Gypped
Member
- Sep 29, 2018
- 10
I like long walks,especially when they are taken by people who annoy me.Not anyone here i mean in real life.
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lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
I DO NOT KNOW if I can say this on here but, Couldn't sleep in the truck a couple nights ago with a bottle of tequila down, been working non stop since. I got 9 hours off til I go back to work so fuck it, I'm rubbing one out and calling it a night, day w e t f it is
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
Desperate_Soul
I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
- Aug 26, 2018
- 1,980
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
blood orange
Member
- Sep 14, 2018
- 81
My ex ignores me to touch my pet cat, even if the cat is sitting on my lap.
This evening he reaches over me to pet the cat. He's dressed up for a date.
Like hey guy don't touch my cat for good luck for your shitty date.
This evening he reaches over me to pet the cat. He's dressed up for a date.
Like hey guy don't touch my cat for good luck for your shitty date.
I am so dumb. I don't even know how the world works at a practical level. I was never built to be here.
lostinthedream
Warlock
- Sep 2, 2018
- 754
I feel much the same, I have NEVER felt that I belong here on earth, that I am some type of cosmic mistake..
This world is very toxic and I can't stand it anymore
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
It's funny, my username is just a reference to a pop song. It doesn't signify how I look at myself at all. But I think it shapes how people on here perceive me - I am definitely no angel, but I try to be kind and respectful mostly. If my username was "EvilPedo" I somehow don't think I'd be looked at the same way lol.
How can anyone truly say they enjoy this life, all we do is say "oh it will get better" but what actually happens is we swap one problem/sadness for another. Are we ever truly happy? Why live just to be in hope you'll get another snippet of a good day.
Desperate_Soul
I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
- Aug 26, 2018
- 1,980
I have been sitting here wanting to talk about my feelings and problems, but every time I type something, I delete it.
Even on a suicide forum, I can't open up. I'll just keep pretending nothing is wrong with me and that I'm doing okay.
Good night. I hope I don't wake up.
Even on a suicide forum, I can't open up. I'll just keep pretending nothing is wrong with me and that I'm doing okay.
Good night. I hope I don't wake up.
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
Your not the only one. It took me till I was in my 30's before the light bulb went on but it was too late for me the damage was already done and irreparable.
Tbh the world and how it works is very dumb
Lunar
Student
- Aug 14, 2018
- 188
I mentioned before that I have a neighbour who likes to play loud music at early hours of the morning, well last night (think it was past 1am) he was doing it again and I start hearing something hitting my window. I find out that it's another neighbour trying to get his attention by for some reason trying to throw frozen food into his open window. I mean that probably sounds hilarious to some people, but I was going into a panic attack thinking all sorts of things. I also live by myself and just feel constantly nervous in general. I find the smallest things and sounds can set me off.
lostinthedream
Warlock
- Sep 2, 2018
- 754
I also get weird nagging feelings that I am either in a dream, coma, dead, or a computer simulation or maybe just maybe I am GOD.. Which makes me feel horrific because how could I create something as horrific as this.. ?
satou
not yet
- Sep 3, 2018
- 225
If a user here has a person (real or not) in their avatar, in my mind I always assume that is what they actually look like in real life.
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
The truth is funny when certain people can't handle it.
Desperate_Soul
I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
- Aug 26, 2018
- 1,980
What's the point of a presidential alert?
Are they going to announce when the world is ending?
Are they going to announce when the world is ending?
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
Desperate_Soul
I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
- Aug 26, 2018
- 1,980
For giving life another chance! Jk. But their profile status says they're going to give life another go...
Desperate_Soul
I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
- Aug 26, 2018
- 1,980
ah fuck i'm choking... i swallowed spicy stuff the wrong way... my insides burn.. oh god. can't breathe...
edit: false alarm. i'm not dead but my throat is burning
edit: false alarm. i'm not dead but my throat is burning
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lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
One of the many mysteries of the universe, why was I blessed with a pair of nuts? They hurt if I sit wrong and get in the way if I need to fart. I shouldn't put this on here but its random thoughts right?
Sorry yall I'm odd and broken
Sorry yall I'm odd and broken
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I wish I could see the aftermath of my death.
Desperate_Soul
I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
- Aug 26, 2018
- 1,980
Will knowing my age make you look at me differently? I've always wondered.
AndyCurious
Warlock
- Sep 13, 2018
- 707
Not at all...
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
Probably not
