Note your level of mental distress now

[subwayhcar]

5/10

 

[lpdsvm]

Not sure. It was 10/10 but now 1/10
I feel like ready going to CTB any time if things dont get better. Even more bad news doesn't make me mad anymore.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Oddly calm after a good night of sleep. Had a bizarre and disturbing dream. I get to NEET today and tomorrow so it'll be hard to CTB--I'm simply not in enough distress.

 

[Defenestration]

3

 

[Deepdense]

Probably 5/10. Life's pretty meh and I'm numb to it.

 

[dhk96]

Maybe 6/10.

I've been trying to avoid facing reality for the past year by pretending that I've successfully distracted myself from having to think about anything. Most days have kind of been a blur but deep in my conscious, there's always an anxiety-ridden countdown to the day that I won't be able to avoid reality anymore.

"Not thinking" has really killed whatever was leftover of my pathetic capacity for communication. I also didn't think (pun not intended) that trying not to think would affect something like basic arithmetic skills this badly but...wow lol. I feel dumber than ever and am scared of how much dumber I can become at this rate.

 

[Drogon]

8/10