Random thoughts

[Jodes]

Alcohol taste bad and theres nothing in this house to belp alter its taste :< but what I do have is a box of oreos from sneaking out the window and buying something. Party by myself woo

Ill party by myself with you. No joke was about to put on my discolight. Maybe even both if I could be bothered. I feel tragic x 1000

 

[Roulette]

Ill party by myself with you. No joke was about to put on my discolight. Maybe even both if I could be bothered. I feel tragic x 1000

Lol thanks, appreciate it

 

[Jodes]

Lol thanks, appreciate it

Have the oreos had any psychoactive effects yet?

 

[Jodes]

What are you / they listening to? Anyone else?

 

[Tyuiop]

Living is so tiring... I just don't have the willpower or energy to do it.
Also, I'm listening to this because my friend told me I look like the girl.

 

[Rose Mirren]

Imagine living in the world of the Avengers. Thanos snaps his fingers and half the population dies.. but you live. I'd probably be like, "GODFUCKINGDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!"

 

[Meeseeks]

I wish life was like a video game which you could reset. I'd delete this piece of shit file and start with a completely new character.

I'd kill for a reset button. It's surreal that this IS my life. Not a big fan of this debacle.

 

[Jodes]

I'd kill for a reset button. It's surreal that this IS my life. Not a big fan of this debacle.

If there's reset button, It's a CRAP game. Shit console. Shit developers....ASSHOLE developers.. .

 

[Rose Mirren]

If there's reset button, It's a CRAP game. Shit console. Shit developers....ASSHOLE developers.. .

Honestly, we're just someone's Sims and they're the kind of asshole players who like torturing their characters out of boredom.

 

[Xerxes]

Despite the humdrum of life, I still appreciate a sense of humor, and having one.

 

[Comatose11]

I'm so ugly... it isn't a thing exercise and a healthy diet can fix. I'm just plain old ugly. My height and face make it impossible for me to be anything other than ugly.

 

[Jodes]

I hate being soppy cos it always comes across as fake, but my condition I see things in black or white pretty much but it's the consistency that tells me how I feel, on reflection of the mood swings etc. But I hope I am on this site until my death, and during my life in the mean time. This site is the most welcoming place ever so why would I worry? It's me: my mood swings and how utterly inappropriate I can be at times. (EUPD+Aspergers). If I recover some way, I'll begin to not naturally "fit in", to keep it simple - I think it's just something I'll always struggle with, and if I struggle with it here, where else would be more accepting?? But since I've been on here, even with my difficulty in observing myself, I've noticed I'm much better at least at being a bit more sensitive to situations.

 

[Jodes]

Is anyone listening to xmas music?

 

[Roulette]

Have the oreos had any psychoactive effects yet?

It just made me sad because there is no milk to go with it.

 

[Jodes]

It just made me sad because there is no milk to go with it.

Ah so that increases potency - I hope it helps

 

[Jodes]

I really must filter my "random thoughts". Sorry guys

 

[Miss clefable]

Is anyone listening to xmas music?

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

The ctb level is high today. I haven't even left my room in a couple of days. I just woke up and majorly wish I hadn't. I keep fantasizing about walking into a full suspension noose.

 

[Jodes]

The ctb level is high today. I haven't even left my room in a couple of days. I just woke up and majorly wish I hadn't. I keep fantasizing about walking into a full suspension noose.

Welcome online man

 

[Crest33]

The liking system of this site is broken. It means nothing anymore. How the hell did I get +700 likes in 2 weeks or so...

 

[longingforrelease]

Lurkers kind of freak me out! It makes me feel like I'm in a zoo or the circus.

yeah, I had something of a zoo experience a week or so ago... not pleasant. Apparently we suicidal people say such interesting things.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I didn't think this Grand Theft Auto filter would pan out, but I'll be damned if I don't look like I'll steal your shipment of coke then headbutt my girlfriend just for fun.

 

[Xerxes]

I hate it when my wife compares me to other men. I feel like utter shit, but I explained to her why, but she brushes it off as me being stupid. She made a new rule, I'm not allowed to self-harm myself, only she can harm me. So she choked me and beat me over the head with a tennis racket. LOLz. fuck my life.

 

[Xerxes]

Wished she hit harder or stab me to get it over with.

 

[Comatose11]

I might take SN before using the exit bag just as a backup...

 

[slowlystarve]

my lanugo makes me feel gross and ugly. moreso than i always do.

 

[OnlyMercy]

One is compelled to suffer in private when one's agony is invalidated in public.

 

[Jodes]

I hate it when my wife compares me to other men. I feel like utter shit, but I explained to her why, but she brushes it off as me being stupid. She made a new rule, I'm not allowed to self-harm myself, only she can harm me. So she choked me and beat me over the head with a tennis racket. LOLz. fuck my life.

So sorry man. How do you make people understand

 

[your pathologist]

Monogamy and closed marriages stem resentment, lies and overall dissatisfaction from being restrained into believing that one person can solve ones sexual, spiritual, and romantic needs.
Stop trapping your partner into cheating on you and wondering why they cant fulfill the Hollywood principle of a prince and princess style happily ever after.
What is this the 1940s

 

[longingforrelease]

I hate it when my wife compares me to other men. I feel like utter shit, but I explained to her why, but she brushes it off as me being stupid. She made a new rule, I'm not allowed to self-harm myself, only she can harm me. So she choked me and beat me over the head with a tennis racket. LOLz. fuck my life.

oh brother, I'm so sorry you're in this kind of situation. Some people seem to have just extraordinary capacity to do harm to others. And harmed you clearly are. I wish had better words of comfort for you. I do hope you find a way forward to free you of this painful place you're in.
peace to you friend,
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