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Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
264
OP generally phd programs are funded so you wouldn't have to worry about paying for it...
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
Is the pain in your chest bad? Is it like a cramp?
 
infinitelove

infinitelove

Member
Sep 23, 2020
31
Sorry for the pain you've endured. May you find the peace you seek. Journey well and fly high
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Cant tell the room is dark
And my light doesnt work
It's okay don't worry about some of the questions if you are feeling dizzy.

try to relax and take it easy if you choose to go through with it
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
I'm sorry you have to be in pain OP. We are still here for you and you could always turn back :heart:
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
How are you now?
It's been about 1.5 hours since he took it.

@hakku how are you?

We will miss you.

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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
510
Why it was so long? How mg did he take? 99/100?
For him I hope no found....peace
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
Is always like this. When they start to send shorter and shorter messages and typos start to appear that means they are falling unconscious in a minute or a few minutes. You see it coming... It never gets easier... I hope he is wherever he wants to be and feel better now.
 
StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
450
I think perhaps if he was over 300llbs he didn't take enough for it to act quickly, he guessed the amount with teaspoons. Also he mentioned lots of empty coke cans, so if he'd been drinking coke / hadn't done the regime it might have neutralised a lot of the SN.
 
Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
264
I wish you the best op. I'm so sorry for everything.

May you find peace and happiness. If you somehow survive, you're welcome here anytime.


I wonder if the op took sodium nitrAte instead of nitrite, to still be here 1.5 hrs later? Either way, peace be with you @hakku
Can you ctb with sodium nitrAte though?
 
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