VisionsOfHell

VisionsOfHell

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
259
The worst part about forgetting something is that you always remember you forgot something.
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
This place is kind of depressing sometimes.

So many people leave this place. I don't know anyone here, but after I read goodbye threads, I sometimes think of these people before I go to bed and wonder if they were able to go in peace, if at all, or if they have regretted it in the last seconds.

It feels like everyone is taking the same bus. But I'm too late, the bus is leaving and I run after it.
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
Why is catcalling still a thing?
Why can't I just walk places without feeling unsafe?
I wish I had a gun.
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
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I want to change my name
to Hooda Thunkitt, Slayer of Spiders
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
fred leaving is kinda fucking with me
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Oh wait I still have vodka in fridge haha!
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I'm really close now to completely accepting my fate. It took a long time but the more I wait the more certain I become. Things don't ever get better they just get worse.
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
What's the purpose of therapy if one is already mentally dead.

It's so difficult to accept that it's over.
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
thinking about heroin
after what i went through
why?
 
hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
I really like this russian shoegaze band with a heavy sound.
 
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VisionsOfHell

VisionsOfHell

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
259
I hate the lights in the city. Let me admire the sky full of stars for one last time please.
 
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hoping to lose hope

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Nov 14, 2020
849
@VisionsOfHell Pufff...

Is having daughters the ultimate cuckoldry?

I cannot think or comprehend of anything more cucked than having a daughter. Honestly, think about it rationally. You are feeding, clothing, raising and rearing a girl for at least 18 years solely so she can go and get ravaged by another man. All the hard work you put into your beautiful little girl - reading her stories at bedtime, making her go to sports practice, making sure she had a healthy diet, educating her, playing with her. All of it has one simple result: her body is more enjoyable for the men that will eventually fuck her in every hole.

Raised the perfect girl? Great. Who benefits? If you're lucky, a random man who had nothing to do with the way she grew up, who marries her. He gets to fuck her tight pussy every night. He gets the benefits of her kind and sweet personality that came from the way you raised her.

As a man who has a daughter, you are LITERALLY dedicating at least 20 years of your life simply to raise a girl for another man to enjoy. It is the ULTIMATE AND FINAL cuck. Think about it logically
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
I want to smash this head in one go.
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
is he talking about weed?
 
VisionsOfHell

VisionsOfHell

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
259
@hoping to lose hope thats my favorite scene in lotr. Tolkien is truly a genius
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
I'm done for today. It's not getting any better.

I'll go for a walk to sort my thoughts, if I'm not already too fragmented.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

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Apr 30, 2020
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So fed-up..,
I want someone to shoot me in the chest with an entire clip of mp40submachine gun and watch me fall backwards into a ditch behind me and shovel sand on top of my dead corpse.

I'd be grateful for him burrying me.
 
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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
golf on the moon was probably really fun, but a tremendous waste of time.
 
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PNKPNDA

PNKPNDA

Member
Mar 8, 2020
70
I want to go to a fuckin rave and drink and sniff and party all this bullshit away u kno
 
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LooksAtMoonDog

LooksAtMoonDog

Too Long in the Wasteland
Nov 10, 2020
719
I miss being able to enjoy getting shit-faced drunk.

:notsure:
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
I need to sleep my mind has melted
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
"I committed suicide becoz I was Chinese national."
Saving for signature 1-2months from now.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I am a very tech savy person and there is so much to explore in that world but I fail due to the shallowness of the morally corrupt society we live in. Society is just sick. Humans suck. I can't even begin to imagine how much potential is lost due to humans being so ego centered.
All is lost.I don't want to live on this clusterfu** of a planet anymore.
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
Our cat is probably going to die.
I should be sad, but I'm relieved she hasn't been suffering for long.
Sorry - see you soon, little angle.
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
depression is starting to rob me of physical motion
i've been noticing it, more intention to move just arrives stillborn
so i don't move
the thought of being trapped in my head is starting to worry me
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
If that is true, I'm lost.

I'm afraid I'm too late to buy my ticket. On the other hand, the fewer the options become, the more likely it is to become clear which one it will be in the end. Nevertheless I like to keep my options open... I'm upset. There's nothing I can do except choosing between two stupid options now.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Wisdom teeth related jaw pain lol
no money to fix.

dont think the governments funds dentist related costs but I wouldn't be able to get it anyways since I'm

yep, u guessed it,
an "alien".
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
Why do I even bother.
 
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