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Ethel

Ethel

Hi,I was once here too
Sep 10, 2024
64
Completely still,numb isn't enough to describe it,as if every step I take were made in a nightmare without end or finality,after all, not much truly matters,why am I even typing all that...
I don't wanna say anymore, enough now.
 
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Nemaki Arber

Nemaki Arber

Survivor of too many attempts
Mar 24, 2023
101
Lost and hopeless, envious of people who have the success I cannot have, I wish I had a clean past, I wish people were more understanding of nuances, but I also wish I hadnt been neglected when I was younger maybe then I wouldn't have made these costly mistakes.

I'm hopeful I'll have a way out of this world eventually before it all comes back to find me. I'll either be a tragic story for others to tell, or a burden and waste of resource removed from this world leaving place for a more deserving person, the only thing that changes this outcome is whether or not I'm able to recover certain memories of my past.
 
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wham311

Paragon
Mar 1, 2025
942
Trapped in an absolutely intolerable existence.

Somebody help.
 
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ImnotCTB

ImnotCTB

Member
Jun 11, 2025
56
Brain hurt, so much to do, keep delaying until last minute and brain overdrive at 2
 
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kopebaldy

Member
Jul 5, 2025
19
Tired.
Things would have been so much better for everyone if I wasn't such a coward.
Have to do it soon tho, my "undisturbed" windows are getting smaller.
 
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ChinUp

Member
Jul 6, 2025
35
Exhausted! I have a hard time even getting out of bed, I just want to exit. I've prayed for a miracle! I'm tired of this pain. Please help. I can't go back to the hospital. What is my way out😭😭😭😭
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
449
I understand why people tell you not to compare yourself to others. Every time I do that I just want to hang myself.
 
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