen anyone on here who claims it’s super painful who has any actual proof- it’s all either people who attempted and then didn’t finish (aka took enough to cause a headache but not enough to die/pass out quickly) or didn’t do the method properly, or people who are...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I failed SN (No, Sn didn't disappoint)

Tried to ctb with SN on wednesday (week ago), but aborted the "attempt". Turns out I'm the moronic poster child of rhetoric "suicidal person doesn't really want to die" maybe, (feel free to laugh at me), but from the begining. I wish I had smashed my phone with hammer. In psych ward rn. For...

sanctioned-suicide.net

The SN mindfuck

So I just read a thread on here talking about how SN is not a humane way to die. My first thought was "great I just ordered some and the aquarium test". I read some comments and it seems like every one has their own way of looking at it that has been shaped by something they read or researched...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Can we talk about pain from SN?

So, this is the last thing holding me back. I know that one falls unconscious after about 10-15 minutes. It's just that I'm worried about the pain before that. I don't really care about heart palpitations. That is fine. I am talking about the literal burning pain in the stomach. I'm worried...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Members attempting with SN success failure

I'm listing member handles of those who attempted with SN to help others in deciding on its reliability by reading their postings. All of them were hurting and I wish no disrespect. They shared their stories for the benefit of other members. Being successful requires some hours of privacy and...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN ctb consequences

if one fails an sn attempt and just wakes up hours later, will there be any damage to the brain or kidneys ?

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN poisoning consequences

I found two articles about SN poisoning consequences on Russian. Google translated them. In severe cases of intoxication due to degenerative changes in erythrocytes and a decrease in their resistance, hemolysis and secondary hemolytic anemia occur (on the 3-5th day after poisoning). In this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

sn and brain damage

I have failed an sn attempt about a couple weeks ago now. I didn’t get treated at a hospital I just woke up the next day. I noticed problems with my bladder and found out I had a uti. Now I am noticing that I am becoming more nauseated than usual. When I move too much, actually it’s not even...

sanctioned-suicide.net

FIRST EVER SN DOCUMENTATION

Yes thank you, I did get to the post where she mentioned she was taking a break.Very understandable.Not to impose with my curiosity, it killed the cat for sure. No it's fine. She was breathing very heavily. So I saw and heard her last breath. Def being unconscious

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN fear

I see that a lot of people here have the SN kit but are still worried/fearful. What is your biggest concern regarding this method? I hope that talking about it with others might make us feel more confortable and calm using it. For me, it is not so much the pain but something going wrong with the...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Smart watch SN

I recently got a smart watch which is samsung, I think it would be cool to take sn and have my o2 heart rate tracked and uploaded so that users of this site could track it as I ctb, sort of a morbid curiosity thing

sanctioned-suicide.net

Have fun. This is all just to give you an idea.

Thank you so much!

 

[Goku Black]

You're right, I'm too young to do it and I have opportunities in future. But the pain in my life currently is too unbearable. I don't want my life to end, I just want the pain and loneliness to go away. I got treatment for depression but it didn't help. It doesn't help that I'm being treated like a leper as my country is very conservative

I'm truly sorry you feel this way despite acknowledging that there are opportunities in future for you considering you don't want your life to end. The treatment you've also gotten must be a lot to bear with as well, i still hope that somehow things begin to change in a way where you don't have to resort to ctb because it definitely sounds like you have hope in you but its being crushed by what you've been through, id hate for things to end like this while there is a future for you.

 

[PrincessMeow]

I'm truly sorry you feel this way despite acknowledging that there are opportunities in future for you considering you don't want your life to end. The treatment you've also gotten must be a lot to bear with as well, i still hope that somehow things begin to change in a way where you don't have to resort to ctb because it definitely sounds like you have hope in you but its being crushed by what you've been through, id hate for things to end like this while there is a future for you.

Thank you so much for your kind words. I still have a pathetic SI and a hope for life so I'm not planning to CTB right now, but it's still a thing I think of 24*7. I just wish I die in my sleep

 

[Goku Black]

I still have a pathetic SI and a hope for life so I'm not planning to CTB right now, but it's still a thing I think of 24*7. I just wish I die in my sleep

Hard to live with both like this but i wish you all the best going forward.

 

[restless.dreams]

Your pain is real, but maybe it won't last forever. Life can surprise us sometimes. I hope things get better for you <3

 

[cupcakesandmilk]

My parents aren't that knowledgeable about chemistry, so I can just tell them that I want to make some slime or lipstick or something (I have a diy hobby). The only issue is money because it's 800 something which is expensive for me. Let's see if my mom agrees to let me buy.

Or else I'll go to some lab chemicals shop near me who don't really ask the reason for buying salts. I can pay using some saved up prize money.

Tbh I'm even considering the ctb thing, I still have a pathetic hope and a love for life so I'm not yet ready to do it. But yeah I'd like to stock up on it.

I see. I don't believe that's an option for me. I personally thought about getting the package elsewhere until I realised I've never ordered any packages, nor do I have an excuse to go out lmao.

And tbh if you have something to look forward to, I say you should try giving life another chance; CTB will always be an option at any point in time, and I believe you know it already, but that being said, I know how much it pains to live like that. Seriously, I really hope you overcome whatever has brought you here. Take care, stranger. <3

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Has anyone been successful with dimenhydramine as AE?

 

[PrincessMeow]

I see. I don't believe that's an option for me. I personally thought about getting the package elsewhere until I realised I've never ordered any packages, nor do I have an excuse to go out lmao.

And tbh if you have something to look forward to, I say you should try giving life another chance; CTB will always be an option at any point in time, and I believe you know it already, but that being said, I know how much it pains to live like that. Seriously, I really hope you overcome whatever has brought you here. Take care, stranger. <3

Thank you. I hope you get out of these hard times too

Your pain is real, but maybe it won't last forever. Life can surprise us sometimes. I hope things get better for you <3

Thank you :). I hope you recover from your demons too