Random thoughts

[KCN]

Self-delusion is best delusion.

Take me Home, oh God of all Numinosity!

self-explanatory

 

[CRM]

and what makes it much worse than it already is: that it's a method of self-imposed brainwashing. Despite their claims of being the "absolute truth", religious or spiritual people don't actually know anything for sure, because their view on the world are tainted by subjective experience and personal wishes

I wouldn't call it self-imposed in the traditional religions. They're almost always raised in the religion and it's a hard mold to break. I was one of the people who did.

As for the weird NDE beliefs and people who believe in reincarnation... I don't know what to say about that.

 

[Oyashiro-sama]

I feel like shit, the best moment of the day is when I'm asleep.

 

[Tiburcio]

I can't even sleep. I have constant nightmares everyday, I wake up and go to sleep both in anxiety. I want to sleep properly but I can't.

 

[Mery]

I feel like shit, the best moment of the day is when I'm asleep.

I think that if death is like sleeping and not waking up, I agree, I feel it would be good not to wake up

 

[Mery]

I can't even sleep. I have constant nightmares everyday, I wake up and go to sleep both in anxiety. I want to sleep properly but I can't.

Cuando yo tengo pesadillas como chocolate amargo, después de tranquilizarme con agua fría en la cara.
No sé si te sirva, pero podrías intentar poner aromas que te gusten cerca de tú nariz a la hora de dormir, en mi caso yo uso vainilla.

I do not understand how some people base their morals on an absurd religion, they do a lot of harm to others.

I think it's because the people who do it find in that a sense of stability (which is only an illusion)
Most fans of religion seem to feel less alone with the idea that an unfounded deity, to which their own determination that there can be a God gives life
I suppose there are people who can not live without their beliefs, just as there are those who do not have beliefs or need to have them.

I've always had thoughts of death since I was young, too. But it was both of me dying, and of killing people, though.

I've also always been pro-choice in terms of suicide, wondering why people were so upset at someone deciding to die. I got you'd be sad to lose someone in your life, but they wanted to make that decision.
Idk, I just think there should be more respect for what they choose and less... idk, something. Pity? Stop acting like they were forced or murdered, I guess? :v At the very least stop freaking out the moment

I didn't get it, still don't. I try to, though. People won't try to understand you if you dont try to understand them. :P

I think that people who do not want to understand are free not to do it, but that does not mean they have to pretend that they want to understand or criticize the decisions of others with regard to how they want to end their

 

[Tiburcio]

Cuando yo tengo pesadillas como chocolate amargo, después de tranquilizarme con agua fría en la cara.
No sé si te sirva, pero podrías intentar poner aromas que te gusten cerca de tú nariz a la hora de dormir, en mi caso yo uso vainilla.

Gracias, voy a intentarlo a ver si sirve

 

[Mery]

These days I feel like such a hypocrite to myself. I'm always either worried about things or dissapointed in myself. I have to convince myself daily on what's true and what's not and yet still my mind fills me with thoughts of how I'm responsible for wasting away my life and how much of a burden I am to my mom. I can't sand the thoughts in my head anymore and I wish my feelings would fuck off. Right now, I feel like I myself am a lie. And I'm also scared, I'm sick of always feeling scared and being self depricating.

All humans are hypocrites at some point, but when we are zero we stop being what we were, I do not know who or what I am, but maybe I never knew, I asked if I want to know, Who is the real personality?
Are you sure who you used to be?

 

[Mery]

Hurr durr. "It's all delusion and social control."

It's fun when I think about that.
people Behaving as they do not want to do it, why do they believe in something that might not even exist
It has a certain degree of ingenuity, and tenderness, if that makes them happy is fine.

 

[KCN]

Gracias, voy a intentarlo a ver si sirve

Tiburcio speaking Spanish makes my heart pound so fast
Speaking about that, if I had enough strength left, I'd set off to Valencia to expose myself in the local museum of arts and science as an experimental human embodiment of cosmic void

 

[Tiburcio]

Speaking about that, if I had enough strength left, I'd set off to Valencia to expose myself in the local museum of arts and science as an experimental human embodiment of cosmic void

I would definitely go to see it.

I could donate my heart. It's even more empty.

 

[lv-gras]

wish i had a gun

 

[Mery]

[QUOTE = "lv-gras, post: 44714, member: 1395"] desearía tener una pistola [/ QUOTE]

I agree, They are more effective than a knife

 

[millefeui]

This place (not the thread, but the site) feels weird these days. There are so many people here now. Which is great, I mean, there is no reason this place should be an exclusive little site for a few select individuals, but I don't like crowded places, even the virtual ones.

 

[CRM]

This place (not the thread, but the site) feels weird these days. There are so many people here now. Which is great, I mean, there is no reason this place should be an exclusive little site for a few select individuals, but I don't like crowded places, even the virtual ones.

Funny how a forum dedicated to killing yourself grows in size rather than depletes.

 

[Tiburcio]

"Kyrofelonoshophobia".

Have you ever heard about it? You could think the ones who have it are mad or liars but they aren't. Sadly, it's real. And I have it. Seeing that I should not see activates all my anxiety inside me. Shit.

 

[Life sucks]

and what makes it much worse than it already is: that it's a method of self-imposed brainwashing. Despite their claims of being the "absolute truth", religious or spiritual people don't actually know anything for sure, because their view on the world are tainted by subjective experience and personal wishes

They don't want to think or see anything outside of their programming. Its an ancient method of mind control and brainwashing that still works today. Nothing scientific and nothing logical, even if you accept and believe in their axioms, you can find countless contradictions.

 

[Life sucks]

Yeah. Your explanation was self-delusion and the other guy's was social control.

Self-delusion is best delusion.

Take me Home, oh God of all Numinosity!

"mind control"

 

[Life sucks]

This place (not the thread, but the site) feels weird these days. There are so many people here now. Which is great, I mean, there is no reason this place should be an exclusive little site for a few select individuals, but I don't like crowded places, even the virtual ones.

I really feel the same. More people is more problems and conflicts, more repeated topics, more trolls...etc, not that I want more or less members but its like a formula and increased probability

I don't like crowded places also

 

[Midnight]

This place (not the thread, but the site) feels weird these days. There are so many people here now. Which is great, I mean, there is no reason this place should be an exclusive little site for a few select individuals, but I don't like crowded places, even the virtual ones.

I really feel the same. More people is more problems and conflicts, more repeated topics, more trolls...etc, not that I want more or less members but its like a formula and increased probability

I don't like crowded places also

Feel the same. But then again the forum was arround for some time before i joined aswell. So yeah i'm no different than the ones joining now.

 

[KCN]

I really feel the same. More people is more problems and conflicts, more repeated topics, more trolls...etc, not that I want more or less members but its like a formula and increased probability

I don't like crowded places also

yep. Though half of those potential problems could easily be avoided from the beginning by not allowing, for example, threads in which people wish with all of their hearts to reincarnate as the 32nd black pixel of the 345.344th frame of the first copy of Super Mario 64 ever published back in 1996 or some other nonsense, we have had enough of them

 

[Maggotymaggots]

This place (not the thread, but the site) feels weird these days. There are so many people here now. Which is great, I mean, there is no reason this place should be an exclusive little site for a few select individuals, but I don't like crowded places, even the virtual ones.

There do seem to be a lot more people on the forum lately. It makes me more anxious about posting anything when I know there's that many more people who will potentially see it. Obviously, that's my problem. I just wish I could get over it.

 

[Oyashiro-sama]

I just want to finish with everything, I can not stand to stay here.

 

[KCN]

I have got a 500 GB external hard disk drive that is still 100% functioning despite being about 10 years old. It's more reliable than almost the totality of humanity

 

[millefeui]

I have got a 500 GB external hard disk drive that is still 100% functioning despite being about 10 years old. It's more reliable than almost the totality of humanity

Hey, me too, except it is an internal HD. It is also the only one I have, which is probably not very smart. Then again I do make backups every other week of any archives I consider worth of keeping in case the HD dies.

I guess I am just too stingy to buy a new one if this one still works.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I have got a 500 GB external hard disk drive that is still 100% functioning despite being about 10 years old. It's more reliable than almost the totality of humanity

I have a 250 GB HDD from 2009, it has like 35K power-on hours and not a one bad sector. Such a champ.

 

[throwaway123]

I feel like I'm a pathetic loser and that everyone deserve better than me.(because of that I am humiliated on a daily basis)I also think that it's true and I can't stand the normalities of being human. Being human is so disgusting and full of so disgusting things. I feel like I'm an alien on this world. I wish I had N so I could end it right now.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Yup, even being a mole rat would be less disgusting than being a human.

 

[Tiburcio]

I still prefer being human rather than being thrown in the nature. Yes, the weakest animals die soon, but it's a so gruesome death that I don't want to take that path. You can be ripped, starved, and an infinity of awful deaths millions of animals have everyday. This planet would be better reduced to ashes for the sake of everyone who lives here.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Live like 12 years of a perfect life and get euthanized :D