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hakku

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Oh wow my heart is in my throat now its beating so hard
I tried to stand but felt super woozy
How do i turn back without hospital
So i guess i'll keep going
 
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hakku

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Man i really hope i dont have to wake up for that meeting tomorrow
Can you guys please keep talking to me?
Feeling a bit nauseous
Getting the burpies
Hopefully no pukie
 
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Sorry things have come to this for you - we're here no matter what you decide in the coming hour.
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
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I hope your transition is a comfortable one <3
We'll be here as long as you need
 
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StuFin

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How much do you weigh OP? Weight makes a big difference on amount of SN needed.
 
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hakku

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If you guys keep messaging and talking to me i will be more at peace
 
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hakku

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Bro i'm over 300 pounds for sure
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

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Oct 11, 2020
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If you choose to go to the hospital you could always pay for it later. Anyways, we are here for you hakku :hug: :heart:
 
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hakku

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I cant handle the answering of so many questions
 
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hakku

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My parents are brown and dont believe in mental illness
That'll be why it's taking longer to kick in.
Should i take more or just wait?
 
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Latios

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What do you want us to talk to you about?

IDK, what are some of your favorite hobbies?
 
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hakku

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May 30, 2020
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I tried walking around and got more woozy
I love watching professional wrestling
Def feeling more lightheaded than before
 
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StuFin

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You need around (I think) at least 35g if you're over 100KG so that would be for you maybe 45g? It's up to you, you've probably taken 30g-35g?
 
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hakku

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Def feeling more lightheaded than before
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

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Have you ever tried to be a wrestler?
 
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hakku

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You need around (I think) at least 35g if you're over 100KG so that would be for you maybe 45g? It's up to you, you've probably taken 30g-35g?
You are right
Heart beating so loud can hear it over the music
Have you ever tried to be a wrestler?
Nah i dont have the physical prowess nor the drive
I got a degree in computer science but have been too anxiety ridden to get a job
Also i was really bad at coding so i wouldnt get a job anyway
And i have this ability to not be taken seriously by anyone who talks to me
 
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Does anyone know how many gm SN is needed for the above mentioned rate?
 
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hakku

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I love my friends though and I'm really sorry i did this to them
 
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hakku

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I feel better when im lying down so idk if thats the problem
Listening to music and trying to relax
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
You are right
Heart beating so loud can hear it over the music

Nah i dont have the physical prowess nor the drive
I got a degree in computer science but have been too anxiety ridden to get a job
Also i was really bad at coding so i wouldnt get a job anyway
And i have this ability to not be taken seriously by anyone who talks to me

No worries OP. You could always practice more no? But if this isn't what you want, I understand
 
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hakku

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If i lose conscious next this wasnt as bad as i expected it to be
No worries OP. You could always practice more no? But if this isn't what you want, I understand
I have no work ethic
If i lose conscious next this wasnt as bad as i expected it to be

I have no work ethic
I just lie in bed and smoke weed all day
My gpa is not enough to get into a good cs masters progrma
or do a phd let alone
And i dont want to make my parents lay 50k+ a year for some shit university
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
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Still thought 25g was fine even if 100kg
 
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hakku

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Which i already did through my undergrad defree
Hey good thing is that i dont have to worry about deadlines or meetings anymore
Ooo some pain around chest area hmm
The smiths are so good
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
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Which i already did through my undergrad defree
Hey good thing is that i dont have to worry about deadlines or meetings anymore
Ooo some pain around chest area hmm
The smiths are so good
Are your lips/fingertips blue?
 
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hakku

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Im having some trouble typing so this means its working
 
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