Latios

Latios

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OP generally phd programs are funded so you wouldn't have to worry about paying for it...
 
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hakku

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I think this is working
OP generally phd programs are funded so you wouldn't have to worry about paying for it...
But i dont have the gpa to get into one
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
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Is the pain in your chest bad? Is it like a cramp?
 
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hakku

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OP generally phd programs are funded so you wouldn't have to worry about paying for it...
I wish i did
Getting a bit harder to concentrate
 
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Sorry for the pain you've endured. May you find the peace you seek. Journey well and fly high
 
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hakku

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Shiit this might be it
Survival instinct might kick in soon
 
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KleinerWolf

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Cant tell the room is dark
And my light doesnt work
It's okay don't worry about some of the questions if you are feeling dizzy.

try to relax and take it easy if you choose to go through with it
 
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StuFin

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Find peace brother.
 
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hakku

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May 30, 2020
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teah definitely more lightheaded
Gonna pass out soon
See ya guys
 
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hakku

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Shit i hope the afterlife's good
oop feeling nausea
My body feels heavy
Feels heavier when i move
 
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Latios

Latios

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Nov 22, 2020
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yeah, sorry if my questions were stressing you out op.... :(

Safe travels.....
 
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Moon Flower

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Safe travels OP <3
 
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hakku

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Ive assumed positikn
Hands feel heavy
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
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I'm sorry you have to be in pain OP. We are still here for you and you could always turn back :heart:
 
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Cakes

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I'm sorry you've reached this stage, I hope you weren't in too much discomfort, wishing you peace. Safe travels.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
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If this is what you want OP then safe travels. If not please get help
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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How are you now?
It's been about 1.5 hours since he took it.

@hakku how are you?

We will miss you.

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yive

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probably unconscious. rest easy, @hakku
 
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stygal

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Hopefully @hakku is gone by now
You seemed like a cool and relaxed dude, may you be in eternal peace :heart:
 
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Latios

Latios

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Nov 22, 2020
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Yeah, it says last online 18 minutes ago, when he made his last post.

Hope he is at peace now
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Why it was so long? How mg did he take? 99/100?
For him I hope no found....peace
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
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Godspeed OP :aw:
 
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Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
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Is always like this. When they start to send shorter and shorter messages and typos start to appear that means they are falling unconscious in a minute or a few minutes. You see it coming... It never gets easier... I hope he is wherever he wants to be and feel better now.
 
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StuFin

StuFin

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Oct 21, 2020
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I think perhaps if he was over 300llbs he didn't take enough for it to act quickly, he guessed the amount with teaspoons. Also he mentioned lots of empty coke cans, so if he'd been drinking coke / hadn't done the regime it might have neutralised a lot of the SN.
 
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Latios

Latios

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Nov 22, 2020
268
I wish you the best op. I'm so sorry for everything.

May you find peace and happiness. If you somehow survive, you're welcome here anytime.


I wonder if the op took sodium nitrAte instead of nitrite, to still be here 1.5 hrs later? Either way, peace be with you @hakku
Can you ctb with sodium nitrAte though?
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
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Why it was so long? How mg did he take? 99/100?
For him I hope no found....peace
I think he took slightly to little for it to work quicker...but I think it helped him not to vomit.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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He took longer because of his weight, and having a larger volume of blood to be converted. He didn't even vomit and was alert the entire time, so that much was easier for him.
(tears in my eyes)
 
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