I can't wait to pick up the rope and I've lost something that I need to find. Also I'm debating if I should do my chosen date (I chose it for a reason) or sooner.
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RaptorHavx
Drowning in loneliness...
- Aug 15, 2018
- 120
Anyone ever thought that it could be actually quite nice to meet and complain together ? I mean, you can't speak about this kind of suicidal stuff and pain with one who is not knowing how does it feel. Also, I would be glad to share a hug with someone who feels same. Seriously. Call this silly but, I can't stop thinking about all of you guys there. It's awful we go through same thing, though also feels comforting that we are not alone in this. Seems like this forum started in 2018, well I'm grateful for founders.
The first time I came here it looked a very comfortable place. For first time in my life I saw persons who I didn't want to punch their faces.
weedoge
Banned
- Jul 12, 2018
- 1,525
That's true but numbers are just an imaginary thing anyway. It's believed there is such thing as a smallest distance, energy, mass and duration. Interestingly if there are events occurring at planck times (the shortest possible duration) then there is currently no way for us to observe these things.
This is one of this moments when I don't care about anything, wven of my own suffering. I simply think: fuck everything.
RaptorHavx
Drowning in loneliness...
- Aug 15, 2018
- 120
Guys. Anyone know "millefeui" ? I mean her avatar got my attention and somehow I've noticed that she was last active on Sunday, in past she used to write a lots of threads. Just hoping she's still there. It kinda hurts reading others stories and imagining through what kind of suffering they are going.
He asked about the existence so it doesn't matter if its physical or mathematical. Its true it can be viewed as imaginary but its not something like a fairy tale or magic, just a pattern that theoretically never ends because the conditions for ending can never be met.
Well, infinity itself can be imaginary. It can be used to approximate results for extremely big quantities thats impossible to operate on manually. Its noteworthy that we can't test if something is endless or not (halting problem), so its just a theoretical/abstract concept and not a practically physical thing and if physical units are infinitely small we can't study them
I don't know and I hope she is ok. But I think she take breaks sometimes from writing and the forum
RainAndSadness
Administrator
- Jun 12, 2018
- 2,109
I just recently ordered my dress for the final day. Cant't wait to wear it.
I wonder how some people manage to get banned on their first day.
Me not, if I respect somebody as I respect her I simply wish she is in peace now; also, she said to want dying when her dog dies, maybe the dog died and she found peace, why not respecting her wishes just for seeing a few more post of her?
It's extremely easy: piss them all and fuck everything up. I'm an specialist doing it.
I'm a better parent thsn anyone in the world.
In fact, I'm so good... that I don't have kids.
I'm so good that I value their nonexistence over all the things.
I'm so good that I throw millions of them daily to the WC.
In fact, I'm so good... that I don't have kids.
I'm so good that I value their nonexistence over all the things.
I'm so good that I throw millions of them daily to the WC.
deflagrat
¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
- 360
They told me to say hi from their nonexistent place. You are really good at taking care of them, they seem happy because they are not part of this shitty world, there is no worse place than this. Thanks for all that you do.
Anyone lose their minds with the time and being like a drunk without drinking? Ctb must happen before one lose their mind and unable to ctb because of losing their minds
Prolifer planet is always advancing in medicine and creating treatment for diseases. It is ok to advance but its bad to force people to live because of that, just give us more of euthanasia ways. Not everything in life can be solved and we are not only about our bodies
I am tired already, every time I feel worse I would like to finish everything already a fucking time.
Nostalgia is just the worst.
All good memories turn into painful ones over time... what a joke this life is.
All good memories turn into painful ones over time... what a joke this life is.
Superficiality of people has no limits.
uxorious
Member
- Aug 17, 2018
- 58
I miss my cat so much… I prefer her over people
Cats are extraterrestrial creatures, my ginger fur ball was smarter than 80% of the human population.
Slacker
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- Aug 17, 2018
- 298
didn't read...
just wanted to say:
I want to have Alzheimer, so I can watch my favorite movies for the first time over and over again, I can meet new people every day, and learn things again and so on
I know its kind of pro-life
plz don't hate me :P
just wanted to say:
I want to have Alzheimer, so I can watch my favorite movies for the first time over and over again, I can meet new people every day, and learn things again and so on
I know its kind of pro-life
plz don't hate me :P
Related with this: I ever thought it would be nice inventing a "pill if the first time". It reacts altering your brain and everything you do you will have the impression it's the very first time you do it. It could be specially good for people like me who have anhedonia and want to recover that first spark.
:) what's it look like?
I want to die looning like Jesus Christ, no special clothes or anything.
Jus realized that 90% of modern "friendships" are experienced through the mind and not in person, like on Facebook, etc. So once I'm dead, how people experience me isn't going to be all that different for them. They will still experience me in a temporal way they just won't ever hang out with me again. I'm already just a memory and one that will disappear with time.
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Still even if you met every person online in person they would eventually forget or die and the memory would be lost anyway.
