Random thoughts

[Desperate_Soul]

Big Edit: 25 years old

 

[AndyCurious]

52 years old

I'm 48

 

[lostinthedream]

and I'm 42

 

[lost illusions]

52 years old

It don't bother me one bit

 

[Anon1337]

I couldn't imagine living that long.

 

[AndyCurious]

Feels like 95 though, because of my arthritis...

 

[RM5998]

52 years old

I'm 48

and I'm 42

And I'm 20. That makes me wonder, what is this website's demographic?

 

[lost illusions]

Is it possible to od on buspirone

 

[throwaway123]

Why does this feel like hell?

Maybe this is hell and we're all just not supposed to be aware of that?

 

[lost illusions]

Why does this feel like hell?

Maybe this is hell and we're all just not supposed to be aware of that?

Possible

 

[Morning Angel]

I am always amazed when other suicidals try to talk me out of my decision. I really wish people would not make my decision about them, their guilt, or whatever "morals" they think they have. I guess the only way to avoid this is to prevent any attachments at all.

 

[lostinthedream]

Why does this feel like hell?

Maybe this is hell and we're all just not supposed to be aware of that?

Every single day I wonder the same thing...

 

[Midnight]

My ex ignores me to touch my pet cat, even if the cat is sitting on my lap.

This evening he reaches over me to pet the cat. He's dressed up for a date.
Like hey guy don't touch my cat for good luck for your shitty date.

You still live together with your ex? That's some torturous shit right there ...

 

[Trashcan]

The gun finally arrived at the gun store. It's a bit of a drive so I'm going to have to find an excuse to go there without raising suspicion.

 

[lostinthedream]

The gun finally arrived at the gun store. It's a bit of a drive so I'm going to have to find an excuse to go there without raising suspicion.

What type are you going for?

 

[satou]

Today someone I met once 2 weeks ago spotted me while I was walking in the distance (although in the same building I met her in) and called out and said hi + my name.
I feel stupid for feeling somewhat happy about this, that she instantly recognized me (although I probably have a notable figure) and in particular that she remembered my name.
I just feel so disconnected from society that it's hard for me to remember that it consists of actual living persons and not just bureaucratic robots and anonymous humans that might well be unconscious zombies to me.

 

[Trashcan]

What type are you going for?

Muzzleloader. I really wanted a shotgun but am pretty sure I can't get it. You can be charged with a felony for lying on a background check, so I figured it wasn't worth the risk. But people have committed suicide with muzzeloaders before. As long as you get the right ammo, use a modern muzzleloader, and aim right, you can die instantly.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

A lot of people are getting their accounts banned... Would my name look better with a strikethrough? Hm.

Desperate_Soul

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

A lot of people are getting their accounts banned... Would my name look better with a strikethrough? Hm.

Desperate_Soul

If you go down, I'm going with you. Fuck that sounded hardcore.

 

[RM5998]

I just feel so disconnected from society that it's hard for me to remember that it consists of actual living persons and not just bureaucratic robots and anonymous humans that might well be unconscious zombies to me.

You're lucky. Where I am, there's just academically talented zombies, and sadistic zombie kings masked as professors.

 

[Anon1337]

Suicide is going to become more and more common.

 

[Anon1337]

The government only cares about suicide because dead people can't work.

 

[agreement]

Tonite I've had a fit of rage and I've destroyed a chair, broken my dishwasher and damaged my microwave.

My fridge is already almost broken by itself... thanks for the thought.... ;-)

 

[millefeui]

How can people be so cruel. Like, I don't understand. My mind is unable to grasp why someone would do something to hurt another someone. This world is so awful, and it is all thanks to our species.

 

[agreement]

How can people be so cruel. Like, I don't understand. My mind is unable to grasp why someone would do something to hurt another someone. This world is so awful, and it is all thanks to our species.

I'm sorry, I didn't thought that you cared about my chair and home appliances.

The chair is truly shattered , but there's still a ray of hope for the dishwasher, maybe with some sugru I could fix it.

 

[blood orange]

You still live together with your ex? That's some torturous shit right there ...

Yeah. But it's a roof over my head.

I try to have a schedule entirely opposite of his so we don't need to communicate.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I wish posts in the game threads didn't count towards message counts or 'ranking'.
In the beginning, I used to delete my posts from the game posts whenever I remembered to, but then I slacked off.
Now I currently have 1,272 (+1) messages and more than half is from playing offtopic games.

 

[lostinthedream]

I wish posts in the game threads didn't count towards message counts or 'ranking'.
In the beginning, I used to delete my posts from the game posts whenever I remembered to, but then I slacked off.
Now I currently have 1,272 (+1) messages and more than half is from playing offtopic games.

I'm catching up with you quickly! I like having a higher like/message ratio, but all the fun in the games are well worth it..

 

[Anon1337]

I love this forum. It's the only place I can express myself. Reddit is full of "Suicide only passes the pain onto others" morons. Like, why should I have to stay alive just to keep other people happy. That's selfish. You don't know the shit I've been through.

 

[lost illusions]

Dredding morning