Note your level of mental distress now

[subwayhcar]

5/10

 

[lpdsvm]

Not sure. It was 10/10 but now 1/10
I feel like ready going to CTB any time if things dont get better. Even more bad news doesn't make me mad anymore.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Oddly calm after a good night of sleep. Had a bizarre and disturbing dream. I get to NEET today and tomorrow so it'll be hard to CTB--I'm simply not in enough distress.

 

[Defenestration]

3

 

[Deepdense]

Probably 5/10. Life's pretty meh and I'm numb to it.

 

[dhk96]

Maybe 6/10.

I've been trying to avoid facing reality for the past year by pretending that I've successfully distracted myself from having to think about anything. Most days have kind of been a blur but deep in my conscious, there's always an anxiety-ridden countdown to the day that I won't be able to avoid reality anymore.

"Not thinking" has really killed whatever was leftover of my pathetic capacity for communication. I also didn't think (pun not intended) that trying not to think would affect something like basic arithmetic skills this badly but...wow lol. I feel dumber than ever and am scared of how much dumber I can become at this rate.

 

[Drogon]

8/10

 

[Defenestration]

8

 

[overmorrow]

7/10, it's been a hard week, but this one, will be better, I'm sure of it :>

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

7/10 i am lonely

 

[MonochromeMind]

Earlier today it was an 8, now it's about a 4. If my stomach stopped hurting from how stressed I was last night, maybe I'd calm down more. But it hurts because I'm still kinda stressed. Ugh.

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

8. Everything I do is wrong, and I'm
not a good person, nor good at being a person.

 

[TANETS]

5/10

Just slowly waiting for it to start crashing and burning.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Defenestration]

5

 

[itsgone2]

10/10

I can't deal with the life I led. Horrible. Starting in 2011 just horrible. It's too much. I have too much to deal with. Need to ctb and too cowardly

 

[SarahThrowsGin]

7/10. I posted in this thread before a much lower number, so yes, things got worse for me: social links keep falling apart, unemployed for a long time, and burned out even more than the year I quit the only job I ever had. Should be seeking suicide but my heart is not currently into it either. Just want to hang around and do whatever I want to, instead of whatever role this stupid world would have wanted me to fill.

 

[absolute failure]

Note your level of mental distress each day.

now: 8/10

You can explain or just give /10

We are currently at a 9/10. i have lost my mind completely and its so sad how badly i treat myself, i just cant stop

 

[GroundControl]

4/10

I worked my ass off cooking for my family last night, specifically my dad, only for him to ignore me SIX times when I called him to eat. So then his food went cold. And idk. He was just so dismissive. He's always like that. He doesn't care if he hurts you. It's all about him, when it comes to emotions. I'm just so tired of it.

ok maybe a 5/10 after resubmerging myself in my pain

 

[Defenestration]

6

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

8

 

[Defenestration]

8
Now 8/10 Hervé dont speak me

 

[SilentSadness]

10/10

 

[Defenestration]

7

 

[thedeaddragon25]

9/10

 

[kunikuzushi]

10/10
unbearable pain. i want it to stop

 

[spiders.in.my.head]

1/10 currently, im just tired.

fluctuates between 7 and 9 on most days tho, when i feel so distressed its acc painful and the need to die feels so urgent im damn near willing to off myself in a school bathroom.

 

[kitkat9234]

10/10. Had a breakdown earlier and I just want to take my sn but I've already eaten today

 

[Defenestration]

10/10
Douleur insupportable. Je veux que ça cesse.

 

[ShadowedChaos]

7/10 I've been struggling a lot recently and life keeps beating me down. I'm trying to do all I can and I just end up not feeling enough. I'm at a crossroads between life and death currently. My soul is really heavy and the weight is crushing me my anxiety won't leave and all I can feel is my heart pounding in my chest. Nothing is helping anymore I just wanna lie down and never wake up I'm tired of being in pain I don't feel I belong here anymore and maybe I never have.