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[venting247]

Autism and ADHD are diametrically opposed things - autists can be obsessively fixated on something in which they are interested, and ADHD occurs in people who cannot focus their attention on anything.

I have both, and yes it is possible to have both.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Autism, social anxiety, depression. Living with these issues has fucked me up..

 

[venin.n]

generalized anxiety, schizoaffective, bipolar 1, and an unidentified dissociative disorder

all coming from different doctors so who really knows

have some traits of bpd tho and my boyfriend who's autistic is 99% sure i am too sooo yeaa

very exhausting but we up ig (help)

congrats on that

BPD, BDD, depression

What is BDD?

 

[Iamtired]

I have GBS (Guillain-Barré syndrome)
Borderline/bipolar traits. GAD.

 

[venin.n]

Peeps, I made a server on discord if you wanna join. Basically for venting, chit-chats, sharing stuff, whatever

Here's the link

I have GBS (Guillain-Barré syndrome)
Borderline/bipolar traits. GAD.

How does GBS manifest?

 

[DoomValuer]

ADD , Aspergers, possibly undiagnosed depression and godforsaken asthma

 

[whateverr]

Part of my pancreas was removed so my digestive system and blood sugar are extremely sensitive to stress. Spleen was removed also, but doesn't seem to cause as many problems. Constantly have skin issues, too. Was misdiagnosed as depressed, really just anxious af all the time which exhausts me into depression. I get delusional really easily. Severe back and neck problems. Can't exercise or move much at all without tensing up severely. I'm probably sociopathic at this point, or I just hate everyone and everything I guess. Have insulin resistance related health problems like numbing and tingling in extremeties. Severe respiratory issues from when I smoked weed as medication.

 

[venin.n]

Part of my pancreas was removed so my digestive system and blood sugar are extremely sensitive to stress. Spleen was removed also, but doesn't seem to cause as many problems. Constantly have skin issues, too. Was misdiagnosed as depressed, really just anxious af all the time which exhausts me into depression. I get delusional really easily. Severe back and neck problems. Can't exercise or move much at all without tensing up severely. I'm probably sociopathic at this point, or I just hate everyone and everything I guess. Have insulin resistance related health problems like numbing and tingling in extremeties. Severe respiratory issues from when I smoked weed as medication.

That' a lot to bear. I feel you on hating everyone and everything

 

[whateverr]

That' a lot to bear. I feel you on hating everyone and everything

Yeah, it sort of became automatic at some point. What are mdd and npd?

 

[jbear824]

BPD, CPTSD, GAD, SAD, panic disorder, chronic anxiety, major depressive, acute OCD, and ADHD. those are the major players in my mental health.

And I'm fairly certain I have autistic traits, just maybe not a full ASD.

 

[venin.n]

Yeah, it sort of became automatic at some point. What are mdd and npd?

Major depressive disorder and narcissistic personality disorder.

Yeha, it does. This world is kinda hateable anyway, and so or people, so…

 

[whateverr]

Major depressive disorder and narcissistic personality disorder.

Yeha, it does. This world is kinda hateable anyway, and so or people, so…

I always wondered why I was never diagnosed with npd, but I guess I'm kind of split. Self-centered to an extreme with my emotions, but practically the opposite with my thoughts. I don't even know how I do it, tbh. My mind is weird.

 

[venin.n]

BPD, CPTSD, GAD, SAD, panic disorder, chronic anxiety, major depressive, acute OCD, and ADHD. those are the major players in my mental health.

And I'm fairly certain I have autistic traits, just maybe not a full ASD.

I feel you dog

I always wondered why I was never diagnosed with npd, but I guess I'm kind of split. Self-centered to an extreme with my emotions, but practically the opposite with my thoughts. I don't even know how I do it, tbh. My mind is weird.

So is mine… I'm just broken

I wouldn't wish npd on my worst enemy

 

[jackrussell]

after 28 years of being prescribed psych drugs i have severe depression, anxiety, and insomnia. 28 years ago i was just moderately depressed. i should never have taken a psych drug.

 

[whateverr]

after 28 years of being prescribed psych drugs i have severe depression, anxiety, and insomnia. 28 years ago i was just moderately depressed. i should never have taken a psych drug.

Oh, you and me probably have so much in common.

 

[venin.n]

after 28 years of being prescribed psych drugs i have severe depression, anxiety, and insomnia. 28 years ago i was just moderately depressed. i should never have taken a psych drug.

Yeah it's not that simple with meds. Like you just take it and then you just feel better. For me they have little effect and a lot of side effects.

 

[whateverr]

I feel you dog

So is mine… I'm just broken

I wouldn't wish npd on my worst enemy

NPD is heavily demonized, too, despite the fact that literally everyone is a narcissist in the end. It,s shitty when you finally realize how broken you are. no hope left.

 

[venin.n]

NPD is heavily demonized, too, despite the fact that literally everyone is a narcissist in the end. It,s shitty when you finally realize how broken you are. no hope left.

For sure. I was obsessed about finding the truth about everything cause I didn't know why I was feeling that bad, but it's even shittier now that I see everything the way it actually is.

Yes, for sure npd is demonized. Still, the demonic parts are present, there's no denying it.

 

[whateverr]

For sure. I was obsessed about finding the truth about everything cause I didn't know why I was feeling that bad, but it's even shittier now that I see everything the way it actually is.

Yes, for sure npd is demonized. Still, the demonic parts are present, there's no denying it.

Yeah, searching for the truth is the opposite of what we should be doing lol. Made that mistake, too.

 

[venin.n]

Yeah, searching for the truth is the opposite of what we should be doing lol. Made that mistake, too.

Looking to get inside the matrix again ) eat a stake, be ignorant and stress-free

 

[whateverr]

Looking to get inside the matrix again ) eat a stake, be ignorant and stress-free

lol, my digestion is too fucked up for a steak right now. I think it will pass, though.

 

[jackrussell]

Yeah it's not that simple with meds. Like you just take it and then you just feel better. For me they have little effect and a lot of side effects.

same here and they're impossible to get off cause the withdrawal is so miserable.

 

[venin.n]

same here and they're impossible to get off cause the withdrawal is so miserable.

For me the withdrawal hasn't been that rough but without them I'm way more fuckedup. Even though I don't feel that good, at all, when I'm on them.

 

[venin.n]

Oh, you and me probably have so much in common.

We probably do

lol, my digestion is too fucked up for a steak right now. I think it will pass, though.

"this too shall pass"

 

[ChiseHatori]

Diagnosed?
PTSD, fibromyalgia, migraines, OCD, gender dysphoria, carpal tunnel, endometriosis, panic disorder/anxiety, major depressive disorder (I'm sure many of us here have that one)

Suspected?
IBS, probably a personality disorder, DP/DR or less likely DID, CFS

I didn't include autism, because I don't really consider autism an illness but it does certainly make life more difficult.

 

[BlazingBob]

Parkinson's disease, severe refractory primary RLS, unbearably painful neuropathy, probable me/cfs, mdd, anxiety, cptsd

 

[suicidalenby]

mdd, gad, adhd, autism, tourettes, and suspected cptsd and bpd

 

[venin.n]

I am sorry to hear that

Yeah. I hate it. I'm a very erotic individual, so…

mdd, gad, adhd, autism, tourettes, and suspected cptsd and bpd

We're more or less in this area if you can see depression, no? That's great actually. Depression is sadness madness I hate it

Parkinson's disease, severe refractory primary RLS, unbearably painful neuropathy, probable me/cfs, mdd, anxiety, cptsd

How are you holding on?

Diagnosed?
PTSD, fibromyalgia, migraines, OCD, gender dysphoria, carpal tunnel, endometriosis, panic disorder/anxiety, major depressive disorder (I'm sure many of us here have that one)

Suspected?
IBS, probably a personality disorder, DP/DR or less likely DID, CFS

I didn't include autism, because I don't really consider autism an illness but it does certainly make life more difficult.

Yes we do. What's IBS?

ADD , Aspergers, possibly undiagnosed depression and godforsaken asthma

I'm really sorry

Autism, social anxiety, depression. Living with these issues has fucked me up..

I understand you very well tbh

It's an autoimmune disease. I don't know why some people get it, but it runs in families. It means I'm not supposed to have anything with gluten in it because my body attacks it like it's a poisonous substance which causes all sorts of problems. I do still eat gluten though because gluten free food is expensive and I don't care about my health.

Rock on

 

[phantomime]

Schizoprenia, autism, sickle cell disease, alopecia, recently learned I'm also plagued by fibromyalgia chronic pain. Unfortunately survived a cancer. I struggle a lot with depersonalization and body dysmorphia, mainly due to what recurrent anemia and alopecia have caused to me. I don't want go to medical profissionals anymore to get diagnosis but I was also told my case of emotional dependence and parasocial obsession is bad. Idc

 

[Finalnight]

Being alive.

Yeah got that too