- May 5, 2023
So I just read a thread on here talking about how SN is not a humane way to die. My first thought was "great I just ordered some and the aquarium test". I read some comments and it seems like every one has their own way of looking at it that has been shaped by something they read or researched. Only problem is MOST OF US ARE NOT EXPERTS BY ANY MEANS. Me my self tbh don't consider myself to be all that intelligent but I understand there are many variables to this. Ex: did you take the right dose, size and weight, preparation, did they keep it down with out vomiting ect. Now I'm just like wtf because the thread went as far as to say some cases took 40 hours with convulsions. Now this is not to say I'm scared or decided against this method I just wish wish was 1 good factual, rational and expert study we can all read an agree on.(I know the pph but even this we can't agree to it as a whole) Maybee something that falls in the middle of all this... some of u may have read that my original plan was cyanide. I immediately decided against it when I found out about SN on here. Idk how hard it is to get but honestly if I'm going to be going through hours of w.e it is that SN causes I may just go with the few minutes of pain the cyanide brings and be done with it. Not to mention I can be drunk off my ass with the cyanide....what to do what to do?