Fuck this life. Every beautiful or happy thing they try to end it and make it fade away. I have to ctb asap before I become a useless aged person and everything that I loved and knew faded away.
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I think if I'll continue living (which will not happen anyway) then I'll need my electronics, roms and emulators, consoles, storage full of anime and more stuff. I can fill the time using them and related activities theoretically until I die.
But I'll a give a big fuck you to those who try to ruin the internet and freedom. I'll get my roms and whatever I want, this is my happiness and life. Fuck you corporations and states.
If anything happens to my precious things, I'll ctb immediately no matter whats the method
But I'll a give a big fuck you to those who try to ruin the internet and freedom. I'll get my roms and whatever I want, this is my happiness and life. Fuck you corporations and states.
If anything happens to my precious things, I'll ctb immediately no matter whats the method
RainAndSadness
Administrator
- Jun 12, 2018
- 2,109
Someone just told me life is beautiful and I'm brainwashed by depression to think otherwise. What a prick.
I would have made this person have nightmares by telling about all the horrible things that happen in the world in an every hour basis. Then again, this kind of person would probably say something like "you just gotta focus on the positive things xD".
deflagrat
¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
- 360
Incredible as it seems, I have finished my own version of Skyrim Special Edition. I have added almost everything I could want to add and it works. Who knows how many hours have I spent on this, I have about 100 recorded hours on Steam just testing mods. And it's not the first time I do it, it's just the first time I succeed (thanks oldrim).
I will always update it whenever it's neccesary but most of the work is completed. I use about 250 mods.
https://imgur.com/a/YOrfB
https://imgur.com/a/AX8yv
I will always update it whenever it's neccesary but most of the work is completed. I use about 250 mods.
https://imgur.com/a/YOrfB
https://imgur.com/a/AX8yv
Fylobatica
Inactive
- Apr 1, 2018
- 365
"Just focus on little things in life!!!!!!1111111!!!!"
I should be using this thread more often. I think I have spammed this website by making so many new threads... sorry peeps. D:
And I also cannot wait until the date arrives. I chose my date for a reason and I wish it would arrive already. I feel like a child who is excited for Christmas and just wants to open my presents already.
I also feel incredibly incompetent at work. I try to fake confidence but I know the company will be better off once I kill myself. I think the only reason I haven't been fired is because they need someone to do the job and it isn't a well known job.
And I also cannot wait until the date arrives. I chose my date for a reason and I wish it would arrive already. I feel like a child who is excited for Christmas and just wants to open my presents already.
I also feel incredibly incompetent at work. I try to fake confidence but I know the company will be better off once I kill myself. I think the only reason I haven't been fired is because they need someone to do the job and it isn't a well known job.
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I was about to join a chatroom with 500+ members but I was literally scared by the insane amount of messages that were posted, so I gave up. Talking about new levels of social phobia...
I feel the same in every chat room. The biggest one I was had only 60 persons and I was overwhelmed of the amount of messages they sent constantly, I had a so big anxiety attack that I had to leave that group suddenly and uninstalling the app.
The day cycle is very fast. I want to do anything. I want to think or plan ctbing. but its very fast. I wake up from sleeping only to find that I'm sleepy.
For me time is very fast at terrifying rate, I really have to do something.
For me time is very fast at terrifying rate, I really have to do something.
New Mexico is great. I wish I could have witnessed the early days of the guerra contra el narcotráfico en México, from what I have read and watched it was spectacular
Being killed is being freed.
Kill someone is set free to someone.
Kill someone is set free to someone.
Kill someone is murder, nothing else.
So mercy killing is murder? These doctors must be serial killers for ending the lives of so many sick dogs
I can't see how taking the life of someone who wants to live is any better than preventing someone who wishes to die from ending theirs. Correct me if I'm wrong, but it seems to me that a common theme on this site is wishing that we had more control over our lives. I know this is true for me at least. Almost every facet of our lives is decided for us by something else, be it our genetics, our parents, or any number of various people or natural processes that have power over us. One thing we do have autonomy over is the decision to live or die, and I can't believe it's right to rob someone of that autonomy.
If someone desires to die, I have absolutely no issue with them receiving assistance from others, so long as it's their choice.
Dogs hardly have the same ability as humans to understand what death is or the potential suffering they'll go through in the future if they continue to live. Though perhaps not ideal, I think it's pretty necessary that humans make that decision for them. People, on the other hand, can make that decision for themselves.
If someone desires to die, I have absolutely no issue with them receiving assistance from others, so long as it's their choice.
Dogs hardly have the same ability as humans to understand what death is or the potential suffering they'll go through in the future if they continue to live. Though perhaps not ideal, I think it's pretty necessary that humans make that decision for them. People, on the other hand, can make that decision for themselves.
I was lurking here as usual and I noticed all users in the "wise" range "tourquoise name" were banned because they had gray letters.
...but no, they weren't, just I have low bright in my screen... yay...
...but no, they weren't, just I have low bright in my screen... yay...
I was not strictely talking about what is better, in that moment I was looking it from beyond, like if life and death are two different rooms. Like something superior.
We never existed until this life. Our nonexistence was gone when we born and will remain gone for this lifetime. When you die, is like escaping of a locked and isolated room, when you can't know what is outside it. You can't take a look to what is out of the room of existence, you only can make conclusions, more or less accurate but never exoerienced by yourself, like shadows entering trought the window: you can have an idea of what is outside but you never saw it whit your own eyes.
Being dead is being free of that strange conciousness room, it doesn't have to be good or bad: it simply is.
It's matter of perspective and you also can see it since the other side: life is a temporary escape, the only visit to something out of the eternal.
I know many are afraid of what happened after death. But aren't anyone curious instead? I don't believe in anything and I want to experience the nothingness, if not I'll see what happens
That's how I think, I also would like to experience nothingless but that's paradoxical.
I felt curiosity yes, but I noticed I won't see that reality with my own eyes and I got dissapointed.
I don't care also but lets see whatever happens next (if we are able to)
The amount of doubts about methods is annoying and I think mostly comes from prolifer trolls. There are fucking countless methods including peaceful ones yet they insist that nothing is good. Failures in implementation doesn't mean the method is bad or not peaceful Btw!
If anyone is a hardcore chemist for example, they'll find many ways to end it peacefully. This prolife planet is a joke
I so wish I could trade bodies with a terminally ill patient. That way I can die and they can live.
here4now
The ride never ends!
- Jun 13, 2018
- 21
I hate my gender and I'm disgusted with myself.
It intensified and I don't know why.
I think the highest rank is even better. When you have thousand post and you wasted the whole chromatic range, after red you got pink and after it, you got purple and you become a mod. If you post even more, your name turns blue-purple and you are adminded. If you still continue posting, you have blue again, fuck it up and you lost your account.
I think the highest rank is even better. When you have thousand post and you wasted the whole chromatic range, after red you got pink and after it, you got purple and you become a mod. If you post even more, your name turns blue-purple and you are adminded. If you still continue posting, you have blue again, fuck it up and you lost your account.
I think I discovered another fear: reading stories of sexual abuse when young.
I find it extremely scary. It makes me feel more anxiety than tarantulas, feline predators and anime profile pictures in the world.
I find it extremely scary. It makes me feel more anxiety than tarantulas, feline predators and anime profile pictures in the world.
Soon4me
Enlightened
- Jun 15, 2018
- 1,591
Post to get to 667,sorry i just need to post here to move away from 666.
The number of the beast.I am not superstitious.And i don't believe in this.
But subconsciously i think maybe i do.
The number of the beast.I am not superstitious.And i don't believe in this.
But subconsciously i think maybe i do.
Oh, it was a good number
Soon4me
Enlightened
- Jun 15, 2018
- 1,591
Oh, it was a good number
