Random thoughts

[mattwitt]

Soylent Green is people !!!

 

[lost illusions]

A lot of people are getting their accounts banned... Would my name look better with a strikethrough? Hm.

Desperate_Soul

No, I like the name

 

[fuckthis]

I hate it when i get inspired to create something after watching someone else do it on youtube and then miserably fail. It happens too often to me. Failure is my biggest fear.

 

[fuckthis]

I love this forum. It's the only place I can express myself. Reddit is full of "Suicide only passes the pain onto others" morons. Like, why should I have to stay alive just to keep other people happy. That's selfish. You don't know the shit I've been through.

Exactly, it's like they try to guilt trip you. Or the worst ones are when they say "I care". Dude you don't know me! How could you possibly care :/ Like after you made that comment you wouldn't even think about me ever again...

 

[ctoan]

I hate it when i get inspired to create something after watching someone else do it on youtube and then miserably fail. It happens too often to me. Failure is my biggest fear.

if you dont try you cant fail

 

[Morning Angel]

You don't get to tell another suicidal person to live when you're wanting to be gone yourself. Also, when you know damn well you cannot offer any practical solutions for their plight. I don't have the patience for this kind of shit anymore. I cannot tend to your emotions about my choice because frankly, you don't have to live this reality, I do.

 

[fuckthis]

You don't get to tell another suicidal person to live when you're wanting to be gone yourself. Also, when you know damn well you cannot offer any practical solutions for their plight. I don't have the patience for this kind of shit anymore. I cannot tend to your emotions about my choice because frankly, you don't have to live this reality, I do.

I would like this multiple times if i could!

 

[fuckthis]

You don't get to tell another suicidal person to live when you're wanting to be gone yourself. Also, when you know damn well you cannot offer any practical solutions for their plight. I don't have the patience for this kind of shit anymore. I cannot tend to your emotions about my choice because frankly, you don't have to live this reality, I do.

You have worded this perfectly, I wish I had told that to someone before we stopped speaking.

 

[Morning Angel]

You have worded this perfectly, I wish I had told that to someone before we stopped speaking.

Yeah. I tried to explain a few times, including the options I tried and explored. It really is an impossible situation in my case and I'm not a fan of wishful thinking. Didn't seem to matter because they felt sad for me. I guess it's natural but I just don't have the energy or will to reassure others about this choice.

 

[CRM]

How can people be so cruel. Like, I don't understand. My mind is unable to grasp why someone would do something to hurt another someone. This world is so awful, and it is all thanks to our species.

I occasionally see people point to the cruelty of humanity and claim it's just part of nature, but concepts such as torture, war, genocide, and other things only achievable by an intelligent species do not exist apart from humans. I don't understand why people praise humanity for accomplishments that are trivial compared to the amount of suffering we have caused (and which were often only conceived to exploit nature in the service of humanity).

 

[throwaway123]

I occasionally see people point to the cruelty of humanity and claim it's just part of nature, but concepts such as torture, war, genocide, and other things only achievable by an intelligent species do not exist apart from humans. I don't understand why people praise humanity for accomplishments that are trivial compared to the amount of suffering we have caused (and which were often only conceived to exploit nature in the service of humanity).

Humans are animals and in my opinion not a intelligent species.Other Animals are capable of torture, war, genocide, and other things.

 

[CRM]

Humans are animals and in my opinion not a intelligent species.Other Animals are capable of torture, war, genocide, and other things.

Chimpanzees are extremely similar to humans, and the scale of this "war" is not even close to those perpetrated by humankind.

I called humans an intelligent species because we are aware of our actions and have a reason for them. Other animals act on instinct. You're right that we are animals and not as smart as we like to believe, however.

 

[throwaway123]

Chimpanzees are extremely similar to humans, and the scale of this "war" is not even close to those perpetrated by humankind.

I called humans an intelligent species because we are aware of our actions and have a reason for them. Other animals act on instinct. You're right that we are animals and not as smart as we like to believe, however.

The largest animal war in history is happening right beneath our feet.

We're no different from animals,I'd say the majority of humans are barely aware of their own existence. Obedient semi consciousness workers who most of the time if not all the time act on their instincts. Take a look at the world. What's the three things that matter most? (Sex/Drugs)/constant dopamin hits, Money and Power. We're always acting on our instincts. Materialism is the basis of our society.

It's always the same in nature. The same pattern repeating itself over and over again.
Humans are nothing special. Just another product of evolution.
Other animals are also aware of their actions and capable of reasoning.

You seem to think that humans are something completely different when in fact we share 70 percent of our genes with bananas, 60 percent with fruit flies and 96 with chimpanzees.

 

[CRM]

The largest animal war in history is happening right beneath our feet.

We're no different from animals,I'd say the majority of humans are barely aware of their own existence. Obedient semi consciousness workers who most of the time if not all the time act on their instincts. Take a look at the world. What's the three things that matter most? (Sex/Drugs)/constant dopamin hits, Money and Power. We're always acting on our instincts. Materialism is the basis of our society.

It's always the same in nature. The same pattern repeating itself over and over again.
Humans are nothing special. Just another product of evolution.

I'm pretty sure we're in agreement here, other than you taking issue with me calling humans intelligent.

Human psychology is far more complex than other animals' though. That materialism you spoke of is magnified a thousand-fold in humans because of this. That's what makes us worse than other animals. Yes, I agree that we're nothing special.

 

[lost illusions]

I hate it when i get inspired to create something after watching someone else do it on youtube and then miserably fail. It happens too often to me. Failure is my biggest fear.

Same here, I got so many prodjects that are unfinished or complete failures. And yet I can't stop and I don't know why

 

[lost illusions]

Dredding morning

Good news,I didn't have to bust the window out of my dogde

 

[Trashcan]

I'm finally going to get the gun on Monday. I'm going to pick it up on that day. The next step after that is to take it to the shooting range and make sure it functions.

 

[406blue]

Night (and rain) adds to the mood of dying. It romanticizes it a bit, even though there is nothing particularly pretty about death.

Also, I think half of my likes come from Cyanide.

What better time than the night and some light rain, in a forest. It is romantic in a sense, also just the feeling of the gentle nature of the world around you and that you're somehow coming home. This is romance really. But it's so beautiful, perhaps you'd rather not leave. The bathroom then, and the fact that as you prepare you realise the sink isn't clean...

 

[fuckthis]

Wish I was sitting in front of a coffee shop right now in the early morning where there's lots of fog and a slight breeze. No problems, no issues.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

It would be cool if posts in game threads didn't count towards 'messages' but 'points' since the point system isn't in use.

Someone already mentioned it in feedback, but it's still a nice idea.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suggestion-seperate-points-gained-in-game-threads.1472/

 

[fuckthis]

i wish i was better at comforting people but i can't even comfort myself. How am i supposed to love and care for someone if I can't do the same to myself?

 

[Midnight]

The sole purpose of my life has become helping/pleasing people. Shit ain't worth it.

 

[Emilia]

It was nice to meet all of you,i'm leaving someone made a word game and said they copy and pasted it from somewhere else,so i went looking for it,i found it and copied a different game from there,and now someone is bullying me about it,
i sent them a pm to explain but they won't answer,i asked in a thread for them to pm me but they said no and in the thread i said i sent them a pm but they wont answer me.I don't know what i have done wrong,but i go here to get away from my problems not to have more problems.It was the first time in weeks i had fun,thank you to all the people that played word games with me.

 

[lost illusions]

It was nice to meet all of you,i'm leaving someone made a word game and said they copy and pasted it from somewhere else,so i went looking for it,i found it and copied a different game from there,and now someone is bullying me about it,
i sent them a pm to explain but they won't answer,i asked in a thread for them to pm me but they said no and in the thread i said i sent them a pm but they wont answer me.I don't know what i have done wrong,but i go here to get away from my problems not to have more problems.It was the first time in weeks i had fun,thank you to all the people that played word games with me.

Hey, try not to let people get to you so much.

 

[mattwitt]

I wish I could say that it's been fun but I can't !

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I wish I could say that it's been fun but I can't !

All those games... all those YouTube videos... it's been fun for me...

 

[mattwitt]

All those games... all those YouTube videos... it's been fun for me...

I was talking about this ride called life I've been stuck on for almost 42 years now. It has it's fun moments from time to time but for the most part it sucks really bad and I need to get off of it.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I was talking about this ride called life I've been stuck on for almost 42 years now. It has it's fun moments from time to time but for the most part it sucks really bad and I need to get off of it.

I know, silly. Was just messing around :P

Take me with you, don't leave me here by myself...

 

[mattwitt]

I know, silly. Was just messing around :P

Take me with you, don't leave me here by myself...

I know you were and thanks for having fun with me !

 

[CRM]

I've been watching Twitch streams a lot lately not for the content, but because it is live and makes me feel less lonely. How low is that?