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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
^ Then again we don't really know if that kind of life is truly perfect at the eyes of the dog. From our perspective, it sure seems like a good deal.

Though I would rather be a cute dachshund, personally.

I don't know if I would rather be a human or some other animal. There is this one animal species I forgot the name that does literally nothing other than sit on a rock and eat stuff that comes by it. Stuff like algae, etc. It doesn't even have predators. It sounds like a good life, right? But then again, an animal like that possibly doesn't even know it exists... Well, that probably counts as a good thing.
 
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Oyashiro-sama

Student
Aug 16, 2018
169
I hate when I have dreams when I sleep, in my dreams I feel exactly as bad as when I'm awake,
it's best to sleep and remain unconscious.

Someone else happens?
 
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KCN

El revisionismo en castillano
Jul 16, 2018
230
Sure the WWE Royal Rumble 2018 is great, but have you ever heard about the fight of the century?
Instagrammers posting 343,545 pictures of themselves VS me, struggling to take a single snapshot of my face
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
572
Sometimes people use their names as their usernames on here and it would make me uncomfortable if someone who does that has the same name as me.
 
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Maggotymaggots

Member
Apr 18, 2018
54
I hate when I have dreams when I sleep, in my dreams I feel exactly as bad as when I'm awake,
it's best to sleep and remain unconscious.

Someone else happens?

Yeah, a lot of my dreams seem to consist of me disappointing everyone I know or knew, and failing at performing basic tasks. When I sleep I want to escape reality, not continue to be subject to it through my dreams.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
As soon as climate change really starts to hit the west I am going to be the one laughing and cheering. These self-centered ,racist pieces of shit deserve it.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Why did my parents have to give birth to me in this racist country.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Maybe I should look into buying a taser or something like that. I am weak and somewhat frail, and my dog is not trained to defend herself or even me.

Thank you. I was robbed 6 or 7 times. I forgot. Three times by people with guns, and once by three armed robbers at once (I was with a friend, at least — Otherwise I would have had a heart attack or something... Perhaps that would have been for the best).

Needlessly to say I don't live in the safest area.
Holy hell, in wich country do you live?
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
Holy hell, in wich country do you live?
That is something I never disclose online. Not the safest place as you might have figured out, though.
 
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Slacker

Slacker

⋔⊬ ☌⍜⎅, ⟟⏁´⌇ ⎎⎍⌰⌰ ⍜⎎ ⌿⍜⌰⟟☊⟒
Aug 17, 2018
298
anna

anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
The bad people are the ones who kill us finally, making the existence unbearable
 
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Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Random thought of today is that i feel that this forum is getting alot of "joined today" people trying to help people become less depressed. While i think it's a nice gesture it kind of defeats the purpose of this forum. People generally don't come here looking for help to battle depression ... they come to at least get some things off their chest which they cannot do to the people arround them and/or just want help with ctb methods.

You'd guess the title of the forum is a bit of a giveaway.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
If I like to put things up my butt...but just sometimes...am I gay?
Are you male and attracted to other males? Yes, you are gay.

Are you female and attracted to other females? Yes, you are gay.

Otherwise, no, you are not gay. Scientifically speaking, enjoying the activity you described is perfectly normal and has nothing to do with sexual orientation.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
People like me should have two like buttons: one for liking everything as usual and other special button for liking what they really like.
 
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Oyashiro-sama

Student
Aug 16, 2018
169
I hate that my mother treats me like an imbecile.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
Derealization feels weird.
I'm so mentally fucked up >.<
 
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KCN

El revisionismo en castillano
Jul 16, 2018
230
People like me should have two like buttons: one for liking everything as usual and other special button for liking what they really like.

Default "like" button for Tiburcio and also a spare one for me to like what he does really like.
 
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CRM

Idiot
Jul 13, 2018
190
Anyone else have intrusive thoughts? I feel embarrassed just existing, because I feel like everyone can read my mind and the inappropriate/embarrassing shit I unintentionally think of. I sound like I'm bonkers.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
People are making fun of me every single day. They point and laugh. They see me as a loser wich tbh I am. I just don't fit into this world. I was never meant to be here. I feel like an extraterrestial in a human body. I don't belong here. I want to die today. What did I do to deserver this horrible life?
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Anyone else have intrusive thoughts? I feel embarrassed just existing, because I feel like everyone can read my mind and the inappropriate/embarrassing shit I unintentionally think of. I sound like I'm bonkers.
Same here.You're not alone.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I don't have any friends and it makes me the outcast.I never even had any real friends.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
Not being able to sleep is the worst, I miss the times when I could sleep for 12 hours non-stop.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Not being able to sleep is the worst, I miss the times when I could sleep for 12 hours non-stop.
I usually sleep 5 - 7 hours but if I take a sleeping pill just before I'm about to fall asleep I'll sleep for 10 -16 hours
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
I sleep 0,00001 hours per day :smiling:
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Whenever I worry about my problems I remind myself of the fact that when I CTB they will all dissapear.
 
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GoneSeptember2018

Student
Aug 28, 2018
158
I miss Zanexx.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
fuck i want to die
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
Worried.

Just worried.
 
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