venin.n

venin.n

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I have mdd, npd traits, dysthymia, gad & social anxiety.


+ probably bipolar


L.E. Also CPTSD
 
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Strawberry Moon

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BPD, Bipolar, CPTSD and OCD

Undiagnosed but I'm almost certain that I'm autistic and have a form of ADHD.
 
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I have mdd, npd traits, disthymia, gad & social anxiety.

+ probably bipolar
I have MDD, GAD, Bulimia, Alcoholism (In Recovery).
+ probably BPD
 
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anxiety, c-ptsd, depression (which is new, yay me!), and probably undiagnosed chronic fatigue syndrome.

Honestly the worst symptoms are the chronic fatigue, insomnia, and all the executive functioning problems that stem from it (brain fog, memory problems, inattentiveness, derealization).

I can handle my anxiety/ptsd but I just want to be able to hold a conversation or have the energy to go for a hike with my friends. I feel like I have brain damage
 
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schizophrenia decayed teeth broken left shoulder dislocated 10 times goes weak and limp tinnitus a brain injury and a damaged stomach lining
 
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BPD, MDD, Social Anxiety Disorder.
I make really dumb decisions sometimes and I lack self awareness in a lot of areas
 
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anxiety, c-ptsd, depression (which is new, yay me!), and probably undiagnosed chronic fatigue syndrome.

Honestly the worst symptoms are the chronic fatigue, insomnia, and all the executive functioning problems that stem from it (brain fog, memory problems, inattentiveness, derealization).

I can handle my anxiety/ptsd but I just want to be able to hold a conversation or have the energy to go for a hike with my friends. I feel like I have brain damage
Depression, in the first stage is just horrendous… I'm sorry. If we can help you with some info or advice, tell us ❤️

I feel you with the exhaustion part and not being able to do normal stuff 🥺
BPD, MDD, Social Anxiety Disorder.
I make really dumb decisions sometimes and I lack self awareness in a lot of areas
❤️🫂
schizophrenia decayed teeth broken left shoulder dislocated 10 times goes weak and limp tinnitus a brain injury and a damaged stomach lining
So sorry man…
 
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I've only ever been diagnosed with social anxiety, generalized anxiety and depression. I suspect that I am also autistic but I'll never know since I'm too scared to actually go see anyone about it. Sigh. I also have thalassemia which gives me permanent fatigue on top of it all.
 
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I've only ever been diagnosed with social anxiety, generalized anxiety and depression. I suspect that I am also autistic but I'll never know since I'm too scared to actually go see anyone about it. Sigh. I also have thalassemia which gives me permanent fatigue on top of it all.
The hell triad: gad sad and mdd 😖

I'm really sorry. 🫂
 
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Clinical depression, bipolar 1, generalised anxiety disorder, and a touch of aspergers to go.
Life is just fucking peachy.
 
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🍑yups 😁 how does aspergers manifest?
Basically it means I am no good at social interactions, social anxiety, not good at reading people, piss poor conversationalist.
It doesn't bother me nowadays because I have become a hermit.
 
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Basically it means I am no good at social interactions, social anxiety, not good at reading people, piss poor conversationalist.
It doesn't bother me nowadays because I have become a hermit.
That sounds like me 🤔
 
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Arachno

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OCD, ADHD, and I suspect that I have autism and Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. And to top it all of, I have moderate scoliosis :)
 
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I have neuroendocrine degenerative disease which I believe was triggered by the c19 vax. I will eventually die from this disease unless im able to find legal assistance in dying which the UK parliament is painstakingly taking its time to ratify, if at all. Some day theres so much pain and I get little help from doctors.
 
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Got diagnosed with aspergers my first year of school.
I don't dwell on it much. Pinning all my problems on a collection of characteristics I seemed to match once over a decade ago is unproductive.
It does explain a lot though, and I guess I'd feel even worse if I thought I was failing at life this hard as a normal person.
 
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mertvets

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diagnosed? Dysthymia / persistent depressive disorder
what else? who knows..
 
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diagnosed? Dysthymia / persistent depressive disorder
what else? who knows..
Yes, diagnosed or not. Not a problem really ❤️
OCD, ADHD, and I suspect that I have autism and Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. And to top it all of, I have moderate scoliosis :)
So sorry to hear that 🫂 I also have back pain since the depression started.
diagnosed? Dysthymia / persistent depressive disorder
what else? who knows..
For how long have you been dysthymic?
 
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So much shit wrong mentally and physically I'm fucking dead already
 
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scattymessyhuman

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I have mdd, npd traits, dysthymia, gad & social anxiety.


+ probably bipolar


L.E. Also CPTSD
Diagnosed with ASD, ADHD, anorexia nervosa, EUPD, anxiety, and depression. Also have CPTSD but nightmare to get that diagnosis in the UK. Also have complicated grief but that probably comes under CPTSD. I have OCD traits but they are less bad when depressed
 
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Kundalini Syndrome
 
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Diagnosed with ASD, ADHD, anorexia nervosa, EUPD, anxiety, and depression. Also have CPTSD but nightmare to get that diagnosis in the UK. Also have complicated grief but that probably comes under CPTSD. I have OCD traits but they are less bad when depressed
Sorry for all of them🫂 I know how it is to live with so many disorders❤️

For me it's that way with anxiety: when I'm depressed af, I'm not that that anxious and vice-versa.
Kundalini Syndrome
I used to believe in those kinds of things. How does it manifest in your case?🤗
 
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For me it's that way with anxiety: when I'm depressed af, I'm not that that anxious and vice-versa.
This is interesting. I have borderline, reoccurring major depression, ocd and anxiety. I'd say my anxiety is chronic and the worse it gets, the more likely I am to fall into a depression, and the two feed each other.

If I flare up and start getting intrusive thoughts or a panic attack (and fortunately I don't experience panic attacks as often these days,) it exhausts me and induces thoughts of worthlessness or being a burden or a sinful person, and that's when depression kicks in.

I am never not nervous or ill at ease tho lol
 
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Autism, adhd, GAD, depression, social anxiety, Trichotillomania, ocd, trypophobia, DID
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

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Kundalini Syndrome
I had a bad kundalini experience after an intense few months of meditation .
Sorry you are going through this.
 
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I had a bad kundalini experience after an intense few months of meditation .
Sorry you are going through this.
It's pretty horrible, apart from the psychic and mediumship abilities you get it's suffering. Am curious what the symptoms of your kundalini syndrome were?
Sorry for all of them🫂 I know how it is to live with so many disorders❤️

For me it's that way with anxiety: when I'm depressed af, I'm not that that anxious and vice-versa.

I used to believe in those kinds of things. How does it manifest in your case?🤗
Paranoia/fear/anxiety, intensified emotions, isolation and absorbing peoples energy
 
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