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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
A recursive loop with this idea needs to be optioned for a show... Probably filmed like The Tatami Galaxy was.
Maybe we are in the show. We just aren't the main characters.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Maybe we are in the show. We just aren't the main characters.

Hey, at least you can get a Best Supporting Actress award for being an amazing character.
 
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Lost1234

Lost1234

Xentos
Jun 20, 2018
70
"All this mind masturbation and for nothing! , Way too dramatic ...when are you going to wake up" .......... words encapsulated in a sea of similar words ..... words that come out of those that are close , in different forms of sentence structure every time.

It's a damn sub atomic - wreck thinking about how things led me to where I stand today (mentally). all these years , and still way far from being okay.....
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
687
I wonder who was the first person in the world to ctb. When did it happen? Why did that person decide on ctb? What was the method? How long did it take for that person to die? How did the idea of ctb spread in the prehistoric and ancient worlds? Just wondering...
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Why did the blonde stare at a frozen orange juice can for 2 hours? Because it said "concentrate"!
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
To this day, the boy that used to bully me at school still takes my lunch money. On the plus side, he makes great Subway sandwiches.
 
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fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
I think I might just say fuck it and jump into a train very soon. Sick of waiting about and doing all these methods to get fuck all done. I'm getting it done and I'm getting it done asap. I'M GONNA FUCKIN BLOW I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE FUCK THIS AND FUCK THESE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
Funny how I get a warning for telling someone he is an ass, but people who make rape jokes don't get warnings or bans. Seems like moderators, and people with power in general, have skewed judgement no matter the site.
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
I'm really tired. Life is meaningless suffering and nobody has an answer or can counter the statement.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Life is meaningless suffering and nobody has an answer or can counter the statement.

Say that IRL, and watch people try to defy you. It can get funny at times.
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
Getting out of the house and having to interact with the world is so fucking exhausting especially being suicidal
 
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RottingFlowerBrains

RottingFlowerBrains

Student
Sep 10, 2018
193
I miss my ex boyfriend
I miss my son

Why did god take them away. I hate god.. hes evil. He took everything from me in a space of two years. Who does that.

And i try and work past it. I have things going.. im trying so hard only to be fucked over by the system. I blame u god. Where the fuck were you. No more love from me.. kick me when ive tried so hard.

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME why did you bring me here i hate u
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I got a new door pull up bar. Please work. I really want this to do it October 29...

I might just use the SN if it doesn't work. Go to sleep on Sunday evening and never wake up again.
 
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Lunar

Lunar

Student
Aug 14, 2018
188
I got my scale today (wanted to make sure I get the amounts right) so now I have everything I need. I have a couple of things to do first but hopefully I can aim for next week. It feels relieving in a sense to have everything, it's "yes, now there's an escape option. Thank fuck".
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Math Teacher: "If I have 5 bottles in one hand and 6 in the other hand, what do I have?" Student: "A drinking problem."
 
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cupio dissolvi

cupio dissolvi

Member
Oct 20, 2018
48
all of my efforts are in vain
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Math Teacher: "If I have 5 bottles in one hand and 6 in the other hand, what do I have?" Student: "A drinking problem."
My first thought was 11 bottles of N.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,848
That feeling when the $1.5 billion Powerball is won by someone who lives 10 minutes down the road from you.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I'm an Arcanist now. Go me!

Sad how that's the only positive thing going on in my life....
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,848
Is that a fact?
Yep, they just announced the winning ticket was sold in a neighboring town. I didn't buy a ticket myself, but I still feel I'm owed something by way of close proximity.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Maybe we are in the show. We just aren't the main characters.

Sometimes I think that if I were a character in a work of fiction, I wouldn't rise to the level even of Rosencrantz (someone like Polonius would be forever beyond my reach...) I'd be one of the extras who appear in a restaurant scene while the main characters are having dinner. Or just a random passerby. A nonentity, null in effect, if not in form....
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
GO UNFUCK YOURSELF


Have a good day
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Sometimes I think that if I were a character in a work of fiction, I wouldn't rise to the level even of Rosencrantz (someone like Polonius would be forever beyond my reach...) I'd be one of the extras who appear in a restaurant scene while the main characters are having dinner. Or just a random passerby. A nonentity, null in effect, if not in form....

Odds are, someday some avant-garde filmmaker like Gaspar Noé or Lars von Trier would make some nonlinear story inspired by 'Last Year at Marienbad' to depict your perspective and make critics go wild at your philosophical insight, so I'd say you have a good chance of coming out on top.
 
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Lost1234

Lost1234

Xentos
Jun 20, 2018
70
I want people but I don't want people , I like sharing but I don't share , I want opportunities of change but i don't take them , I want to ctb but I don't ctb ......... each day goes by , and the same thoughts flow by
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Fuck. Damn. Fuck.

I had a lot of work to do today.

I did nothing. I stayed inside the apartment the whole day, and did nothing but sleep and post on these forums.

I'd just one avoidable meeting with a client about an hour ago, and that's it. My output was zero. I'm fucked, I'll have to work twice as much tomorrow to keep up.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I just saw this on my Twitter feed, and I can't stop laughing.

waiting-for-brexit-i-for-one-cant-wait-for-brexit-37186915.png
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
I get all kinds of daily reminders telling me that ctb is my only option.
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
It's raining heavily, I wish the rain could wash all the sorrow and suffering away.
 
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