OnlyMercy
No More
- Oct 23, 2018
- 190
To trivialise one's pain is to trivialise one's life.
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24 hours to live now.
I've already paid my maid, gave her Monday off. Paid double wages too, in lieu of a proper notice, with the excuse that I have a long trip coming up, and don't want to forget her payment. Now I just have to drive the dogs to the vet, and assemble my suicide backpack.
I'm taking no stimulants anymore. Not even caffeine. I want my stomach very clean tomorrow morning. No junk food. I'll only eat a moderate amount of sushi today.
My mood is more subdued today.
I've already paid my maid, gave her Monday off. Paid double wages too, in lieu of a proper notice, with the excuse that I have a long trip coming up, and don't want to forget her payment. Now I just have to drive the dogs to the vet, and assemble my suicide backpack.
I'm taking no stimulants anymore. Not even caffeine. I want my stomach very clean tomorrow morning. No junk food. I'll only eat a moderate amount of sushi today.
My mood is more subdued today.
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
You're leaving already? I don't blame ya. I'm gonna miss you. I wish you the best of luck with everything. You deserve peace and nothing less.
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
In reguards to life - nature is our only oppressor. It gave us a nervous system so that we must suffer, and set up a hierarchical system of evolution so the masters will always have slaves. We are built for war, built for predation, built to pass on our DNA then die. The meek will inherent nothing but a tragic legacy.
We have been placed in an unforgiving world plagued by diseases, starvation, wars, tyranny, viruses, cancer, and mental anguish, and scarcity. Not a social, cultural, or political revolution can change our imposition.
Peace on Earth, equality, and fairness are only fictional concepts unobtainable in reality. Yet we still hope that what never came will come to fruition. Hope followed by devistation as the patterns of life repeats itself.
I'm my opinion, the only way to defy nature, our true oppressor, is to CTB. Someday, hopefully sooner than I think, I will commit my own revolutionary act and liberate myself from the chains of sentience.
We have been placed in an unforgiving world plagued by diseases, starvation, wars, tyranny, viruses, cancer, and mental anguish, and scarcity. Not a social, cultural, or political revolution can change our imposition.
Peace on Earth, equality, and fairness are only fictional concepts unobtainable in reality. Yet we still hope that what never came will come to fruition. Hope followed by devistation as the patterns of life repeats itself.
I'm my opinion, the only way to defy nature, our true oppressor, is to CTB. Someday, hopefully sooner than I think, I will commit my own revolutionary act and liberate myself from the chains of sentience.
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Made4TV
A hopeless hope junkie
- Sep 17, 2018
- 574
You're incredibly brave and thoughtful. Do you think you'll have trouble at the vet?
Xerxes
Invisible
- Nov 8, 2018
- 936
I admire your bravery and courage to CTB. It's so hard and that you're so committed to it gives me hope that one day I'll join the bus as well.
The vet always takes care of my dogs when I'm away, traveling. So it's very usual for me to do this. My brother can pick them up later.
LifeSick
Eat the rich or die!
- Sep 20, 2018
- 167
Fuck everybody that ever gave me hope life would be good. It is not, and it wasn't meant to be.
Trashcan
Trash
- Aug 31, 2018
- 1,234
Today is one of those days where I'm having trouble doing anything productive. I've been lazy all day.
LifeSick
Eat the rich or die!
- Sep 20, 2018
- 167
You're doing better than me, I've done nothing the whole week.
Xerxes
Invisible
- Nov 8, 2018
- 936
I feel lethargic today. Like my body is here, but my mind is elsewhere.
sadsoul
Alive and unwell
- Sep 9, 2018
- 440
Hey Mister CIA, please give me your gun, I want to perform an enhanced self-interrogation on myself
Lra888
Enlightened
- Sep 30, 2018
- 1,140
I think about this very often. People over a decade ago telling me that things will be better. No they never got better.
Lizzie S.
Experienced
- Sep 2, 2018
- 258
I wish I was a cyborg and didn't have a human body
littlelungs
Wizard
- Oct 21, 2018
- 632
I love when I get a bag of air and find chips in it.
Dani Paradox
Permanently Banned
- Aug 17, 2018
- 981
Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question ...
Oh, do not ask, "What is it?"
Let us go and make our visit.
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question ...
Oh, do not ask, "What is it?"
Let us go and make our visit.
Oh hello another day of anxiety paralysing fear and overwhelming pain but I will keep on smiling
Dani Paradox
Permanently Banned
- Aug 17, 2018
- 981
Fake it til you make it? =( *hugs*
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
I think it would be very cute and romantic for someone to put their ear up to their lovers cheek as they chewed their food....then after they were done eating, put their ears up to their lovers stomach and listen to the cute widdle sounds of their food being digested 
sadsoul
Alive and unwell
- Sep 9, 2018
- 440
ASMR Girlfriend Roleplay (eating food, digestion sounds)I think it would be very cute and romantic for someone to put their ear up to their lovers cheek as they chewed their food....then after they were done eating, put their ears up to their lovers stomach and listen to the cute widdle sounds of their food being digested
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
I like those ASRM videos. I been watching those Mukbang ones lately.
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
Do you wear a really nice pair of headphones when listening ? I must say they make a huge difference lol
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
AndyCurious
Warlock
- Sep 13, 2018
- 707
Good one.. lol
AndyCurious
Warlock
- Sep 13, 2018
- 707
People want you to accept them, but they can't accept you for being you.. Umm :p
Xerxes
Invisible
- Nov 8, 2018
- 936
They say life is short...but how come my life feels so long and drawn out?
Toxic Person
Member
- Nov 11, 2018
- 50
Its so fckng true
NumbItAll
expendable
- May 20, 2018
- 1,071
Best part is postponing bathroom trips just to avoid saying hi to someone.Does anyone else hide in their room when someone invites a guest over :/
Just came home and theres a guest over.. so now im waiting around the side of the house, but these groceries need to go in the fridge. Sigh how pathetic
Roulette
???
- Aug 31, 2018
- 145
Ow, definitely :(
And it gets better when your room is uninhabitable during summer as everyone else takes up the only room with air-con
